The First Love Waiting for Me
the painful truth.

"good afternoon bi, good afternoon Dian. greet Risya

"afternoon non. reply bi lastri and Dian.

"auntie again makes what ?ask Risya with

feisty.

"auntie wants to make a cake for dinner later non , make her mouth wash , replied aunt.

"oya. waah must be delicious, it has been continued

sorry Risya interfered, said Risya

"not non, said aunt

Risya then went up again.

...****************...

one month before graduation

Risya, lisa and nabila are walking

towards the canteen, because of the first lesson

already done.

when they entered the canteen ,

Risya looked at kevin and chiko already sat down

the canteen table.

but with one woman who

they've never seen it.

Risya and his friend approached them

without kevin knowing.

"day all , as for Risya casually ,

Risya is not a jealous type of woman

without knowing the reason.

kevin gasped at Risya's voice.

and chiko too.

"hi're you guys friends of kevin and chiko huh? ask

rose.

"yes.who are you? ask Risya .

kevin who heard his lover and the candidate

her fiancee spoke up the less

abysmally

"chiko saw her best friend

it went wrong to be tense.

"introduce, I'm a rose. future fiancee

kevin, by extending his hand.

Rishy stretched out his hand with

quavering.

like being struck by lightning during the day

Rishy heard all this..

"Risya, a-I .. I Risya kevin's friend.

with the sound of bricks and with tears still in the weirs.

with great difficulty Risya held back her tears.

"you go on. I-I, you go to the toilet

risya said while walking away

all of her.

lisa who saw her friend walking away ,

soon after his friend.

kevin did not who could not bear to see the departure of Risya.

end followed.

"i had a little something I wanted to take in class, Kevin said

while Risya and Lisa are out heading

car park.

"Ris. Where are you going "?asked lisa, worriedly looking at her friend.

"my driver's license is home, I can borrow it

the car, I'm going home..Risya spoke with tears that she could not bear anymore.

"but Ris, you're driving this way.it's dangerous. said Lisa trying to calm down.

"please, said Risya.

lisa gives her car keys.

then Risya got into Lisa's car and immediately drove her car.

kevin just got parked

panicked

"lis where is Risya .ask kevin. anxiously

"you don't have to worry, my friend

just wanted to follow her heart, "said Lisa.

kevin n went straight into his car.

and look for the car Risya was carrying.

while Risya with emotions and tears that continue to flow he drove forward his car

the car is headed for a beach.

the beach where they expressed their love.

risya quickly drove his car.

until without realizing it stepped on the car brake

with sudden.

eyebrow Risya stunted car stering. long enough he bowed his head. in the car stering

while crying sobbing.

"hiks.hiks.

I hate you kevin.Risya's voice with sobbing..

he got out of the car and walked to the beach.

with a face full of tears and empty eyes.

from a distance kevin saw Risya walking on the beach.

then she approached Risya and hugged her lover from behind.

"pardon me. with two hands cupping Risya's body.

Risya was just silent.with the rushing tears that he let out. until it fell in the hand

kevin's.

"let go of me. But kevin won't let go of his hand.

"i said loose right.with all my might Risya let go of kevin's hand.

because of his emotions, Risya can finally release Kevin's hand.

"honey.I'm sorry "kevin said.

"apologize for what ? by asking and looking at Kevin's face.

"i know sooner or later we're going to experience something like this because we're just ordinary people, but I never thought that you made it yourself...with endless tears.

"sad I never loved her "

kevin....

but I can't fight my mama.

"if I had known, that you had been betrothed.

I'll never put hope in you with a tightness in her chest.

he spoke even with tears flowing.

"you know, you have made me fly high, and when I was on the clouds, you blew it away.

until it was broken into pieces..

risya's speech made kevin aware

because he. Risya became like this.

"honey, I can't fight my mom

I'm powerless "kevin said.

"i didn't tell you to fight your parents "but I was very disappointed and devastated

when I found out you were lying to me...

"from today on, our relationship is over..

forget that we ever loved each other..

"just assume we never knew..

and here's your birthday present...Risya while holding kevin's hand and returning the diamond ring.The re-gift that Kevin gave a few months ago.

"keep it as a memory from me "kevin said.

"i don't want to keep sweet memories, but it hurts to remember..

thank you for all the wonderful things you've given me over the past year..

"you're great.you've managed to make a wound that's very difficult to heal.and this necklace that you consider a symbol of our relationship...

"congratulations to your engagement later, said Risya as he walked away from kevin.

kevin can't do anything.

he was sitting drowning in the sand.

long enough he sat down while holding the ring and necklace that Risya returned.

...****************...

currently Risya is already in her house

she just realized that Lisa's car was in her house.

"sir joko, can I ask for help.

pick up lisa in the campus ?ask Risya.

neither sahut pak joko.

then joko went..

Risya who was in the room. dropped his body in the mattress with still shed tears..

and realize, that there are still many goods that kevin gave during one year of their relationship.

starting from branded bags, sports shoes and much more.

with one match.

her mother who saw Risya wanted to burn something.

"honey.Why do you want to burn this ?ask Ruby.

"i'm just tired of looking at her said Risya.

"but according to mama, instead of burning you better give it to Dian, Ruby said.

"i'm more satisfied with burning it.

Risya slowly threw the goods.

it has to do with kevin.

from a distance there was a pair of eyes that saw Risya burning things

her gift.

*you deserve to burn it.

I hope that after you burn it

your pain can be reduced..

I Love you my woman..

Love my forever tou you*.

Risya sat in front of the flames.

he looked at the flames with a blank look.

lisa came and saw her best friend sitting in front of the fire.

so heartbreaking was "Ris "lisa embracing her best friend's body, and crying.

Risya turned towards the crying lisa

"why are you crying heeem, I'm fine "Risya trying not to cry anymore.

lisa hears her best friend saying that she is not crying.

he's getting his embrace

"no !I'm not crying either. You're there's just "lisa skimp on crying and wiping her tears.

...****************...

kevin just parked his car.

then he went into the house.

when she enters the mama the image blocks her

"the rose says you left her

on the campus, where's ?"ask the image.by staring keen kevin.

kevin returned his mother's gaze

"stop pressing me, if mama

still want me to continue this engagement "

kevin stepped into his room.

the image fell silent.could not continue his talk anymore.because kevin had already entered.

kania well saw her brother enter the room with a frustrated face.

he went into Kevin's room.

kevin went straight into the bathroom and washed his face.

kevin rubbed his face violently.

kevin's looking at his face in the mirror

"you've hurt him. "shouts kevin while punching the mirror.

kania went straight into the bathroom and was surprised to see her brother's hand bleed.

"brother, your hand.I will treat him "quickly cania take the medicine box.

"brother, let me treat the wound "cania pulled kevin's hand and took him to the couch of kevin's room.

kevin was silent, he took a deep breath

"i've hurt him kania, this wound of mine

not comparable to what he felt. "

he kept blaming himself.

kania is concerned about Kevin.

"do not blame yourself ,

maybe the brother with sister Risya is not a match "said kania trying to calm down.

kevin esokan his morning

Risya was ready to leave

he went downstairs and had breakfast

they had breakfast together. "pa I want to move

college in hong kong, can take care of

my college move ?"ask Risya.

Radit was silent while thinking for a moment. "less than a month, right, you will enter the second semester.if you want to move now, that means you have to start again from the beginning. "said papa Raditia.

Risya also thought for a moment. It is true what her papa said. "alright I will

wait until the second semester, said Risya with no enthusiasm."then I left first "and then Risya went out of the house and headed to his car.

when you want to get in the car, there arrives a car that wants to pick up his papa coming

and his papa's personal assistant got out of the car. "erick, tumben that morning you came. ?"

ask Risya.

erick smiled at Risya. "you who don't know, if every morning I do

this morning, " replied erick.

"yes, you come in, my father is

breakfast. Next time we control again huh

daaaa h" then Risya departed.

along the way 'Risya just kept quiet

and looking at the window, his eyes were blank, I don't know what he was thinking.

with eyes that are still a little puffy

because last night she kept crying.

without realizing it, the car arrived

in front of the campus. "non , we are widows to "said pak joko..

Risya who was still daydreaming finally woke up

because of joko sir's voice. "eeh, thank you sir.

I go down first." said Risya as he opened the car door

Risya walked in to want to go to the elevator. Because Lisa has not come yet.he is now in the elevator.then the elevator is open again a sign that someone else wants to enter.

the person who entered was Kevin.

Risya just indifferently did not want to look over.

he tried to take his eyes off by playing his phone.

while Kevin looked at his ex-lover, he saw his ex-lover's eyelids were swollen.

not long until the elevator arrived.

Risya was still indifferent.she walked towards her class.

kevin walked.

his legs stopped in front of Risya's class.

he saw his ex-lover was seen just silent with a blank look ahead.

while others are talking. Risya just kept quiet.

kevin's heart felt increasingly crowded .with a puddle of tears. arrived from behind

"morning bro, are you here "asked chiko while following the direction that Kevin was looking at.

"huuu.h.patient bro , it feels very sick if we see the person we love

wounded. "chiko tried to advise kevin.

meanwhile, Lisa walks into her class and "lis "kevin calls her

"what's up ?"ask lisa

hesitantly kevin asked Risya

"what about her. is she okay ?"ask kevin.

with a slight annoyance lisa replied "I think you also have two eyes to , see if my best friend is okay "answer Lisa while going inside.

the first lesson began long enough they followed the lesson and finally.

done that.

the teacher also left the class. "Ris we go to the cafeteria yuk "lisa invites Risya to the canteen.

he hoped that his best friend could live it as usual.

uninspired Risya replied

"ayo "answered Risya soberly.

then they walked into the canteen.

once there, Risya chose to sit down

cornered. "what do you want to order ?"ask lisa.

"no. I don't want anything "reply with Risya. "you're all right, I just want to accompany you "Risya replied.

so Risya decided to order some soup

risya's favorite mushroom.

Risya sat pensively staring out the window.

not how long ago it came

and approaching "day Ris "what nabila with a little hesitation, because Risya already knows

that he knew about the kevin period.

with a forced Risya to return the greeting

nabila. " noon "Risya answered briefly.

nabila and Risya are equally silent. Kevin and chiko.

lisa came to break the mood.

"This ris, I brought you some mushroom soup

your favorite "said lisa with passion.

Risya took a deep breath. "you just ate it, I was on a diet "Risya replied.

lisa doesn't know how she makes it

Risya can be like before. "if you don't want to eat it either, we better

back into the class "said Risya regardless of nabila.

and Lisa had to eat him.

Risya who is waiting for lisa. just indifferently playing her phone.