The Bloodless Wounds

The Bloodless Wounds
diary


DIARIES.......


Hall 01


Today I was in a very sick sentence and I can't say this to Aurel because I don't want him to worry. Because my family and aurel are also running well.


Hall 02


Today I'm scheduled to check back…..


Hall 03


Today Aurel is reported to be pregnant and that is my son and aurel…..


I'm so happy to hear she's pregnant …..


But I'm also afraid that I won't live long…..


Hall 04


Today Aurel was kidnapped by her ex ……


I also got word that I had to have surgery abroad and will undergo a lot of chemotherapy.I don't want aurel to suffer with me and eventually I will leave.


I let bram look for him.I also reasoned that the child in the birth of aurel is the son of azrul .at that time I went directly abroad and without informing anyone.


Hall 05


Today is even a year away.I closed aurel access in my office so that he does not know anything that happened to me.let me feel this matter myself.


Hall 06


I have been on medication for two years but the results remain the same and I finally decided to return to Indonesia.


hall 07


I don't think it's appropriate for me to see Aurel anymore...


maybe now he's happy with my son and his new husband.


hall 08


I have a new secretary, she's very nice.


hall 09


I think I like him, and it seems like he's the other way around.


pp 10


after a few months I was officially engaged to her.


hall 11


it's been over a year since we got engaged and next month I'm going to marry her....


I doubt I can make him happy in my condition like this.


hall 12


rena, my future wife who is none other than my secretary invites me to give an invitation to business partners including her friends from the company next door.but I suddenly have to go out of the country because of sudden business.


hall 13


after a long time my illness relapsed again suddenly arrived.I am grateful because rena knows. rena did come with me abroad.


hall 14


turns out it was you, the friend that was told about rena always, and the man she hated for leaving you would now be her husband.


hall 15


why am I being hurt for you au. now I am lying in a hospital bed because of myself.


hall 16


my disease often relapses but not as often as before. I plan to tell the truth to rena.


hall 17


rena kept expressing her hatred towards the husband who had left you au..


I don't want to hate you both.


today I am officially married with rena.dana you also came to the wedding.pardon me au. if I add wounds in your heart again. tomorrow I'll tell her on rena and we'll live together with the twins.I, you, rena and the twins.


hall 19


belom had I said that you are the wife I left first you even desperate to commit suicide with the twins au.....


haven't been quite yet I said all this to rena , rena already know first...


I really have lost you guys.


20 things


your search for the belly finished my illness relapsed again and it's been severe.


hall 21


you were right in declaring dead au.....


and rena asked for a divorce from me. Now I live alone and a kara.


the doctor said my illness was getting worse


hall 22


I heard the phone bram and heard if you were still alive au.


hall 23


it seems like my time is up. I will try to ask for time this day to spend with the twins.


hall 24


nathan wasn't as cold as yesterday.


hall 25


I love u all...


today we'll be happy twins.


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the last page Gabriel wrote in the morning before he returned to Mercy.


aurel was so sad to read that diary that Gabriel just wanted aurel to be happy and yet she didn't realize her happiness used to be with her forever.


it is true that the feeling is no longer there but he is so happy because of everything he got wisdom.


Gabriel who used to be the man who made his feelings change over and over again is now the source of his happiness.


" by"


sound from the door


"why cry.. don't cry Gabriel must have been happy by"


" i can only hope that he will be happy in the same dev realm"


" so now don't be sad because you are the source of strength from our children.If you are weak then who should they lean on? "


" iyh if that's what I'll be the foundation for them to be strong"


the end of Gabriel's memory will be remembered by Aurel.


the wounds given are not bleeding but the wounds given will forever remain in the heart.


aurel is aware that every relationship must have trust, if Gabriel believes that Aurel will continue with him even though Gabriel's life will not be long for sure all this will not be ternadi.


now Aurel can only accept other happiness that is now his.


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sorry yh finally not as expected end I was confused how to end it . because this is the story of 2020 whose account I can only open again after a year..


sorry really yh because it is not appropriate.... I really like the groove originally also🙏🙏🙏🙏.


the point of this story is that.... I want to tell the reader if we want to make the person we love happy not to go the wrong way because it will be a wound that will be carried forever by him.


we must also believe in our partner under any circumstances and as bad as any couple will accompany us, or as unwilling to talk first with a partner if there is anything because everything will not always end badly.