The Assault Destroyed My Marriage
Half Crazy 7 Days

I went into room , I stayed with him who had turned on me, and my crying became more and more in that room, until I fell asleep.

I woke up, I saw him lying next to me. I saw at about 3 am .

She hugged me, I saw her eyes puffy .

I took off his embrace.

"Why are you sleeping here?"

"We are not husband and wife anymore "

He pulled me, hugged me, and told me stories.

"Mas confused"

"Mas last night called Sister Ema".

"Mas tell him to pick up Ade".

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I sat down, I took HP, I saw a lot of missed calls.It turns out from my sister

"sister Ema".He's not far from us.

"Why can you say that word?"

"Mas confused, I'm sorry" he said.

"So what should you do tomorrow, what does it mean to be in this house?"

"O Allah is.."why should all this happen?"

"Tomorrow when the first of our new business, all we have prepared from money and energy."

I didn't realize at 3 o'clock on Thursday...

He didn't answer anything, I knew he was tired too.I was too .

I saw him start to fall asleep, my eyes couldn't keep shut, my body was tired, my mind was screwed, I still couldn't believe this could happen.

The chanting of the Qur'an verse has been heard clearly from Mushala, because the distance is so close to the house, marking the dawn of time soon.I also do not intend to sleep anymore.

I hold HP, I keep seeing the missed calls from my brother, but it feels so hard to tell this incident .

After the dawn prayer, I saw he was still sleeping, I tried to wake him up, but like he was too sound.

The atmosphere in the house was quiet, like no one had woken up, I felt like a stranger.What I thought , how will I deal with everything in this house?

"Father", "His sister," "The employees".

Unconscious, I fell asleep. When I woke up I saw he was not next to me anymore.I saw at 8 o'clock more.Weight felt this body, head was dizzy, Nidung was runny.

I ventured down, I wanted to take a refreshing bath, I see below as usual busy with his work each. I feel like no one's staring at me, or they're pretending they don't know.Even I don't see "He" downstairs.

One of the female employees reprimanded me .He's the closest to me, the place to confide in, joking around and occasionally playing out.

I could only smile at that moment.

"Mba's eyes are swollen."

"Continue crying?"

I just nodded my head, the feeling of these tears coming out, actually at that time I wanted to hug her, cry as much as she did, but I was suddenly not sure ,I feel like there is no one in this house on my side, I feel like everyone is blaming me, I feel like this is my punishment .That's what's on my mind.

I went in the bathroom, I cried so hard, took it, poured water on my body, I don't care if everyone heard it at that time, my heart was so upset, so,I want to hurt my own body.

"Mr ..mba ...."

"Mfa.mba..."

I heard a voice from outside, I continued to finish my bath while continuing to cry.

I went straight up, entered the room, kept on shedding tears.I have to get out of this room, get out of this house, I don't need any more in this house....that was what was on my mind at the time.

I'm waiting for "She" not to go upstairs, I feel like she doesn't care about me.

I took HP, I called my brother, I told him about the incident that night.

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"So where are you?" my sister asked

" I'm in the upper room" , make sure to my brother, so please just let me up to see me.

I asked to pick up my brother, for the bad reason of bringing clothes, heavy!

she was crying on the phone, though,

"Don't do that, let brother go there, by the way, Father, don't get out of that house."

that's what my brother said. Phone is dead.

I cleaned my clothes, some of which can be carried.My brother arrived in my room, immediately hugged and cried 😭😭😭😭

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 , I did it all, I need someone's hug to calm me down.

Only my elder brother in this city, all siblings are in our hometown.

2 Hours drive to town.

"Last night your husband called brother."

"She told me to pick you up on the deck."

"But brother is forbidden brother's husband."

"In his mind you have a problem, he said let them solve your own problems."

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...I still shed tears...

My brother said, I'm sorry that he didn't pick me up, if he did, maybe this wouldn't have happened, maybe I wasn't on the boat that night.

I took my brother away from that house,

coincidentally passed by the husband's sister's wife.

Oh Allah brother.....

As if I were strong, sincere, I shrugged my sister, I shrugged my shoulders,

"Why did you do this?"

"That's not necessary, it's my destiny brother,"

In this heart is still not sincere !!! it's ruined!!!

I can't bear to see that big brother pleading,

because I know he is very dear to his sister-in-law.Even he is the one who helped us while preparing for our new venture in this city.

We went down with two bags, my clothes and other supplies.

Complaints of this tongue to say, excuse me, only employees are visible.Kak I had time to ask one of them, ask where my husband where.

Only the "don't know "are there.

Walking with puffy eyes, finished crying, towards the house of the sister, some people ask, only the brother answers just their curiosity.

Arriving at the house sister.I went straight to the child's room - her, I collapsed my body.So empty it turns out, felt empty, did not realize I was not with "She" anymore.

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4 Days passed.I have no appetite, I was in the room kept, lamenting my fate but my obligatory prayers and tahajjud never alpa. I always pray for a miracle, my husband will come back with me .No word from him, on the phone, in the inbox, in the BBM at the time there was no response, as if he didn't know me anymore.

I often delirious.as if talking to someone, crying while sleeping sobbing Isak.

That said brother every morning.even in the house, I often hear, there are people to the bathroom, around 3 am take wudu'.Always hearing my crying voice while praying incessantly.And occasionally big brother wants to come to me, he found me sleeping soundly.

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Someone's coming to my sister's house, neighbor!who knows me very well and "Him", my ex-husband said I'm here.

He saw my ex-husband 3 days in a row standing in front of the alley, with clothes that were just that, like a confused person.

Looking towards his father's house, as if to go home, and in the undo, stood back looking at my brother's house, as if to go to the house of the brother .Sometimes they ask, but the ex-husband just a smile, like not knowing with the asking.

Neighbors saw me at my sister's house, then my sister told me the real incident.At that time also other neighbors followed .Their curiosity was finally answered.

I heard a little bit of brother talk with them, Brother also told me that my condition was strange, I heard brother talk to them, I heard him talk to them,

"I'm afraid my brother's going crazy."

"I often hear him talking to himself."

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Some neighbors came in to see me, gave me encouragement, remembering me not to leave the prayer, tahajjud continued, he said,

"Let them force you to divorce."

"His own son is a victim."

"Sort of forgot about himself."

"If you still love her, pray for her."

"That's like bringing down a mosque" for forcing you to divorce."

Be patient, son......

"So if the effort is helped by shetan, strengthen yourself, do not want you destroyed, you are still young, you are still long the journey of your life."

One of the neighbors excited again..!!!!!!

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I live my life in my sister's house, without any news from her, really-lost communication, it's obvious they want to throw me away.What's my fault??Too much like the sorrow that I have passed with her.His family also knows how much I sacrificed and accompanied her during pioneering efforts everywhere.But this is the reply to all that.

I remember the incident that night, when his sister behaved strangely, like an animal.What is this family secret.Why should our marriage in the victim right.

A week I stayed at my sister's house, I had to rise from this slump, I tried to get out of the room, sit in the living room, play HP, but I felt not strong.

I went into the room again and lay down, still crying when I remembered it.

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Suddenly my brother called me, told me that my ex-husband came.Yes Allah is happy my heart, miss him I am with him, even all who are in the house are happy to say hello to him,my little nephew at that time also felt my happiness.

I was still in the room, but I saw him sitting in front of the door, looking down, not looking at me, not talking a bit.

"Why are you like this, by the way."

.....He's still quiet.

Brother shook his shoulders, so he spoke and lifted his head, he kept looking down, and his hands supported his forehead.

"I have to get out of here."

"Say you must be far, past the sea."

Keep your head down and talk like that.

"Bring him in, wherever you go,"

"sister who's so glad you're back in town."

But brother sincere now you take him away no more news later."

"Origin don't you stay."

"Can't brother, said my father to go alone."

That's what he said last time at my sister's house.

Crying me so much, so strongly, her,

brother also joined in crying, in the hug of my ex-husband.😭😭😭😭😭😭

She intends to go , sister had time to hold her.But she kept out of the house, she walked it turns out.In a swift way I took a makeshift hijab, I chased her, did not care me with the neighbors.She had already boarded the transport. I looked at the color and number of the transport and headed where.It turns out he didn't go home.

I'm trying to get the shuttles for the same purpose.I caught up with him.I know where he's going......