
The memory seal from the beginning met swimming in my head. And then a smile filled my lips. Until it arrived at a single point of memory that instantly erased my smile.
"I'll be by your side....until he comes back!!!!!"
Degggggg deggg
Unknowingly my tears flowed.
"Is it time for me to let go ?"
I asked in my heart.....
Someone came knocking on my door
" Yes in ....."
The door opened, and my office mate walked in.
" You're called boss tuh....!!!"
Her word
" Okay, I'm going there now"
I immediately stood up and walked towards my boss's room. When I entered, it turned out that the stranger Masi was here. My boss introduced them to me.
It turns out they are a strand of a famous designer brand from Italy. They are here to recruit models to become their latest fashion brand ambassadors.
At first they wanted Nathalie for it, but when they saw me earlier, they thought I was perfect for being their brand ambassador. Because according to them my characteristics are very suitable to introduce their latest fashion.
I was so surprised to hear. I'm like this, which could replace super model Nathalie. They think my long red curls and green eyes are very attractive.
Though a little worried, I said I'd think about it. They give 3 days to consider their offer. The pictures will be taken in Milan.
I'm actually really happy to have this opportunity. But when Nathalie was here. If I leave for 2 weeks, it's not the same as giving them a chance to get back close.
I was very confused, when I went back into my room, arrived from inside something pulled me and closed the door. Hugged me and kissed my lips. I wanted to push her, but once I knew who she was, I kissed her back. We kissed until we were almost out of breath.
" I miss you Carey....."
" I'm Jackson, too...."
" Hello.... Now ?.... But I'm busy right now.sorry right now I really can't meet...."
" Who ...?"
Much
" Nathalie.he wants to meet, but I don't want to. Because right now only you deserve my free time"
He said as he hugged me again while bringing his lips closer to mine. He kissed me with his full kiss. I can only kiss her back while hugging my neck.
After that.I was silent for a while.
"Jackson.... Nathalie is back.... I ... I thought...you'll be back together with her ?"
My toky.....
" Nathalie .. all night we both talked.I admit her arrival opened a few doors that I have closed for five years...."
" You want to try again ?..... Is this the max of your arrival ?....
" No.no.... Nathalie did say she wanted to try again...."
" What's your answer ?..."
" I didn't say anything...."
Jackson looked at me with a look I could hardly understand.
" Jackson..you still remember my words when Nathalie left first....?
" Yes..I remember...!!!"
" Nathalie is back....I'll let you go, if you want to be with her back, I'll hold you back....!!!"
even though my heart strongly rejected what was inside my brain. I don't want to force my heart's desire, because I don't want to be a selfish person.
we both looked at each other without speaking.I hugged him and kissed his lips.after that I came out of my room.I closed the door and just stood up while wiping away my tears that somehow began to drip....