Sweetness of my soul
Reminiscing

" This is where I and she always spend time, after she asked permission on umi and my brother it turns out he left me for nothing without reason "Aulia looked far ahead, empty.

Aulia did not care how many people came through her seat, in a barrel she used to visit with Husain at that time.

Not long after his drink glass was empty he got up and stood up to leave the place.

He drives his favorite matic motorbike, passing through a fairly quiet road because the time has shown at 17:00.

" This path is the one that I have been on with him, how he treats me perfectly, respecting my decision not to be touched before I am absolutely lawful to him, Husain.... you're too kind to be disrespectful to me " said Aulia in her heart, her eyes glazed over, slowly executed her matic.

" You didn't touch me but hurt me... Mas Husain how can a person who I consider to be okay turn out to have behavior like a coward!!! " His anger exploded in silence, in his heart held a severe wound, his cry broke, his tears dripping down swept by the street wind.

" When have you been good at lying? Since when do you want to leave me? Since when??? Should I get this kind of treatment? What do you think I am? " Aulia kept crying while riding her motorcycle.

" A long enough journey to end Mas, four years ago you came to me asking my brother Umi, I tried to convince them that you were the right person for me Mas, but where? Where's proof?

What hurts me even more is that you left me without a word, you closed all communication channels, social media you block Mas, what's my fault with you? " Aulia was still an emotion, but now that she was no longer crying, her reddened face held back the anger.

" Is it because I don't want to obey your will, and then you go with that woman? You go too far until you forget that you have me?! Wicked you are..." Grousers Aulia.

" Even apologies don't come from you, no regrets at all? You're a person who doesn't deserve me, too good if I'm with you who's evil! All our plans, all your promises to Abiku, I pledge to you melt "Aulia's resolve.

Back Aulia pulled the matic gas, half an hour had passed since he wept lamenting the memory of the sinking of hope which he had cherished since his two years with a man named Husayn and since two years after he had been abandoned by Husayn, Aulia had not I can tell you about the departure of Husain.

At the beginning of their meeting when there was a family meeting, Husain was none other than the son of Kyai Abas' distant brother, Aulia's father.

Since that time, Husayn often visited the residence of Kyai Abas who was his Uncle, indirectly with him visiting the house of Kyai Abas he could meet with Aulia, Aulia, instead of visiting for a visit, it turns out that Husain has other feelings for Kyai Abas' youngest child, Aulia.

As time went on, Aulia and Husain became more and more familiar, they remained on the corridor that had been taught all along, the longer Kyai Abas caught another signal from their familiarity.

Once Kyai Abas rebuked Husain and spoke to them both, "I see your relationship with my youngest daughter Aulia as no longer a fraternal relationship, would you have any other feelings for my daughter? " Task Kyai Abas to Husain.

Husain smiled, calmly he replied "Yes Uncle, I like Uncle's daughter ".

Kyai Abas looked at Husain deeply, like a father who wanted to establish a heart for people who liked his daughter.

" You know what my relationship is with your father, don't you? " Kyai Abas asked.

" Yes my uncle knows. Your relationship is good even though our brotherhood is far away but we keep it "Husain answered steadily.

" Husain, I hope you can keep your attitude. If you really like my daughter take care of her like I take care of her, don't hurt her or hurt her. He is still a child, he is only nineteen years old, has not graduated from "Light Kyai Abas school.

" Uncle, trust me. I never played around with Aulia. I love him sincerely, I have good intentions will justify it "Husain said steadily.

Kyai Abas was stunned after hearing Abas' determination, "Then bring your Father and Mother here, we will talk together ".

Since then Aulia and Husain get the blessing to continue the relationship to the marriage later after Aulia graduated from school, at one of the famous universities in Yogyakarta and at that time Aulia had to go back and forth from Demak to Yogyakarta, while Husain settled in Blitar and worked there with his father, who was also a resident of the city, not a short distance indeed to knit the rope of love between Demak and Blitar.

" Nduk, later Mas moved to Semarang to be able to deket same you, if you want to meet easily "Know Aulia, yes Husain once said that to Aulia.

" But where? Ever since he moved everything changed, meningan do not have to move all "Gerutu Aulia.

" I think there is something strange, since in the new workplace he was busy with his friends instead of focusing on his work and his goal "Gerutu Aulia increasingly became.

" But that's no reason to bring people to three, is it? " Aulia once again recalled, had all her thoughts about Husain.

Now that Aulia was in the alley in front of her house, she stopped for a moment. She stared at her right rearview mirror, improved looks, her messy hijab and her slightly puffy eyes "Don't let Umi and Abi know that I've been crying ".

Aulia walked towards the door of her house with her tent as a gift to her house.

" Assalamu'alaikum's... " Aulia knocked on the door and opened it, she went inside the house.

" Wa'alaikums.... Uh already home, accomplished huh? " Reply Umi Tinah, Aulia's mother.

" No way Umi "Aulia approached Uminya and kissed her hand and gave what she was carrying earlier, then she walked into her room while bowed.

Umi Tinah looked at Aulia's demeanor, "It seems like she's finished crying again ".

Hearing the door back on tap from the outside, immediately Umi rushed

to open.

" Assalamu'alaikum's... Umi "Whoa the man with a smile after the door was opened which turned out to be none other than Kyai Abas, her husband.

Umi returned her smile, then answered her greeting "Wa'alaikumssalam.

They entered the house together, while having a little talk.

" Aulia's home yet, Umi? " Tanya kyai Abas.

" Already Bi, being in the room right now, this was Aulia carrying souvenirs "Umi Tinah replied while showing the parcel that Aulia had given earlier.

Umi Tinah was about to approach Aulia's room to tell Aulia that her Abi had come home, but was prevented by Abi, "Don't leave it, don't let it, soon Maghrib later also Aulia came out to pray together with us "Umi nodded, a sign he understood.

" Yes already Umi also want to get ready first yes Bi "Umi excited, the step left Kyai who is still standing alone in the living room.

The door of Aulia's room moved, before long the door of the room was open and Aulia came out of the room, she approached Kyai Abas while kissing his hand, Kyai Abas rubbed Aulia's head wrapped in hijab.

" Let's catch up with Umi, we pray together "Take Kyai Abas, replied with a nod by Aulia.

They perform the Maghrib prayer, followed by reading the Qur'an together until the time of prayer isya arrived and they pray together again.

After completing the congregational prayer, Aulia returned to her room before not forgetting she said goodbye to Umi and Abinya.

Kyai Abas and Umi Tinah could only be silent throwing eyes at each other, they understood why Aulia was acting that way.

" Abi tried to talk to Husain? " Umi asked Kyai Abas.

" No Umi, let it be anyway this is only about time so that Aulia learns sincerely "Absaid Kyai Hasan.

" It's been four years since Bi, but Aulia is still like that, isn't Abi worried? Abi is not worried that Aulia is why? " Umi Tinah spoke while folding her face and stood up and left Kyai Abas alone in the prayer room.

Kyai Abas pondered, as his hand could not escape from his prayer beads "What's wrong with my daughter? " he asked in his heart.

Immediately he got up from his seat and went out of the house, he sat on the porch of his house, not long Aulia sat beside him.

" How are you doing today Nduk? " Tanya Kyai Abas with a smile, replied with a smile also by Aulia.

" Thank God Bi, Abi is in good health, right? Abi not going to ponpes anymore? " Aulia asked in a stale manner.

" Thank God...... " Kyai Abas replied.

" Alhamdulillah is also fine, be well, Abi think Abi wants to stay home tonight because Abi feels lately too busy with Abi's own affairs "Lang Kyai Abas.

" It looks like we've been crying, right? " Kyai Abas continued by asking Aulia.

Aulia lowered her head, then gave a short answer "No Bi.... "

" Nduk, cah ayu.... Do you stick to your stance on going to Jakarta? " Kyai Abas started a serious conversation, Aulia looked at the Abinya affectionately.

Two years of love two years later abandoned, since abandoned for two years must struggle alone to set the heart to set the future, finally Aulia can graduate with perfect grades, cumlaude.

" Yes Abi, God willing.... " Aulia answered smiling, Kyai Abas looked far ahead, his mind started to look somewhere after hearing Aulia's reply.

" Are you going to leave Abi and Umi like your two brothers, Nduk? " Kyai Abas asked again and again Aulia could only smile.

" What does this have to do with Husain? Your decision is only to erase Husain's shadow, right? " Kyai Abas investigates.

Aulia was speechless a little asking in her heart "How could Abi possibly know my main reason? ".

" Abi, help Aulia yes, help Aulia get through this. There was nothing that Aulia could cover up from Abi or Umi "Aulia talking expectantly, while Kyai Abas listened to her daughter carefully.

" It has been too long Abi, it has been four years since Husain left Aulia without cause, let Aulia learn sincerely in the way of Aulia herself Abi... " Aulia continued her words, trying to convince her Abinya, Kyai Abas.

Kyai Abas was stunned to hear the words of his youngest daughter, " Exactly what Abi wanted Nduk, but not by leaving Abi and Umi "His speech was soft.

" Abi wants you to stay here, Abi wants you to be the successor to Abi's ponpes "Kyai Abas starts to reveal his heart.

" Your two brothers are busy with their own affairs, they are busy with their world, only you are Abi different values from them "Kyai Abas looks at his daughter deeply.

" I'm sorry Aulia Abi... But let Aulia treat Aulia's own wounds, Aulia promises to take care of ponpes if she is married later, Abi believes in Aulia? Aulia can take care of herself, everything Abi taught will always be Aulia applied, Aulia is also proficient in Abi martial arts, Abi even asked Aulia to teach in ponpes " Rayu Aulia convinced her Abinya.

Kyai Abas let out a long sigh, he knew very well that his daughter could indeed be relied on especially when she was in college Aulia already had her own income.

" Sir, Abi will always be there for you and support you, wherever you are Abi please do not forget to pray yes "Kyai Abas advised while glazed.

Aulia nodded and smiled, then kissed Abinya's hand, "Thank you very much Abi. "her voice trembled slightly holding back the cry.

Since then Aulia left her hometown to Jakarta, with a strong determination and heartache.

His disappointment had shaped his present self, since his 6 years in Jakarta he has had a high position in his place working in a foreign company and he also has a foundation that more or less adopts the foundation owned by Abinya in Demak, Demak, Kyai Abbas's.

Not to forget he often sent word to Umi and Abinya, actually if Aulia wanted Aulia could often go home to meet Umi and Abinya, actually if Aulia wanted Aulia could often go home to meet Umi and Abinya, it's just the memories with Husain that makes him still reluctant to return, except during Eid or religious holidays.

Every now and then Aulia visits the foundation she founded, to see what needs to be improved or added and the extent of its development.

Sometimes the memories he had with Husain still appeared in his spare time, but his friend was always there to cheer him up.

" I don't know when I'm like this? It is not God who is not good, only I have to be patient "Aulia motivates herself.

" But why did God support them while their path was not right? They have overstepped their bounds, what they should not do instead they do, is not adultery a great sin? Why does God allow this to continue? " See in the heart

" If God allows that to happen I can do it in other words? " tight Aulia asked inwardly.

" Athaghfirullahal.... " Aulia rubbed her face, she realized that her speech in heart was a mistake.