Surviving Within the Boundaries of Asa
Chapter 29

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"Do you remember the last time we met ?"

felicia asked as she had calmed down, they both sat by the bedside .

"it was very clear "Rio answered indifferently, Felicia exhaled softly .she walked towards the suitcase , and took something out of it . Handing over a fairly thick map to Rio .

It starts the story .

"I said goodbye to you then, going on vacation . but there I was in an accident . I was paralyzed . recent years I have been on medication and therapist . sorry ... I didn't tell you , I also forbade my parents from telling you . and closed all info about me .. Sorry Rio... back then I was desperate, you know my dream . to be a ballerina .. that I can no longer achieve ... I also felt that it was not appropriate for you .... " Felicia cried at the end of her explanation, Rio listened while looking at all of Felicia's treatment history all along .

Ah why does it have to be like this, then what about her and Ane's wedding ?

But he still loves Felicia .

Rio clasped Felicia's body tightly, hesitating to rule her heart at this moment .

"Why don't you tell me first 'we can pass it together ." said Rio

"i'm desperate Rio , even I almost go crazy every time considering that my biggest dream is already unachievable. I was devastated .. " Felicia did not continue her sentence .

Rio realized, he also felt sad for what Felicia experienced . He knew very well Felicia is a perfectionist, how a person like Felicia, found that his own situation was not perfect . it must be painful until he was depressed .

"Why did you come back ? now ? when I want to get married ?" questions burst out on the Rio Layangkan .

"Someone sent me an email, about your marriage to Ane" she said "I don't want to lose you , all this time I've been focusing on my treatment because I'm sure you're still faithfully waiting for me. But when I saw you with Ane, I was worried that you'd completely forgotten me . that's why I left my treatment still going on "he continued again .

Ah now Rio just realized, since he met Felicia he is not wearing high hells . but wearing flatshoes .

"Then what should I do ?" rio asked confusedly

"I just want to ask, do you still love me ? if yes .. I will continue to stick to you, but if you already love Ane . then I will let go of her ... honestly I actually did not want to see Ane and act like that to her earlier, I just wanted to see what Ane was like until you wanted to marry her .. when I was acting like that he still looked calm 'til you even took me away he didn't say what "

Rio smiled wryly at Felicia's explanation "Antara is calm or he doesn't care, I don't know.but indeed these six years have made him change .. so it's quieter and more mature until I don't know what he really feels "Lirih Rio

"Is there a story behind it all ?" felicia asked, Rio nodded his head in response .

"it's not something I can explain 'you better ask her yourself . And you need to know, he moved out of the house this afternoon "

"Ah .. was I so outrageous earlier "Felicia anxious , he did not think that Ane could just leave when he thought Ane would keep everything because however soon he would marry Rio . He felt guilty .

"he gave me time to choose , until the date we will spread the invitation . that's why you , talk to him . replace me see how he feels his real , sorry Felicia I still love you but I don't want to hurt Ane " Rio explained .

"Now that you rest okay, I'll go home and explain everything to my parents . I'm sure they already know your return "have continued again . afterwards he said goodbye , and get out of the room and go home to her parents .

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Rio just got down from his room when his parents had just finished breakfast . It seems like they won deliberately waiting for Rio . to walk to the dining table , and take his own breakfast , Rio ate in silence . whereas his two parents just sat waiting for him to finish . Tired of the situation that was in the face of continuing on, Rio finished his breakfast .

"Felicia is back .. " Rio opened the conversation

"Don't you say , then what are you going to do now ?" ask Mr. Dani calmly ,

ms. Retno was silent . Rio told what happened all this time to Felicia, Retno's mom cried . she was confused about what kind of attitude to take, she also pity Ane . Not to mention that poor Alina .. oh. her heart ached , just thinking about it . But what about the happiness of his own son, he realized that Rio actually still holds a taste for his .

"Rio doesn't know pa .. "

"think well, getting married is something you only do once in a lifetime. Papa won't force or oppose who you're going to vote for , whatever your decision will surely hurt one of them ", said Dani

"now all you need to do, just make sure who you really love" continued Mr. Dani again, Rio speechless . actually he already has his answer , but he was really afraid to reveal his .

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This morning after preparing all Alina's needs, Ane left home to find work . Last night she had already submitted several applications to all companies - except Alingga and Rio - . In Taxi ', Ane sees a small notebook that she has filled with her purpose today . In order not to turn around and save costs, he first headed for an office closest to his home after it was only sequential until the company was farthest from his home .

Ah .. I hope today goes well .

the taxi stopped at the first destination , with the spirit of Ane stepping in . But dear .. It seems like Ane has not yet gotten a chance .

Arriving at the second and third companies, he is currently in a taxi to go to the fourth place . when his phone rings .

"Hallo" answered Ane

"where you are, I went home to bring you lunch but you are not home . leaving Nana alone "cad Alingga on the phone

"sorry Lingga, I went looking for a job and I didn't leave Nana alone at home there was bi Sumi" Ane replied as she massaged her temple

"yes I know but still you mama should accompany her at home, didn't I say no need to work !"

"already .. I'm tired of arguing, sorry I have to turn off the phone . later I call again "close Ane , after that he got off the taxi and paid the tariff . because it has arrived at the destination .

Ane had to wait in the lobby, because her arrival was right at lunchtime . He wants to have lunch first, but he's afraid he can't get back on time .

That's when her phone rang back ', Ane frowned at the new number calling her . he eagerly raised the call in the hope that one of the companies he entered was the application form that contacted him .

"Hallo "

"Ane .. It's me Felicia .. "

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