
..."All is because of God who plans, and all happens because of God who wills."...
...Shahla Aisha Azzahra...
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Morning dew cools the heart
The wind seemed to sing
Beautiful chirping endlessly
Waiting for the sun
06.00
Mentari had just revealed his light, Syahla opened her bedroom window and breathed in the morning air while closing her eyes, then said basmalah to start a beautiful morning.
As usual after finishing the morning prayers, Syahla helped her mother clean the house, while her mother prepared breakfast, after finishing cleaning the house, Syahla headed to the bathroom to clean herself up, all of these habits have been done since Junior High and thanks to his parents Syahla became an independent child.
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At the dining table of one harmonious religious family enjoying breakfast, even with a simple side dish, they are very grateful for the gift of the Creator, especially those who cook their beloved Mother, especially, everything simple will be special.
"Son, today you are participating in the study" said the father while taking a glass filled with water
"So dad, Syahla will leave at 07:00" replied Syahla
"Don't go home too late, and don't forget to bring a raincoat" said the father
"You're all tipping groceries, son."
said mom while giving a note of groceries
"Who are the king and the queen, the trust you give me will be carried out, ready." said Syahla while wrapped up his body, then followed by laughter by all
"Yes father, Shahla's mother is ready first."
All back to doing their respective activities, Mr. Nadim went to the garden, while the mother of Halimah swept the yard of the house.
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"Assalamu'alaikum ma'am" said a girl who got off her matic motorbike and started approaching Halimah
"Wa'alaikumussalam, uh neng Ana, how are you" replied Ms. Halimah who stopped sweeping her yard
"Thank God, ma'am, is the family healthy?" Answer Ana
"Thank God if you are healthy, the mother is also Alhamdulillah healthy, let's go inside." replied Ms. Halimah then invited Ana into the house
"Thank you, is there a mom?" asked Ana who started entering the living room
"Syahla is ready again, please call first, please sit down" replied Ms. Halimah then headed to Syahla's room
It has become a routine for Shahla and Ana to follow the study held in the Grand Mosque of the city, the time they take from home to the Great Mosque is quite long, which is about one hour, understandably their home is in the countryside while the Great Mosque is in the city center, the study held every day of the week was attended by many people, both from local residents and outside the city.
Before long, Halimah was again followed by Syahla with a similar young ash and khimar dress, then Syahla said goodbye to her mother.
"Hi Ana, sorry to wait a long time" said Syahla
"Ga papa, you're so ordinary." said Ana chuckling
"Me or you who like the old hmm." said Syahla narrowed one eye
"Hehe." said Ana, raising two fingers
Ms. Halimah just shook her head looking at their behavior.
"Yes, ma'am, Syahla left first." said Syahla while kissing the back of his mother's hand
"Love fii amanillah" replied Miss Halimah while stroking the child's head just wayang
"Mom, I also say goodbye first" said Ana
"Yes neng fii amanillah, greetings to your father yes neng" said Halimah
"Yes mom, I'll tell you later." Answer Ana
Then they boarded the bike, as usual Ana who was driving and Syahla who was sitting in the back seat, the motorbike they were riding began to drive.
"Assalamu'alaikum ma'am" said Syahla as he waved his hand
"Yes ma'am." cried Syahla
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All worshippers were solemnly listening to the lecture delivered by Ustadz Malik Al Bukhori.
"The pilgrims all should we as humans believe that every destiny provision and all things that happen in life will not be separated from the grasp of Allah SWT."
"If we study and understand Qhodo Qodar Alloh (decisions and decrees) then our lives tend to be faced with happiness and tranquility. Conversely, if we do not learn and understand Qhodo Qodaranya Alloh, then the risk we will get is anxiety and sadness even to the point of lingering, Na'udzubillah."
Syahla did not feel tears began to wet the cheeks hearing the lecture delivered by Ustadz Malik.
Syahla has been begging Allah for forgiveness because all this time he has been wrong to respond to the destiny that Allah gave, and from now on he is sincere in facing the fact that he cannot continue his education, he said, now Syahla felt that the disappointment in her heart changed with calmness.
"Maybe that's all I can say, apologize if there is a mistake, hopefully what I say can be useful for all of us, and hopefully we can practice it, he said, let us close this Assembly of Ta'lim with the reading of Hamdalah and Kifaratul of the Assembly together."
After completing the study, they also went out to buy food while waiting for the Adhan dzuhur.
In the courtyard of the mosque there is a fairly large park, and also the manager has provided synthetic grass to relax for the visitors, and usually every Sunday the park is always crowded in people visit.
After buying food they also sit in the mosque facing the park while eating the food they buy.
"Dad, I'm sorry" Ana said with a sad look
"Sorry for what Ana?" ask Shahla with great astonishment
"I'm ashamed of you Shah, it should be you, not me." Ana Said
Syahla took a slow breath
"So you believe in God's Destiny?"
"Yes I believe Shah, but the more entitled it is you, you are smart, smart, even in any field you always excel" said Ana
"Ana, as long as it is Allah's destiny I will accept it, no matter how great my efforts and prayers if Allah has not willed, all will not happen, therefore I will learn to recompense it, because I believe Allah's destiny must be the best." said Syahla with a sweet smile
"MaaSyaaAlloh, right you said Shah, now I understand, from now on I will learn to accept whatever is destined by Allah" said Ana after digesting Syahla speech
"Well, this is my best friend" said Syahla with a little laugh
"Eh Shah, you don't want to teach at my Grandpa's boarding school, it happens that there is a shortage of teachers, you want to?" ana said in the hope that Syahla would accept her offer
"But Ana my science is still lacking, I did not go to college, plus I am not a graduate of pesantren" said Syahla explained the situation
"Shahla, gapapa even though we have little knowledge, at least we can still practice it, there we will learn, we will teach together" said Ana who tried to persuade Shahla
"Seriously Ana, are we going to teach?" ask Syahla reassuringly
"Yeah, you want to?" shahla said with hope this time willing
"InsyaAlloh Ana, I have to give permission first to my mother's father, then I will tell you again." said Syahla
"Okk, wait for ya." said Ana
Adhan dzuhur reverberated they also carried out their obligations, after which they were ready to go home and enjoy the journey decorated with beautiful natural scenery.
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..."What has passed is not lost by grieving but by pleasure, willingness, praise of Allah, patience, faith, destiny, and reciting the Qodarallah Wa maa Syaa 'A fa'ala (all this is Allah's destiny, Allaah does as He pleases)."...
...(.(.Al - Imam Ibnul Qoyyim)...
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...Note :'s :...
...I love this leak, later in the pesantrenlah the beginning of the meeting and there will also arise a conflict of problems....
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...Alhamdulillahot...
...Tasikmalaya, January 14, 2022...
...Ig : londonfh_...
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