
It was late, but Marlina could not close her eyes. He kept remembering his past where he left his children, so he could not feel his tears falling.
"Marlina, why are you crying? " setyo asked as he woke up from his sleep.
"Mas, I want to say something. But I'm asking you not to be angry, right?" marlina said she was very worried that her husband would be angry.
"Let's just say I promise I won't be mad at you" Setyo smiled.
"Mas, I miss my three children. I haven't seen them for so long. Can I meet them?" asked Marlina doubtfully.
"No, if you meet your three children later you also meet your ex-husband as well. And this I don't like, did you forget your promise to fully serve me and just be a mother to Rindi. Why do you want to see them?" ask Setyo suspiciously.
"Oh my God, I told you just now that I only wanted to see them because I miss them so much. What is wrong, after all they are my biological children" said Marlina.
"Well, if you want to go back to your past, go ahead. But don't expect me to accept you again! " sethyo.
He is a very good husband and a responsible man, but very possessive. That's what makes Marlina very difficult to be able to meet her three children. Setyo always thought Marlina would come back to Lukman.
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In the morning, Marlina did her usual activities. But this time he's not as happy as he used to be, since he met Lukman.
"Well, did you tell Papah?" tanya Rindi spread her daydream in between breakfast.
"Say what?" ask Setyo.
"So mama hasn't told papah yet?"
"Tell yourself why?" marlina Ketus is not what she used to be.
"Yes, Rindi. Just tell me what we want to say. Don't ask your mommy to say it" said Setyo curiously.
"Pah, please help me get closer to Bagas."
Hearing what Rindi said, Setyo immediately dropped the spoon and fork on the plate which shocked Rindi and Marlina.
"You've done shame, we! and we want to repeat it again? papah won't beg for you. It's the same as treating your self-esteem"
At that moment Setyo rose from his seat and left. He was completely indifferent to what Rindi wanted.
"You've seen for yourself, haven't you, how is your papah? so my mother raised her hand and did not want to tell her," said Marlina.
"Why should I, mah?" ask Rindi confused.
"Find another man you can't? in this world, there are not only one man! what your father said is true" said Marlina.
"If you knew that, why did you hurt yourself by bringing another man, even to his house?"
Rindi could no longer say she was silent. His dream to be able to approach Bagas again was not fulfilled.
"You want to go because there is a similar gathering of friends, you don't just wander around the house."
Marlina left her dining table.
"I will not and will not be able to stay at home. How can I get a good guy like Bagas. If I continue inside the house," Inner Rindi.
Marlina left by driving alone, as did Rindi. Akab but he left a few minutes after Marlina left.
Rindi never felt at home, she likes to wander and mingle with her friends.
When Marlina was driving her car, she suddenly stopped.
"I'd better go to Mas Lukman's house, surely Mas Setyo won't know. He's in his office right now. This heart is not calm if it does not know the news of my three children." Marlina finally went to Lukman's house.
Just a few minutes later, he reached Lukman's court. And it just so happened that Lukman was drying clothes in an empty courtyard.
"Marlina, why did you come here after so many years of leaving?' ask Lukman ketus.
"Mas, I was wrong to leave the children for my own pleasure. I'm sorry, I'm sorry and I'm here just to see that my children have no other intentions" Marlina said.
"Your apologies are of no use anymore because they're used to living without you. So no need for you to come here again will only open old wounds on children only," said Lukman.
"Mas, have you had another wife so you're being rude like this to me?" ask Marlina curiously.
"Whether or not the wife is none of your business, you don't have to interfere with my personal life and the children anymore, because you're nothing to us like you're someone else," lukman.
"You're wrong, Mom. Even though our status is not husband and wife but until now I will still be a mother to my three children" said Marlina.
"Insensible mother, a mother who could leave the children even when the twins were babies. Is it worth mentioning her name as a mother?you do not deserve the status of a mother, because you have no conscience at all. Even you are willing to leave your three children who were small at that time just to be able to live luxuriously with a rich man," said Lukman annoyed.
"Mas, I beg of you please allow me to meet my three children," Marlina pleaded.
"I will not allow you to meet children. Go now because there is no point in you coming here to regret everything you did in the past!"
"I'm pretty sure the kids won't take you for granted either. They must have hated you especially Ais who at that moment saw for yourself how you went with another man!"
At that moment Lukman went into the house and locked it from the inside. He really did not want to serve Marlina, because he was really very disappointed in her. Especially if you remember a time ago where Marlina just left him for another man.
Marlina was so devastated she was so sad because her efforts failed that she finally left, because she also did not want to linger at Lukman's house. Her worries arise if her husband will know if he is currently at Lukman's house.