Ru-meets
Switch rooms

The night is getting late, the moon is shining brightly up there, perfectly round. But not so with the stars that continue to hide behind the fog. Makes the night sky feel lonely.

All night, Siska couldn't sleep. Every time he tried to close his eyes, the shadow of mass when he had to conceive without being accompanied by his husband continued to appear. Alternately, piece by piece.

The fact that the child and her husband have a desire to have a baby accompanies her to a difficult time. This is the inability of Siska to conceive.

The presence of a baby, will it make everything more beautiful? Siska is not sure that he is too afraid of his mind that continues to imagine the possibility of bad possibilities that actually do not happen.

Siska recalled the incident at the mall when her son expressed his desire to have a younger brother. Siskapun can actually win but casually.

But at that time the opposite happened. It feels like the body of the siska is rebelling, assuming it is a command and a necessity. His body does not want that. So the response that came out of him was a scream that signified he rejected it.

Shadows by Siska fear of her two children at that time.it was also a conscious self that could not control emotions. Fortunately, Judha can neutralize the atmosphere.

Believe it or not, since they were born, Siska never once said harshly, especially in a high tone to his two children. No matter what burden he was carrying at the time, he never showed it to his children.

Siska did not want her children to be weak and thought with the burden she was holding at that time.

But Siska always teaches honesty and courage. Siska always told the truth of everything her son asked, including about the whereabouts of Yudha at the time.

Siska saw Yudha, who had fallen asleep. Even to snoring. Seeing him, Siska was not happy to wake up and asked for company, because Siska still could not sleep.

these few days Yudha has been working hard, extra hard. Supervise the operation of their business, start preparing the needs for the development of the program with Ambung Wangi, to bring dimas and his family to enjoy Jogja during the day.

Siska sat on the bed. His heart continued to rumble unsettled. He repeatedly tried to take a deep breath and then exhaled again.

Siska brought her head closer to Yudha's face. Observing the indentation by the indentation of the lines on her face. The face that made him palpitate when the first met first, and still survives to this day. Siska stretched out her hand then stroked her husband's face gently. And that made Yudha fall asleep even more.

Then she remembered her son. He must have slept in the middle of the night like he is now. Seeing them would probably make her calmer. All right, now he's decided to go to his son's room.

Siska got up from her place, walking slowly towards the door. Open it with a heart so as not to wake Yudha up. Then walk to the left towards the room where the children rest.

Siska opened the room door very slowly, so it did not cause a squeak. Siska came in and sat in the chair where she used to read stories to her children.

From that chair, Siska could look at the faces of the two little angels, even though the light of the lamp dimmed. Looks like they had a good dream tonight. So peaceful.

Somehow the two could similarly smile in their sleep. Can they have the same dream? bisakh? I don't know, that obviously makes siska calm. Siska kept looking at the two in turn. Two little angels with similar faces, skin and hair.just the smaller ones were a little more contained.the two grew together in Siska's tutelage.

Gratitude is always Siska. So much love that God gave him. God is as good as the determinant of the story of his servant's life. When the ordeal is brought also by him the choice of ways to pass it. And with his participation, Siska made it through the obstacles that came.

Getting these two little annoys is a gift that he is always grateful for, at the same time he simultaneously accepts the responsibilities that he does very well.

So many good people around. The Lord brought them to grow fire in Siska. Such is the perfection of God's way.

Seeing her Siska smiled, her heart now began to warmly feel a sense of calmness. Until he felt cold because of the AC in the room, yes, his two children always slept with a low temperature.

Siska walks into the closet, takes a spare blanket to warm her body. As he was about to return to the chair, it was seen by his eyes a pile of photo albums on the desk studying near the closet. Siska grabbed it and took it to the chair.

His smile did not stop expanding from his lips, adding to the charm of his face.His eyes looked gently moment after moment that was painted from the photo. Siska is one of the people who likes to capture moments in his family, but he never shared it to his social media.

In addition to maintaining the privacy of their children, also to avoid crime in the realm of online ahir ahir this often happens.yes there are many bad people out there. Many of them mull over whatever is on social media someone then utilizes for crime. Some use it for extortion, bullying to upload adult content. So Sisk chose not to spend time with his children on social media. Siska prefers to capture in albums like this.

Without realizing it, the sleepiness came. Siska leaned her head against the back of the chair and then closed her eyes that were instantly heavy like there was a magnet between the two petals. shortly after that she also possessed the dream realm.

Siska fell asleep while still hugging the open photo album and showing the moment when in the airport, waiting for the departure of the plane to Jogja.

Siska deliberately ordered clothes in online stores with matching colors to wear on that day. Shirt with a young purple color and black subordinates. Makes them look compact.

and did not show that at that time the siska attitude was still too cold to Yudha.

At that time Yudha asked other passengers who were near them to help her take pictures of the four of them. That was the first photo of the four of them. And immediately printed upon arrival in Jogja.

Siska smiled in her sleep, getting so deep that her hands released her arms on the book, until it opened on her lap.

Finally Siska can fall asleep and rest her body. Prepare her body for the reunion tomorrow. The plan he will oergi with his husband and children. will the reunion plan give the impression of being with him?

***