RISTA (Love In Wounds)
The Doubts that Have Not Lost

The days passed, Darren still saw you doubt behind Rista's eyes. Even so, he still would not give up on convincing Rista with his love. Darren will keep trying even though until the years he spent just to convince Rista. Darren won't just give up.

Let me fight for her love this time. Let me feel what it's like to be in the position of Rista fighting for her love in the past.

Such was Darren's determination, he would not give up so easily to be able to convince Rista. He will keep trying until the end of his life. Let time turn things around. If so, it was Rista who fought for him and loved him. Now he turns around, he has to fight for Rista and her love.

This morning Darren came back to Rista's house, his arrival who was no longer able to expel from Rista was already very lucky for him. Darren accompanied his son to play in front of the television that aired his favorite cartoon show. Ambassadors who always look happy when with Darren. A cheerful laugh always adorned his face.

Rista stood in the doorway of the room, seeing how close Darren and Duta were. How Rista saw Darren's sincerity in guarding the Ambassador. Yes, it is only natural that Duta is his biological son. Darren should have treated his son well.

Could it be that he is also really sincere to me? Not because of the Ambassador's presence and guilt alone?

The doubt is still there, although it has begun to erode with the passage of time. But, Rista still had it. A feeling of doubt still filled his heart. Rista sighed, then she walked over to her son and Darren. Join him, always feel happy if you see the radiant face of the Ambassador.

"Mother, the toys are good. He can move himself and can talk too"

Rista smiled, she stroked her son's head. "Good yes, in good care of the toys so that they are not easily damaged"

"Okay Mother"

Darren looked at Rista with growing admiration. How did the girl educate Duta, in a gentle but understanding way until his son complied and understood what his mother said.

"Ris, tomorrow I'm back in the capital again. Don't miss me huh" Darren deliberately teased Rista by raising his eyebrows.

Rista turned her face while shaking her head in wonder at what Darren was doing. Until now Rista still felt astonished by Darren's change of attitude. "Since when?"

Darren frowned, puzzled himself by Rista's question. What since when? I am handsome from birth.

"meaning?"

"Since when have you been so good?"

Darren smiled, again it was a seductive smile and filled with confidence. "I am well from birth. Just look Ambassador, he's also good because it's down from my nature"

Lies. Good ambassador for declining from you.

Rista turned a lazy eyeball, Darren really became an installment now. "If it's good, why did it torture me?"

Degs...

Darren was speechless hearing that, his heart ached hearing that. Rista's trauma to her was still huge. What he did in the past has left Rista injured and traumatized to this day. You're stupid Darren. It ruined the life of a girl who was so sincere to you.

Rista was also surprised by what he said just now. He did not intend to remind Darren of his past. The question just escaped his mouth.

"Sorry" he said

"I'm sorry if any of my words offended you" Rista said with her face lowered

Darren smiled, he stroked Rista's head. What offended him? Everything Rista said was the truth. That was his old self. Riko Darrendra is cold and cruel. To torture an innocent woman like Rista.

Darren hugged Rista and kissed the top of his head. "I'm sorry, the old me was so mean. But trust me now that I've truly regretted my past actions"

Rista returned Darren's embrace, knowing that Darren had indeed changed. But her heart was still doubtful about Darren's feelings for her. Is it really sincere because he loves her, or just because of the Ambassador and guilt alone. Until Rista still had to limit her heart for fear of getting hurt again as had happened in the past. Loving but only in the heart.

"No papa, I've forgiven you in the past. But, for now I still have to recover the wounds of my heart. So if you give up, you can stop here"

Darren shook his head firmly, he would not stop fighting for Rista even though it still had to be years later. "I will never give up. I will continue to wait for you until you can accept me and dispel the doubts in your heart"

It would be a lie if Rista did not feel touched by Darren's words. The man has obviously changed. Why does his heart still doubt? Maybe because of the trauma in his heart that still can not be lost.

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Rista stood in front of her bedroom window, staring at the lights on the street that seemed to be flashing. His heart is agitated. He kept trying to convince his heart, but still. The doubt still exists. What Darren did in the past cannot be erased in Rista's memory. How the wound is still so wide to be able to feel love again. Especially with the love present from the same person, the person who has also created the wound.

Everything is still the same, Rista never felt the love reciprocated. Until Darren does it like this, Rista still loves the man.

Darren got off the top of the bed after he was satisfied doing it with Rista. Rista's body was filled with bruises and red-red. Not a kiss, but a punch and a kick Darren was in the middle of the day. But still not satisfied just like that, until the night Darren still touched Rista violently.

"Don't expect anything from me, you're pregnant even though I won't change for you. My love is only for Reina"

Rista sobbed with her hands increasingly pulling on the blanket to cover her body. "Please pursue your ambition, someday you will still come back to me!"

Darren paid no heed to Rista's words, he passed out of the room after putting his clothes back on.

Tests..

Millions of tears fell on Rista's cheeks. Everything about Darren and his past is still too imprinted in Rista's memory. All the words that hurt Darren are still too imprinted on his memory and heartache.

"Now, does that love still exist? Was I just his impingement because of the presence of Duta and also Reina who had returned together with Elion? God, why do I still doubt"

Rista desperately wanted to dispel that doubt in her heart. But still can't. Everything was still painful with the wounds Darren had once inflicted on his heart.

Don't force it, let it all flow like water.

Seriate

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