PORT OF LOVE VIVIAN
Trying to Move on
One year passed, just a few weeks away from their grade-level examination. Absolutely Vivi can't hear about Hari, Vivi learns to accept reality by opening her heart to other guys. From the beginning of High School Vivi befriends Yuna, a classmate who often goes home together after school, because their house is unidirectional, and coincidentally at the stop they often meet a guy named Dion, vocational school children. Dion's age is one year younger than them, a squinty guy, his body is densely filled, not too tall, his hair curly, quite charming. Don't know when exactly they know each other, but the three of them are already familiar with each other, one day, when Dion returns home from school.
"Vi, I like you, don't you want to be my girlfriend?" dion said after school, that day Yuna did not go home with Vivi.
"I don't know Yon, I don't give you an answer right now, we just go first, I don't want us to be equally disappointed" Vivi said, not wanting to make Dion hurt, but not hurt, but he also wants to learn to forget the shadow of Hari.
"Okay, let's try to walk ya" Dion replied cheerfully. Vivi nodded with a blank look.
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Dion always waited for Vivi to go home from school, even often agreed to take a bus together, by mentioning the name of Vivi's bus subscription. The distance from Vivi's house is further from Dion's house, Dion one subdistrict with Yuna. When Yuna finds out about their relationship, she somehow avoids Vivi, both in class and at school, never with Vivi again, dodging for so many reasons. She always came home quickly, as if she deliberately did not want to meet Vivi, Vivi was not so aware, because she only thought positiv only.
About two weeks of Vivi and Dion's relationship, when the school came home early because there was a meeting, Vivi quickly went out, stopped the angkot, then stopped by the supermarket to find her needs before returning home.
Yuna was hand in hand walking towards the stop with Dion, not far in front of Vivi's eyes. He slowed his way thinking with his feelings. On the one hand he is angry at their betrayal, but on the other hand he also cannot really love Dion, because he has not been able to forget the love that still hangs.
Vivi walked towards them, both surprised and released their handrails, looking nervous. The cheeks were both flushed, their eyes unfocused.
"Vivi.." said Dion. Vivi just smiled wryly towards them staring at the two, Yuna looked down, and Dion with eyes that seemed to be about to explain something. Without saying anything, then Vivi boarded the bus that had arrived. He deliberately looked for the bench next to which was already filled with people, he did not want any of them to suddenly sit next to him. But he didn't see the two who had hurt him, riding the same bus, he was setting his mind in disarray.
"Ri, is this my karma because of me, not loyal to you? But when can we meet rich first?" inner Vivi closed her eyes tightly, starting to blame herself.
"The fare" the sound of the bus conductor touching Vivi's shoulder softly. Vivi handed over the money, mentioning the town where she went down and came back daydreaming. The shadow of events that just reappeared....
"Why aren't you guys being honest? Why should it be like this.... aaah..had" Vivi's hands clenched, but quickly realized, she also had not really loved the man, she was sure this was just her momentary emotion, she said, he resigned.
