Naina & Ningsih's
The KB Injections

"sorry"

Naina then told the truth to her husband, how she used for several years to use KB injections for fear of pregnancy, to make her hormones unstable.

"Tomorrow we check with the obstetrician, all consultations" asked Endra, he could not scold his wife, because the incident was a long time ago and Naina also had a strong reason why to do it all.

"Can't we just wait for him?"

"Darling, indeed we just have to wait, but we can while trying to find out your condition, do you mind?" Endra stroked his wife's hair gently.

Naina stopped eating it, then looking towards Endra, Naina became a little reminiscent of her fear.

"What if I'm not who you think I am?"

Endra did not understand the meaning of his wife's question, while Naina seemed to still hesitate to tell the bitterness of her life when she married Roni.

"I have given birth, you also know yourself even know my two children, what if I can't conceive anymore? if I can conceive and give birth, then what if the child is not to your liking?"

"Darling, I'm not the same person, believe me, I just meant,, well, we don't have to check anything, we just have to keep trying, we just have to keep trying, after all I was very happy while doing that effort" Endra pinched his wife's cheek to melt the atmosphere.

Naina understands that her husband must want a child of his own flesh and blood, although Endra loves Deva and Yaya, even very responsible like his own son, but still not the same.

Endra had entered at the age of four heads, he must have been very hopeful to have children, Naina then ate the fruits in front of her greedily, and then ate the fruit in front of her, he thought he would quickly normalize his hormones by eating a healthy diet.

"Do I want to get it again? you seem to be starving?" endra asked, but Naina shook her head with her cheeks that were still bulging because she was chewing a pear.

"Tomorrow I'll go to my flower shop for a second" Naina pinta said after she finished eating.

"No, is that yours or do you work there?"

"Mine, I'll take all my savings, I don't think you're gonna find me, so yeah I'm looking for a place to live"

"Why can you think like that?? why don't I look for you, you're my wife"

"I thought,,"

"What?? what do you think?"

Naina silently answered nothing more, seeing his wife who did not give any explanation, Endra then grasped Naina's hands and forced his wife to look at him.

"Yes right I have a dark past, it is undeniable, but I just want you to know, there is no intention in my heart to turn away from you, whatever the reason, no matter what, I wouldn't be a hypocrite by saying this isn't because you can make me normal, of course that's also one of the reasons, but that's not the main reason I always stick to you and keep forcing you, I like you unconsciously until I take you to that crazy room, even then I don't realize that I like you" Endra paused for a moment and kissed Naina's lips.

"I love you, it's a new feeling for me, so I didn't realize it at first, I always thought that all women wanted was a touch, because of all the women I've known all along, just wanted it from me, so that's the reason why I approached you that way, because I knew it just like that, about feelings, I didn't really understand, but after getting to know you, after getting to know you, I became aware of all the feelings" Endra again stopped his explanation and this time he kissed Naina's palms in turn.

"I know what love feels like, I know jealousy, I know fear too, yes, I'm afraid, I'm always afraid, afraid you're leaving me,, I know, I'm afraid,,, I'm really begging you to never leave me again"

"I just want to calm myself down first, once I am calm I will definitely face you, to talk about what really happened, I just want to strengthen my heart about the matter, I just want to strengthen my heart about it, I thought that you were completely betrayed after seeing those photos, so I didn't want to explode at the beginning, and then I chose to leave, after being quiet would easily talk about something, so I did not want to go, because when the heart is filled with anger it is not good to talk about a problem"

"Why not listen to my explanation first?"

"I looked at the pictures, and then you came in a disheveled shirt and a neck full of red marks, if I were to come in that state, what would you think when you saw me?"

"Don't always turn things around by exemplifying your own experiences, because I won't let anything happen to you" Endra was frightened by her own thoughts and grabbed Naina in her arms.

"Have not gone back to the flower shop, I told you not to work anymore, why are you opening a new business, do you want to boast that you are smart in all fields?"

"Indeed I'm smart in every field, try to say what I can't?" Naina joked a little so that Endra was not too serious anymore, now Naina already thought the problem was over.

"Yes, I know, I'm very lucky to have you, but just so you know, there's one flaw in you" Endra seemed serious about saying.

"Am I less beautiful?" asked Naina who was definitely answered by Endra's head.

"Regarding, you are the most beautiful woman on earth" replied Endra, but his face still looks serious despite being flipped.

"Can't I satisfy you?" ask Naina quietly.

"Naina dear, why are you so narrow-minded by asking that? if you mocked myself being addicted by your body, I kept doing it not because I was dissatisfied, but because I liked it so much"

"Then what my shortcomings, quickly say, so I can fix them" said Naina increasingly curious.

"You never listen to your husband, that's your lack, shouldn't I know that a wife should obey her husband, why when I forbid you to work, you keep arguing with all sorts of excuses?"

Naina could not help but smile, what Endra said was very true, because she did not obey Endra in this matter, it seems that at this time Naina has to explain everything.

"Maybe I don't need to tell you this, but I have to say it so you know the reason why I keep wanting to work, I once believed in men until I just stayed home listening to them, but the evidence over time all changed, I was even confused just to pay the children's school bills, I was confused because I did not have money, let alone added to the misappropriation of the husband, she said, fortunately, I already had an income for opening a beauty salon, so I wasn't too ruined and I was still able to survive, I didn't want that to happen again"

Naina finished her explanation and looked towards Endra who looked seriously listening to everything she said.

"My beauty salon is already in your control, even you put Renata there, I'm not the owner"

"Not like that I meant putting Renata there, not because I wanted to control your salon, I just didn't want you to work anymore, you know, anyway, I didn't take any profit from that salon"

"I want to open a new business, after all my candidate has Renata"

"Why do you still not understand what I mean? I don't want you to work anymore" Endra said, because his wife still doesn't want to obey her wishes in this matter.

"This house is yours, your car is also there even though you have never used it at all, tomorrow I will take the name of my car to be your name, as well as my company, all I will change into your name which means it is all yours, so that you do not think that I will behave like someone, what you definitely and must do is, follow all my words, he said, don't ever argue for anything else I say, is it worth it? or do you still want more?? quickly say it and I will try to fulfill it"

Naina gulps at everything her husband says, she doesn't expect it all, she just wants to work because she's used to it, maybe there's a reason behind it, but the reason for getting used to working was also correct, it seemed very strange for Naina who was used to working, now had to keep quiet at home

Tok tok tok tok tok tok tok

Bi Wulan came to bring a clear vegetable spinach to Naina, because when Endra took food, the vegetable was not yet cooked.

"Thank you aunt" said Endra who took it, bi Wulan spread her gaze into the room and saw Naina sitting on the sofa, Naina smiled at bi Wulan and thanked bi Wulan from a distance, Naina has not been able to smoothly walk, fearing that she becomes a laughingstock for people who see her.

Endra completely finished him off from the moment he had just entered the house again, now that a graft of spinach for Naina was on the table.

"Why do I feel like I'm being treated like a sick person?" mumbling Naina.

Endra kisses Naina's forehead and asks her to eat immediately, after Naina finishes her meal, Endra goes back to talking about Naina not being able to work.

"The shop has just opened, but now it is also broken apart, then will it be left alone? it is very unfortunate" said Naina.

"Just like it's yours"

"Nai, honey, why is your way of thinking so strange, we are husband and wife, yours is mine and vice versa, all mine is yours, but because you feel afraid of something, you feel afraid of something, I will give you comfort by addressing the names of all assets in your name, I am the kingpin who hitchhiked to you, I just want you to focus on me, he said, I don't want to talk about this anymore, that's enough"

The husband had given a decision that seemed like it would no longer be possible for Naina to refute, Endra carried Naina to the bed.

"Already, this is still, aaaakkkhhhh" Naina did not go on because Endra had pushed her body and immediately stripped her clothes.

"I promise slowly" whispered Endra.

Naina can only resign, it looks like her husband is punishing her for a few days leaving her and not giving her rations.

In the morning, Naina was definitely more and more unable to get out of bed, Endra carried her into the bathroom, after bathing together, or rather Endra who bathed Naina by continuing to take the opportunity.

"Today rest, I have to work because there is an important job, I will ask bi Wulan to meet all your needs" Endra said when they finished bathing, he said, and they were wearing their own clothes.

Endra brought breakfast into the room, after breakfast together, Endra then immediately rushed to go to the company and promised his wife to return soon after all her work was done.

Naina sleeps in her room, her phone is out of nowhere, because it was left in her flower shop, Naina believes Endra knows where her phone is because Reynolds who has cleaned her shop must have found her phone and saved it.

But Naina then walked slowly because her waist and bottom were very sick and bruised by Endra continuously.

Naina called an acquaintance who is an obstetrician, they had worked together when giving a seminar on skincare that is safe for pregnant women.

"Will it take a long time to get back to normal after stopping taking three months of injectable KB?" ask Naina without further ado.

"Every person is different, and can actually be affected by age as well, but try to live healthy, eat healthy foods and exercise diligently, can also be coupled with diligent prenatal vitamins"

"What do you like for example?" ask Naina.

"Consume 400 mg of vitamin C and Adam folate every day, avoid junk food, and remember the most important is that the food consumed must be healthy and balanced and not forget regular exercise"

"Thank you very much for the information" Naina said.

They then mince words before hanging up the phone call.

Naina then calls her parents' house to call Ningsih and asks her family, Ningsih is very relieved to know her brother has really returned, she only heard from Reynolds that her brother has been found, but Reynolds continued to forbid him from seeing his brother.

"From Rey?? it was true that Rey and Endra were coming, but why do I feel like there's something else in your line, did I miss a lot of important news?" ask Naina full of probes.

"Don't be a kepo, take care of your brother's problem, uh but brother, I want to confide, today I came to my sister's house"

"Don't today, how about tomorrow?" Naina does not want her sister to see her condition, she can be laughed at later.

Naina then asks her sister to come tomorrow while Endra is at work, and asks her sister to buy her a prenatal vitamin.

"Is sister pregnant?" tanya Ningsih enthusiastically.

"No, I don't know if I can get pregnant again or not, it's all my fault" Naina was saddened by her condition.

"What happened brother?? I'm going there now yeah"

"No, no, no, no, I said tomorrow yes tomorrow!" naina shouted in panic, across the street Ningsih was astonished by her brother, but could only obey him and hope that nothing bad happened.

"Is my sister tormented by her husband?" mumam Ningsih guessed.