
What's the matter?" Suddenly, Dad appeared behind me.
"Eh, has Dad come?Well, I'm sick of heartburn and typhoid, but I'm currently eating spicy food."
Mother looked at us with dislike, her face was upset and she was throbbing.
"Yes Ratih, you should have heard your son say. It's for your recovery, too" Dad added.
"Who are you suddenly daring to ban me?"
"She's your ex-husband, or maybe on paper you're not divorced. But not having seen each other for years is what got you divorced" I replied.
"Haha ... I've been divorced from her since I left her house. That means we're separated."
"Yes, Ratih. I accept everything, we're separated."
"Eat him don't puff up reminding me of this" Mother said.
"Yes, I'm sorry, I did this for your own good."
"Yes, you just get out of here. I don't want to see you!"
I was ashamed of my father, and he held my shoulder. He gave the code out.
"Well if you're distracted, excuse me. Hope you're healthy soon, Train!"
Mother even widened her eyes, her lips clenched, pursed, when she saw her ex-husband was about to leave.
I followed my father from behind. Outside, we talked for a while.
"I'm sorry mom, yeah, Dad. His attitude has been like that lately" I said.
"Yes it's okay. I understand the condition of Ratih. Excuse me first. If there's anything, tell Dad, yeah!"
"Good, Dad. I'll call you later."
I went back to the treatment room. I saw Mom pretending to sleep when she saw me.
"Mother, it's better or not to behave like that. Mother should be wiser. How old is Mom? What will you have if you meet God?"
Mom's still closed. I was lazy to argue, finally I walked towards the sofa and threw myself there, I finally fell asleep.
Before dawn, Kak Ayu had arrived at Bang Aldo. I have to hurry home because I'm going to work this morning.
When I was about to leave, Mom was still sleeping. So I just went straight home.
***
When I work, Ayu's sister takes care of Mom. Currently still in working hours, suddenly Ayu Brother called me.
"Bang, I'm critical" he said.
"What's? Last night was fine, brother. It was dawn when I came home and I was still sleeping?"
"Yes, Den. You come here, take Niar, call Dad. I'm calling Bang Aldo, too."
"All right, Brother."
I also got permission to go home sooner. Thank God it was allowed by my superiors.
Before going to the hospital, I picked up Niar at home.
"Sir, you're ready. I'm gonna take you to the hospital. The children leave it to Bik Surti first" I said on the phone on the way home.
"Good, Bang. What's wrong?"
"Just get ready first, yeah!"
I hung up on her. Before long I got home, Niar was ready so I didn't have to go down. It just so happened that the kids didn't see me, so I went straight to the hospital again.
"Critical mom, honey. We have to prepare for all the possibilities" I said, looking briefly at Niar.
"Oh God." Niar cried while covering his mouth.
"Propsy. God knows what's best for us."
"Yes, Bang. I know."
Next I called Dad.
"Well, critical mom. If you'd like to come to the hospital soon, yes!"
"Well, I'll be there."
Our trip was still a bit long because of the traffic conditions. I see Niar still shedding his tears. Women are very easy to cry, even though he has been hurt many times, still he feels sad.
We arrived at the hospital, headed straight to the ICU like Ayu said.
"Where are you, Mother?" I immediately asked Ayu.
"Mom's unconscious, Den. If you want to get into the ICU must be one-on-one, said the doctor."
"Well, can I come in now?"
"Wait another ten minutes" said my brother.
Kak Ayu was asked to go inside, because I had to wear diapers. Previously Kak Ayu had bought diapersnya to the nearest minimarket.
We waited while chatting in the place that had been provided for the ICU room waiters.
"Den, now you can come in. It's eleven o'clock" said Ayu.
"Yes, Brother. Okay." Okay." I entered the ICU.
When I entered, Niar and Ayu Kak waited in front.
Mom's eyes were closed like last night when I pretended to be asleep. But this one I know, I'm not pretending. Several hoses were attached to his body.
"Mom, I'm sorry Deni, yes!" I rubbed my mother's head and prayed.
"I'm sorry Deni if Deni's words all this time offended Mom. Deni came with Niar, Mom. Now Niar is in front with Kak Ayu. We can't be the same here. I'll have Niar here later, see Mom."
I held her hand. Mom's hands are cold.
His eyes opened slowly, but no sound came out. Mom just nodded after I spoke earlier.
Because the time to visit is narrow, the next part of my wife who meets Mom.
"Mom, Deni come out first, yeah! Now Niar's part is going to see Mom. I call Niar first. Mother is also healthy, God willing," I said as she kissed her forehead.
Tears came out again from the corner of his eyes, I guess before I came out.
Then Niar went in to see Mom. He came out soon.
When he came out, Niar hugged me.
"Well, can you recover? I've forgiven him. I forgive Ayu and Bang Aldo too. I've accepted everything that's happened to me." Niar immersed himself in my chest. I stroked her veil.
Ayu was also moved to hear all our conversations.
Dad came, then I let him inside. May I forgive Dad.
While Bang Aldo is still on his way.
"Den, if you don't have a long life, how?" ask Ayu.
"We have to accept everything. Just let it go, brother, accept all the provisions. Like Niar's receiver for what happened to him all this time. If you are sincere, God willing, everything will be fine."
Ayu looked at Niar, then they spoke. Ayu's sister thanked Niar for forgiving her.
"Sama-sama, Brother. Sorry Niar can not immediately apologize yesterday," said Niar.
"It's okay, Niar. Ayu's been wrong all this time."
Dad came out, asked us all to come in.
"Why, Dad?" my many.
"The doctor asked us to gather all together."
We went straight to the ICU. I saw the doctor there.
"Please, Sir. Accompanied continue, do not forget to whisper the shahada in his ear."
I stood right beside him. Do what the doctor advises.
Before long Bang Aldo also came, Ayu brought him in.
Everyone has gathered. I whispered the words in Mom's ear.
"Mom, we've all gathered here. God willing, we are sincere if you have to go. I don't have to worry. Forgive our mistakes too."
Not long after all quiet. Mother's breath was no longer felt. I got away from Mom's body, asked the doctor to confirm it.
Then the doctor said.
"Ratih's mother died at 11:52."
"Innalilahi wa Inna ilaihi Raji'un" we said simultaneously.
We all hugged each other and hugged each other.
Seriate