My Talak, Mas
SS 2.39

The dinner was a success even though it was just three. Kinan began to be able to enter into the atmosphere of the family. The relationship between mother and child is very close. Even Bagas is not shy, spoiled with the Mama in front of Kinan.

Misunderstanding can begin to be accepted well. Merely, Kinan still could not believe all of this.

Now, Bagas and Kinan are sitting on one of the garden chairs in the back garden. White iron chair.

"We haven't seen each other in a long time" said Bagas in a soft voice melting the silence there.

Both of them were immediately speechless with eyes that looked far away somewhere. I didn't expect tonight to be a good night for both of them. However, that happiness cannot be kept in the umbar to be seen.

"Yes sir" Kinan replied so briefly.

"NAME ...." Bagas called the name out loud. Bagas' right hand began to hold Kinan's left hand and clasped it tightly.

Kinan turned his head towards Bagas, without answering a word.

"I don't want to lose you again" Bagas said so slowly.

It felt strange, but it sounded sad and poignant.

"Sir? We are just old friends, more precisely childhood friends" KInan said. Kinan still let Bagas hold his hand, he himself misses his childhood.

So long ago, their house was a complex one. It just so happens that these two families have a good friendship. At that time, Kinan was still too small to remember. Both of his older brothers are too engrossed in playing his favorite games and prefer games that men like. They forgot, if their little sister was a little girl, could only run around wherever her two brothers went without knowing the danger of inviting her.

"Aren't you willing, I'm applying, Kinan? I waited for you a long time?" said Bagas slowly.

"Waiting?" kinan's laughter instantly broke out. Funny enough to laugh at Bagas tonight.

"Yes. Awaiting you. I've been in love with you for a long time, even since we were kids" Bagas said.

"What's? You sure? We used to be little and didn't know the meaning of love" Kinan said in self-defense.

"At least I have a sense of admiration for you, Kinan. For some reason, that sense began to grow long ago," bagas said while leaning his body on the back of the garden chair and his eyes glared up at the sky that was so bright and beautiful because of the sprinkling of stars.

"That's just a little kid's admiration, sir. It will not be possible to carry it until he is an adult. Maybe you are just missing the good times when we were little, and the feeling you just expressed was just camouflage" said Kinan dnegan firmly.

Kinan himself did not realize what to answer. He really did not know what to answer in his nervousness.

"Didn't you trust me? You still not sure?" tanya Bagas quietly with an etrus hand holding Kinan's hand.

Kinan tried to calm himself down and allow his sitting to allow the blood flow in his body to flow slightly smoothly. Slowly his left hand was removed from Bagas's grasp. They are now grown up, not as they used to know. He was a child, he knew nothing, and there was no shame. They may have dared to hold each other - sling, or hold hands or more extreme cheek kissing each other, that was, not for now. To look into each other's eyes, it feels like the heart has been removed. Even though they have not met for decades, it is impossible that the taste is still well maintained like a flower in the garden.

Bagas simply shook Kinan yyang's hand inching out from his hand.

"Kinan is not sure yet" Kinan replied slowly.

"Then? I have to wait for you again? For how long?" tanya Bagas is weakening. Bagas thought tonight would be a happy night for him turned out to be all wrong, and not according to reality.

"Kinan didn't say that. Kinan did not want to be waited on, sir," said Kinan who became worried. He was indeed amazed by Bagas, but no more than a feeling of admiration, not to want to have. Kinan's goal is just to want to work and make a career.

"Then? Are we married, Kinan? There's no harm in us publishing too, our relationship in the office? Are you ashamed, walk with me? Is it because I'm too old for you?" tanya Bagas started out silly with all her questions and thoughts.

"Sir Sir. It's not that problem. But, indeed Kinan has not any feelings with the Father. Please Father understand" said Kinan lirih.

"If I came to propose to your parents, would you also reject me like this? After all, we've been betrothed?" ask Bagas who does not want to lose in this matter. Bagas simply did not want Kinan to be tempted by another man.

"If that's any other business, sir. Kinan tired, want to rest," said Kinan slowly.

Tonight KInan was asked to stay overnight by Mama Anita. Kinan is not allowed to go home and sleep in the guest room.

Kinan stood up and would walk to the guest room that had been shown by Mama Anita for the rest of Kinan tonight.

"Kinan?" call Baga quietly while holding Kinan's hand. Kinan turned and faced Bagas who was in front of him.

Pearsaan Bagas is still the same, that never fade or disappear at all. His love is so great to

Incense.

Pt ...

Kinan's forehead was gently kissed by Bagas suddenly. Honestly, it felt like Kinan wanted to fly soaring into the clouds. It makes the heart and body shake.

Kinan simply fell silent and acted as if nothing had happened between the two of them just now.

His body turned around quickly and immediately walked away from Bagas. Don't let Bagas know, Kinan's heart is in turmoil. His beats so quickly felt that it made a tightness in his chest.

"Hopefully have a good dream, Kinan" said Bagas, shouting as he realized Kinan had walked away from him.

Bagas will definitely take the worst risk tomorrow for his bravery tonight kissing Kinan's forehead.

Kinan's heart decub is still running. Not only his heart, his blood flow was triggered mnegalir to the crown. Between happy, happy and upset too.

'Is this a sign that Kinan is also in love with Mr Bagas? But, Kinan ... Argh may be just an ordinary feeling, not a love or a love between two opposite sex, ' Kinan's inner self in the heart.