My soul is an Artist
Chapter 22 Once again forgive me

Danis chose to take Vega to Jogja. It was impossible for him to let the girl he loved travel such a long way.

This is not the first time Danis has driven to Jogja. He often vacationed with friends in the student city.

Danis looked up at Vega who seemed to be falling asleep in her seat. There were still a few tears at the end of his eyes.

I don't know what your problem is Ve, but I hope you can handle it and end up happy, inner Danis.

Danis wants to rub Vega's cheek. But he broke his intention. Danis refocused her car.

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Bian didn't come home tonight. He told his mother to stay at the apartment. He did not want to wake his mother up late at night, to open the door.

Bian throws a towel that he likes to use. He's looking for his HP on the bed.

"Why didn't the girl return my message" muttered Bian.

He had already sent messages to Vega several times, but none of them had been answered.

Bian tried to call Vega. But his phone is inactive.

Bian felt prestige if he had to ask Vega's whereabouts to his mama.

Feeling very tired from filming all day, Bian decided to sleep and rest.

Bian's alarm went off in the morning. Today he had to shoot quite far away, in the city of Y. Bian got ready and set off immediately when Simon picked him up.

"Whether the girl hasn't woken up yet, my message isn't read" Bian muttered while in the car checking her HP.

"Master spoke to me?" simon asked who heard Bian speak for himself.

"No" replied Bian still focused on his HP.

It was almost noon, when they reached the city of Y. It takes about 2 hours to travel.

Bian's phone is ringing. He immediately took his HP. Hope her fiancee read the message, and call her right away.

It was Mamah Riri who called.

"Hallo, why mah?" ask Bian.

"Where are you?" ask Mamah Riri.

"In the city of Y, why is it?" ask Bian curiously. It's not usually his mama to call in the morning like this.

"What's wrong with Vega?" ask mama again.

"Why what mah, we are fine" said Bian confused.

"Well - okay how, Vega asked to cancel her engagement with you" said mamah a little upset to his son.

"Well, you mean mama?" ask Bian.

"He no longer wants to accept this match" replied Mamah Riri.

"Yesterday we were fine" said Bian began to worry. He was very afraid when his speech was right.

"Vega where is mah? He won't return my message" asked Bian.

"Vega went back to jogja. His mother told him that she knew mamah" said Mamah Riri.

Bian immediately felt weak. He's upset and scared. He didn't feel he was doing anything wrong. Yesterday he treated Vega very gently.

Bian turned off the phone from his mom. He tried to contact Vega. This time the call was connected, but not picked up.

Bian tried many times, but still not lifted.

Bian remembers Nita, Vega's friend who drove him home. But he has Nita's number.

"Simon, quickly find Nita's phone number. Vega's friend" Bian orders Simon.

"Okay sir" Simon was used to getting orders like this.

"Where, did you get it?" ask Simon Bian.

"Here you are" Simon gave Bian Nita's phone number.

Without ba bi bu Bian directly called the number.

"Hallo" Nita's voice came from across the phone.

"Because you drove Vega, you know what's going on with her when you get home?" bian asked without a stale base.

"Sorry who?" ask Nita.

"Bian" Bian replied briefly.

OMG, is this really Bian a board artist or that, he called me a fringe girl like me??, inner Nita.

"Sorry brother, yesterday I wasn't waiting for him to come home. As far as I know, Danis's the one who drove him home. But arrived this morning he asked me to pass his leave of absence to UPT" Nita replied. He himself had no idea what was going on with Vega.

"Danis drove him?" ask Bian to make sure.

"Yes, sister" answered Nita. He did not dare to admit, that he was the one who told Bian to wait for Vega. Could get raging later.

Bian instantly turned off his HP without saying anything more.

Bian suddenly felt angry. Is it because of the guy, Vega suddenly canceled his match. But he hesitated a little, it felt impossible.

Bian doesn't know what to do. Bian has tried to call Vega dozens of times but has not been picked up.

Shaila approached Bian.

"Why Bi?" syaila asked while embracing Bian's arm.

Suddenly Bian remembered something. Yesterday he left Vega alone with Syaila.

"What did you say?" ask Bian.

"What did you say to Vega" asked Bian repeating his question.

Syaila was silent. Bian was more and more convinced, something had happened between Syaila and Vega.

"Jawab me Sya" Bian snapped while gripping both arms of Syaila.

Syaila shuddered in horror. Just this time he felt the anger of a Bian Alfa Seirious. The man who has been his partner for the last 3 years.

"I just told him what really happened" Syaila replied.

"What indeed?" tanya Bian tightened her grip.

"You received this matchmaking because of the threat from your mother, and it would clearly affect your career what if the media knew about your matchmaking" Syaila said while trembling.

Bian could not deny that fact. What Shaila said is all true. But that was before. Now he was already convinced of his decision to accept this matchmaking. Bian loves Vega very much. Both then and now, his love for Vega is still the same.

"Why did you tell her?" ask Bian slowly. His grip began to weaken.

"But all that is true Bi, you don't remember our dreams. You are playing to destroy your own career" Syaila assured Bian.

Bian took his hand off from Syaila. Then he left the set. His heart ached, imagining Vega hearing all of Shaila's words.

Again forgive me Ve, again - again I made you cry. Forgive me cake, many times I did not keep my promise, Inner Bian.

Bian returned to the apartment after finishing filming. He's so fucked up tonight. Mamah Riri tells Bian to go home. But Bian refused.

Simon doesn't have the heart to leave Bian alone in his apartment. But Bian told Simon to leave immediately. It takes time for itself.

Bian tried calling Vega again and again. HP Vega is back inactivated. This time Bian felt very broken. It feels like dejavu. He used to be this confused too. Her heart breaks, as Vega's grandfather tells her to regard Vega as a younger brother.

But this time he felt more pain than before. Bian was afraid that Vega would never see him again. Bian was afraid of not being able to see Vega's face again. The face of the pujaanya woman. The face that always fills the day. For most of his life, there was only Vega's name in his heart. That fear outweighed his fear of losing his career as an artist.

...Seriate...