
In the room Arya was bathing in the bathroom, only the sound of the splashing air shower that became the origin of the sound of the sound of breaking silence in the room.
With the position of the body that is still pecking under the shower Arya is still at war with her own thoughts.
"Why am I still thinking about him forget about him.. Forget her Arya she's the cause of mother's death and I'm sure you forgot hahhh let her suffer"
Arya said frustrated with the feelings she was feeling, honestly what she had done to Dita in the last few days was very contrary to her heart, it's just that when you see Dita anger can immediately cover the words of her heart especially considering the fact that alma died. Grace and alma. Ana can not be separated from the figure of Dita who is still closely involved in it.
"He who caused mother and kaka died, he who caused them both accidents, if only mother and kaka let him if only mother and kaka let him go, surely you two are still here for sure you will be fine and will not leave me like this" said Arya, tears still falling out of her eyelids, even though the shower cannot cover the situation where Arya is crying because of the condition of her eyes are already very swollen and red.
The sorrow that Arya felt was very deep even though it had entered the ninth night of the death of the two almarhumas did not make the nights of Arya better, there was only slalu decorated with tears and the sound of crying it was so sad to hear someone else. It's just that Arya never shows the look of her face to others, for him in this world there is nothing more that can be a place to rely on her feelings especially her grief.
For Arya, her mother and sister are very valuable and meaningful people to her, since the death of the late father of Arya spent a lot of time only with Grace's mother and Kaka Ana so that the fact that the two almarhumas died so soon in an unacceptable way made Arya very sad, even unconsciously changing the nature of Arya who was once quiet but warm now becomes very rude and can not control emotions.
Arya, who had finished washing her body, came out of the bathroom in a bathrobe and took her pajamas and put them on.
His eyes that were swollen and red because of crying earlier had improved a little, maybe because his eyes had become accustomed to the condition of Arya who every night did not miss crying, she said, it didn't take her eyes long to look normal again.
Today is a long and tiring day for Arya, a day that feels the same as last night in a feeling of sadness, chaotic and sorrow Arya tried to close her eyes in prayer Arya slalu hope that it can be met with Mother Garce and Kaka Ana even though only a dream meeting.
With eyes that have been closed again Arya's mind is fixed on Dita, and, given that Arya locked Dita in a wet state and also the conditions in the warehouse that has not been given a bright light makes Arya unconsciously become agitated, as powerful as Arya tried to dismiss the uneasy feeling, Arya tried to shake the anxiety, with eyes that are forced to remain closed Arya hopes that she will fall asleep quickly and is already in a dream.
One minute, five minutes, fifteen minutes and even almost half an hour Arya was still unable to fall asleep, finally she relented and tried to wake up. With a rare as reluctant but also like a compulsion from within himself, Arya went down the stairs to the first floor to go to the room of the PRT who worked at home. Gurmantios.
Arya aims to go to Mak Lili's room because compared to the other assistant mak Lili is the most senior and has worked for a long time in the Gurmantio family, so Arya is not too rigid if you have to communicate with mak Lili.
When mak Lili opened the door Arya could see clearly there was a slight expression of surprise on Mak Lili's face.
"Ehh sir Arya.. There are things you can help master" asked Mak Lili immediately to cover up the strange and awkward feeling.
Not wrong mak Lili feel like that because basically Arya is not too often communicate with the PRT at home Gurmantio, Arya, even with mak Lili herself who has worked for a very long time can be counted when Arya calls or asks for help mak Lili to do something, he said, especially to knock on the door of the midnight room like this is very unusual not only for Mak Lili but for Arya herself.
"Mak lily... Go bring food for Dita in the storeroom and also change clothes for her, do not forget the blanket too" Arya tried to speak in a normal tone even though she actually knew that Mak Lili was also the same as she felt awkward.
"Good sir" Reply mak Lili
"Remember to slalu lock the door again when the mak is finished or want to leave Dita alone" said Arya again who immediately replied to a nod by mak Lili
Arya had half-rounded her body but again called Mak Lili because she remembered there were still things that Arya forgot.
"Mommy" Call Arya back.
"Well, what's the matter, sir" Mak Lili also looked back at Arya.
"If there is no wrong candle or charge lamp, mak Lili just look for it in red cardboard use it for lighting in the warehouse" When Arya finished saying that Arya immediately walked away from Mak Lili, she felt she had to quickly leave the place.
"Somewhat did Mak Lili think of me now" muttered Arya who was already on the steps.
When he arrived in his room Arya immediately laid his body on his king size mattress, unlike before Arya had begun to feel sleepy approaching him so that not long from that Arya had fallen asleep unconscious.