My Past Has
The ara's past

I used to be a very cheerful person who likes to hang out with anyone including men.

Everything was different when I knew him, he who I used to love, when there was no one in my life living as if empty, everything was fine, everything was fine,even me and Varel (the ones I love very much first) we are already at a serious stage, for our relationship.

Until one day I felt something was different about our relationship, starting from his nature, his time was a little bit for me.

At that time I was still trying to think positively, maybe he cape or dizzy working job.

On the 15th we had an appointment with one of the boutiques in the city, I wanted to surprise because we rarely met, usually the Varel that picked me up, he said, at that time I decided I would come to his apartment, upon my arrival there, I did not want to drag the bell later my surprise was in vain, I know my password to the apartment directly in

I was silent for a moment, as if I couldn't tell her these tears were always falling when I remembered the betrayal

"you can still tell if the story is not strong do not force ara".

Seemed to think my words I continued the story.

When I entered I saw something that broke my heart.

"kaka".. The flowers and provisions I brought for the varel fell to the floor my tears just fell down

When he heard the sound of the varel looking for the origin of the sound when he knew who the person who called him he immediately stopped his activities,.

"unfortunately I can explain everything, it's not like what you see, trust me" Verel tried to explain the incident earlier

"you think I'm blind, I didn't expect you to be, so this is what made you change all this time, because of her". I tried to calm myself down

"nothing is explained again all is quite clear ka, from now on I give up ka, I can no longer survive, all this time I try to understand brother, understand brother, so this is the reply, so this is the answer, you destroyed all my trust. I stopped here ka, no wedding".

I left that place, claustrophobic in my chest I couldn't stand

"deeply".

I still saw the Varel chasing me I didn't even think I had the mang driver do the car

The incident still stirs in my memory

I didn't expect the person I've been in love with behind me to even hurt the most - that girl was my own brother

Ara saw the beautiful and beautiful Varel was wrestling on the mattress touching the fig unable to see the hot scene they sigh for the sake of sighing it was able to break the heart of the fig.

Arriving at the house ara saw his parents were sitting in the living room.

"you why son, why go home - go home as aya gini shoes".

"you want to use evil varel as ara". The tears keep falling

"why are you fighting ". Guess papah ara

Ara just nodded answering her papah question.

" why want to tell the same mamah and papah, what makes papah until rich gini ".

Ara explained everything she had seen to her parents.

Anger hatred plastered real on the face papah ara.

" break this relationship, papah will not be willing papah child hurt like this".