My Love lawyer
Hampa Tanpamu

I closed these eyes

Trying to forget

All the good memories

About you, about my dreams

The more I try

Your shadow's getting real

Proceed to the soul

God, help me

I don't know where you are

It feels like my life without you

Is there you miss me?

Like I missed you

Always miss you

I can't deny it

You are the only one

That can make my soul

Who ever died meant something

But now you're missing

Like being swallowed by the earth

You never realized

The meaning of your love for me?

(Hampa - Ari Lasso)

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Hollowly. That's how Lani has felt since Andre left home. There has been no communication between them for more than three weeks. But not with his son, Andre diligently called Saif by phone home. Lani had tried to give in by calling or texting, but there was no good response from Andre. Even when he tried to go to Andre's office, they did not meet.

Lani tries to send food through an online motorcycle taxi to Andre's office, but there is no message of thanks from the husband. Andre was truly like disappearing in the swallow of the earth. Even Mardin himself did not know where Andre lived. Several times communication with Mbak Andini or his other brother-in-law, they behave as usual. There was no sign that they were aware of her domestic problems. Even Mbak Andini asked about the news of his sister with a cheerful tone. Lani asks if Andre ever stopped by? Andini answered never. Fix, Andre means not staying at his brother's house. Going home to Yogya is more unlikely, because according to Farah Andre still enter the office.

Until finally Lani tired, he gave up. The only thing he could do was leave everything to the Almighty. A third of the night is always wet with tears. All of this is against God.

One day Andre called, when Lani was in the back garden of the house, his cell phone in the room, so Lani did not lift. An hour later, Lani checked her phone for 7 missed calls from Andre. He tried calling again, Andre didn't pick him up.

Lani. "Maybe Mas Andre thought, I didn't pick up the phone on purpose."

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Lani was cooking when Mardin called her.

”Hospital? What was? ”

”Andre accident. Critical condition. Come quickly, Lani. The hospital needs a family signature to take the surgery. ”

Lani limbung's. Maryam immediately caught her body. ”Mother why? ” Maryam sits Lani at the dinner table. A glass of water is poured. Lani took it slowly.

”Why Mom? ”

”Mas Andre accident. Bang Mardin said his condition was critical. ”

Mary Istighfar. ”Mom should be there right now. Let me continue cooking. ”

Lani preparing. ”Mar, I tipped Saif yes.later if there is anything I call here. ”

”Not brought by Ma? ”

”Neventless. I don't want him to be sad to see his father. Later if the condition of Mas Andre somewhat improved, you followed the same Saif.”

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When Lani arrives, Andre is still in the IGD room. He immediately signed an operation approval letter, Andre was pushed to the operating room. According to Mardin, after meeting him at the cafe, Andre went home and that was when the accident occurred. The location of the incident is not so far from the cafe where and Andre met, so Mardin can quickly find out.

”We already know who caused the problem between you and Andre. Two days ago, Andre tried to call you for a story, but you didn't pick up. Andre is sad, he thinks you're still angry.”

Lani looks up.

”Davina's. Ah, you'll know the details too. ”

Lani shocked. It was unexpected that Davina did all this. Six years was not enough to heal the girl's wounds. He's still trying to break into Lani and Andre's life.

Two hours passed, they were still waiting. Lani sat weakly while crying. His mouth was busy chanting prayers and repeating the verse he memorized, so that his heart could be a little calm. Unlike Mardin, he could not sit quietly. Since Andre entered the operating room, Mardin paced back and forth unclear.

"Have you called his family, Lan?" ask Mardin.

Lani shakes.

"Call Mbak Andini."

Lani complies and sends a message in the Andre family's whatsapp group to let everyone know. The response in the group was quick and everyone was surprised. Andre's brothers who live in Jakarta immediately said they would come to the hospital.

The door of the operating room opened, as Lani and Mardin approached the doctor.

"How's my husband doing, Doc?"

"Thank God the operation is smooth, but we still have to wait for the recovery process. We're gonna put the patient in the ICU. Hope it can be passed the critical period."

"Alhamdulillah. Aamiin Yes Allah. Thank you, Doc."

Andre was pushed out of the operating room, Lani immediately approached.

”Mas, Lani comes. ” whispers

Mardin was moved to hear it.

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Andre is not aware yet, even though he has been in the ICU for two days. According to the doctor,

Andre had a very severe concussion.  It was just that worrying, the rest of the body was fine just minor injuries.

”Mom should continue to be next to her. I call her name often, Mom. Maybe it can help. ” said the nurse.

Lani nodded. "Good, sus."

While in the hospital, Lani always read the Qur’an while holding Andre's hand. Sometimes she also whispered words while touching her husband's cheek.

”Mas, wake up Mas. It's Lani. Can you hear Lani's voice? ”

Andre was silent.

”As long as Mas goes, Lani cries continuously. Saif nanyain Mas at all times, until Lani overwhelmed to answer him. Lani apologized, Mas. Mas's right, Lani's too childish. We should have faced this problem together. ” Lani wiped the tears that flowed down her cheeks.

Lani put Andre's hand on her chest. ”Mas can feel Lani's heartbeat right? Can you feel it too, there is a vibration of love there? Lani love, Lani Iaang very same Mas. I quickly realized yes, quickly healed. Lani kangen tawa Mas. Lani wants to play the puzzle again. Oh, yes we still have Saif's promise to make to Dufan? ” Lani sobbing.

"Lani was wrong, Mas. Lani should be able to trust Mas's words. Lani can't think straight."

Lani wiped her tears.

"Since Mas left, Lani did not want to sleep in our room, Lani slept in Saif's room. If Lani is in our room, Lani is getting sadder, Keinget Mas continues. Lani kangeeeeen is great. Trus ends are crying. Lani is so sweet, Mom."

Lani laughed bitterly.

"Every day Lani wonders, Mas lives where, again what, have you eaten yet? Why did you ignore Lani's phone and messages? When Lani cook favorite food Mas trus Lani send to the office, Mas also did not say thank you or anything like that, even though Lani wait, you know."

Lani still continues to spill her heart.

"Actually when Mas left, Lani chased out. But Lani's late, Mas's car's out. I quickly realized yes, quickly healed."

Then Lani opened the mushaf Al-Qur’an, read it in a low voice while holding Andre's hand. Sometimes Lani rubbed her tears continuously out.

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