My Little Wife Fatimah's
38. Seeking you

Lilis took Fatimah to check her condition to a hospital near her budenya house.

A young Doctor, Doctor Hadi, examined Fatimah's condition. After checking Fatimah, Hadi's doctor explained about Fatimah's disease.

"Sorry whose name you are?" ask Dr. Hadi. "I'm Fatimah Doc" replied Fatimah.

"I'm Lilis doc," said Lilis who had been staring at the young doctor.

"Well, Fatimah, Lilis, have you never checked Fatimah's condition before to the doctor?" ask Dr. Hadi.

"Had doc, I was sentenced to cancer, but at that time I was not ready for surgery," Fatimah said looking at the doctor.

Doctor Hadi sighed and said, "Delaying the operation is the same as reducing the chance of life, the longer this cancer will spread, and the chance of recovery will also decrease, just like the previous doctor, as well, we from the doctor also suggested surgery before the cancer spread," explained Dr. Hadi.

Fatimah was even afraid to hear the words of the operation, "Thank you doc, I'll think about it first" Fatimah said. "What makes you afraid of this operation, yes indeed surgery must have its own risks if it fails, but that is the only way at this time," explained Dr. Hadi.

"I have no cost doc, I think about it for a few days, thank you doctor Hadi, excuse me," said Fatimah and immediately pulled Lilis' hand to leave.

***

Fatimah and Lilis were warmly welcomed by the bude, "Please drink first, surely you are tired right," bude welcomed to Lilis and Fatimah.

"Thank you bude" said Fatimah.

"so you whose name is Fatimah, this Lilis likes stories about you as bude, uh it turns out the original is more beautiful than the one in Photos," said Bude with a smile.

"Bude can do it" said Fatimah who also smiled kindly.

"Bude is glad you guys came here, so bude is not alone anymore," rich bude who sits next to Lilis.

"Yes bude, anyway I'm the same Fatimah will accompany bude here," said Lilis.

***

That night Lilis and Fatimah were chatting in the room, "Doctor Hadi was handsome, I swear, only this time I met the doctor that handsome," said Lilis while imagining Hadi's doctor.

"Lebai deh, what the hell you are Lis, so from earlier you were observing the doctor, not me," Fatimah said staring at Lilis. "No, no, no, no" said Lilis who looked at Fatimah.

Suddenly Fatimah felt pain in the head, Fatimah walked to the bathroom and nausea there. "Fatimah, your condition is getting worse, we go to the hospital again yes," said Lilis who memapah Fatimah from the bathroom.

Fatimah said nothing, but fainted.

***

Fatimah woke up and opened her eyes, she was in the hospital again. "Are you still refusing to operate?" ask Dr. Hadi.

Fatimah was silent because she knew she could not afford it.

"Fatimah better you immediately operation yes, I will try to pay the cost," said Lilis. "Where does Lis cost, I don't want to take too much of you" Fatimah said. "No, no bother, you are my best friend" said Lilis.

***

Despite his poor heart condition, Rahman still had to lead the WH Hotel. Rahman thought only of Fatimah in his room. Suddenly there was a knock on the door. "Come in" said Rahman briefly.

It turned out that the one who came was Sofia.

"Rahman, I just found out that your wife ran away from home, I'm sorry about you, but you're the perfect husband, but your wife is gone anyway," sofia sat in front of Rahman.

Rahman just looked down and was silent.

"as a good friend, I promise to help you find Fatimah" Sofia stared at Rahman.

"Thank you Sofia" Rahman said briefly.

"But, Fatimah left there must be a reason, if she went for another man, would you still pursue her?" ask Sofia.

"No one can take Fatimah" Rahman stared at Sofia.

"I'm just worried that Fatimah will get married again" said Sofia who frightened Rahman.

"If Fatimah is indeed happy with another man, she does not need to run away, she is simply married in front of me, let me realize that I am not the best for her," rahman is still very sad.

"Aren't you trying to find a replacement?" ask Sofia. "Fatimah cannot be replaced by anyone" Rahman said briefly.

***

That afternoon Fatih who was in college was not stopping to think about Fatimah, he recalled the events of Rahman who came to his house asking about Fatimah. because of curiosity Fatih directly called Lilis, who was very curious, however, the Lilis number is no longer active.

"Did Fatimah run away from home, but why, all this time did she never play hazy, no matter how big the problem she must be able to overcome it," it was Inner Fatih who wondered about Fatimah's condition.

***

Rahman who was working was approached by his wife Fatimah, "Lunch first yes brother, later you are sick," told Fatimah while stroking Rahman's head.

"Fatimah, are you back?" Rahman stood up and looked at Fatimah.

"I've never left you brother" said Fatimah who smiled sweetly at Rahman.

Rahman hugged Fatimah, "Never go, I can't if I have to be away from you, you're the most comfortable support in my sadness" Rahman told Fatimah.

"Sir..Mr. Rahman.." Call an employee to Rahman who fell asleep at his desk.

Rahman awoke from his dream, "Fatimah.. Fatimah.." call Rahman while looking left-right looking for Fatimah. "It's just me here, sir" said the employee.

Rahman cried while mentioning the name Fatimah. "Didn't you feel the slightest pity for me Fatimah, I don't know how to live the day without you, who would wake me up at dawn when I was late waking up, who will be my encouragement when I am weak, who will accompany me through my days, Fatimah, this is what you want, now I am weak helpless, helpless, losing you is like losing all my happiness" Rahman's unrelenting inner cry.

***

Fatimah, who was lying in the hospital, wept at the thought of Rahman who had always been there for her all along.

"Sister, I really just feel that my life feels less without you, forgive me for leaving you, this is not my will, but this is the best for all of us, if you know, you are my last love, but let me sacrifice this feeling for your happiness in the future with the one who will take my place" the unceasingly weeping interior of Fatimah.