
Liliana kept her gaze down, she really did not dare to look at the face of her husband, William.
William looked so shocked, emotional, upset and also disappointed with what he heard from his wife's lips.
In the past he never wanted to get married, because he thought getting married would only make him bound and could not be free again.
However, after he saw the candidate was Liliana he was so interested and immediately fell in love with the young woman who was able to shake his heart.
Therefore he was so eager to marry Liliana at that time, unfortunately always a sense of disappointment that he got after marrying Liliana.
Every time he stared at the pitch-black Liliana netra, there was never any love there. There was never love and affection.
William only saw there was fear, respect and reluctance in his wife's netra. As much as possible he always tried to conquer the heart of his wife.
Unfortunately every time he tried to conquer his wife's heart, whenever Liliana seemed to reject him.
Therefore only emotions always arise in his heart, always the overflow of emotions that William showed towards Liliana.
In fact, when he planned to be gentle even he would be rude if it was in front of Liliana.
Not because of the true desire in her heart, but because of the attitude Liliana always showed towards her.
"So, what do you want now, Liliana?" ask William.
After William had just been silent, he finally jerked Liliana back. Because Liliana said nothing to herself.
Liliana looks jumped in shock when William said in a tone that has risen an octave, but William sounded very soft when talking to him.
However, he was well aware that William said that. Maybe he was upset because he had been quiet since then, he was really confused as to what to say.
He was also very confused to decide what kind of path he took, he was afraid that what he decided was wrong and hurt both.
"Jawab Liliana, tell me what you want. Don't just be quiet, do you want to keep us both hurt" William asked in a soft tone.
Liliana dared to look at William's face, she was so shocked because now William's face looks wet with tears.
His voice looked strong, but his tears looked unravelling. It indicates that if William's heart is very fragile, William hides his sadness, heartache and disappointment behind the face he shows.
Knowing that Liliana before marriage with him was married and even had children, it means that the marriage they had been living for so long was not legal.
"Jawab Liliana, tell me what you want? I'll grant you whatever you want" William said.
All this time William always gets what you want, but this time he'll let go of what he's got. Because having it also feels free, only hurt himself.
"I. i-"
Back Liliana was speechless, she was at a loss as to what to say. He was so afraid that if it was just a bluff, he was afraid that in reality William would not just scold him.
However, the man would beat himself up helplessly. Because William does not accept what really happened.
"Listen to me, Liliana. The marriage that we live is not legal, now right now. What's it going on anyway?" ask William with a very sick heart.
Liliana continued to stare at her husband's sad face, the guilt of not being able to do good as long as being the wife of William thrust into the bottom of her heart.
"If I had known our relationship wasn't legitimate from the start, I would have let you go, Liliana. After all you have a mouth, why not refuse from the beginning?" ask William
Liliana looks surprised by what is asked by William, because if honest from the beginning it is impossible she would be willing to channel large funds to the company owned by her father.
He also did not expect that William would release himself very easily, but he had thought that William would complicate things, given William's attitude which had always been temperament.
There is guilt, regret, pity and also a bad taste in Liliana.
He really did not expect that this moment would arrive, but since long ago he always thought that William would release himself not because of something like this.
However, he was looking for another partner as an excuse to let go of himself. Unfortunately, William loved Liliana a long time ago, because he thought that Liliana was a woman who was so good even though she could not carry out her obligations well.
Because even though Liliana knew her flaws, she never protested against her. In fact, Liliana never looked for a man to be her escape.
"But, I can't just walk away from you" Liliana said.
However, he also understands very well if William does that because he is indeed unable to accept William. He could not leave even the slightest space in his heart for William.
"Why can't you just walk away from me? Go far away, pursue your happiness with your son and husband. I understand now, why are you approaching Lion. Because that Lion is your real son, right?" ask William.
Liliana was seen nodding her head in a sign of assent, because in reality Lion is indeed her son.
"But how do you know if Lion is my son? Because yesterday you thought that Lion was my affair" Liliana said.
He recalled losing William so angry when he hugged Lion, even William thought he was a very flirtatious and cheap woman.
"At first I thought you were flirtatious, but after seeing your faces look so much like I understood. Sorry if as long as we're married I can never give you offspring, because I'm barren" William said with a painful feeling as he said that.
Liliana immediately hugged William, only this time she hugged her husband with a very sincere feeling. Incredible feelings of guilt and pain.
Yes, both Liliana and William both felt excruciating pain. It could happen because William always expects love from his wife.
However, not reciprocated. Likewise with Liliana, she always tried to accept her husband. However, unfortunately it was still only Lucas' name that was engraved in his heart.
"I'm sorry because all this time I couldn't be a good wife to you" Liliana said sincerely.
Hearing what Liliana said, William laughed. Then, he broke his embrace. She stared fixedly at Liliana's face, she rubbed the woman's cheeks very gently.
"No need to apologize, our marriage has never been legal, either" William said, as he gently kissed Liliana's cheek.
"I'm sorry, once again I'm sorry" Liliana said regretfully as she looked on William's sad face.
"It's okay, I'm just overconfident. Oh yes, Liliana. Before I go to leave you, may I ask for it?" ask William.
Liliana frowned when William said he asked her, asking what she thought. Liliana did not understand, she did not know what William was asking for.
Seeing the reaction from Liliana, William laughed. Maybe he should speak directly without making any further small talk.
"I want to make love to you just once before we part, I beg of you no compulsion" William said sincerely.
At least before parting William wants to feel love with Liliana with sincerity without coercion, he wants it.
Liliana's face looked red, between shame and disbelief because William asked to do it well.
Whereas all this time William had never asked for his rights so well like this, he always came in full of anger.
"I promise you this is the last one, after this I'll leave feeling calm" William said again.
Finally Liliana nodded her head, she thought it was okay to make love to William just once before their separation.
William looked so happy, he immediately kissed Liliana's lips several times. Then he said back.
"I want our romance this time to be the most beautiful thing, the last thing that is so memorable. Don't be quiet as usual" William said.
Liliana was seen nodding her head timidly, as this was completely beyond her expectations.
He thought William would really let go of himself, but it turned out that William still asked himself to make love to the middle-aged man.
"Yes" replied Liliana.
William looked so excited, he quickly carried the body of the woman he considered his wife to the bed.
He looked at the face of the woman he loved with Intense, before long William was seen smiling as Liliana returned her gaze.
Since usually Liliana would turn her face away or look at herself with a hateful gaze, but this time was different. Liliana was seen looking at herself with a very gentle gaze, she was happy.
"Let's end this relationship by making love, give me an amazingly beautiful breakup" William asked sincerely.
"Ehm, yes," Liliana replied with a face that was completely flushed like boiled shrimp.
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