My Last Port
The Profound Grief
While pensive God looked at a photo album containing photos of his wife Vita, Dewa felt a very longing for his late wife. Although it has been over a year Vita has left God, but the feeling of God to Vita remains the same.
It did not feel like the tears of God had already flowed without him noticing when the fall was.
Then Jasmine approached him because she felt unable to sleep, before her papa read the story to her.
Although Jasmine could not read yet, but she was very fond of reading books that contained sleep-conducting Fairy Tales.
" lt.... Jasmine could not sleep... " Whimper Jasmine.
Seeing his son coming, God then closed the photo album that he had seen earlier, and wiped the tears that had soaked his cheeks immediately.
" Emm... why this child papa can not sleep?.. would want to be read fairy tale first ..sama papa? " Task the God who looks so anxious with his little princess.
Jasmine simply replied with a nod, a sign she indeed wanted the fairy tale to be read by the Gods.
Lovingly, the God recited the bedtime story to Jasmine, and it didn't take long for Jasmine to fall asleep.
Seeing that her little princess was already sleeping, then the God came out of Jasmine's room.
The feeling of God is currently raging, how can he feel calm, if he has not been able to realize the last wish of his late wife.
But God also could not possibly carry out the will of Vita, because it was impossible for him.
God is increasingly agitated by it, to the extent that he is always haunted by feelings of guilt, because he has not fulfilled the will of the wife.
...***...
It has been 3 years of Vita's death, but God still can not fulfill the will of the wife.
Then he was in the midst of his grief he ventured to ask an ustadz, about the will of his late wife.
God told me all the problems that for 3 years had become a burden in his life.
Ustadz also suggested that the gods feed the orphans for 3 months, to replace his wife's will, because it was impossible for Dewa to marry Kiara who had married.
The god was so relieved, because of the burden he had been saving, it could finally come off as well.
Day after day the Lord passed with joy, for although he was a single father, Jasmine was not lacking the slightest affection.
On the other hand, Kiara and Arman's relationship is increasingly complicated, after Kiara had a miscarriage after she was declared 2 months pregnant by a doctor.
Therefore, her relationship with her husband deteriorated. After she was declared that she had difficulty conceiving because of a problem with her uterus.
Kiara still had a chance to get pregnant again, but it was very small. Kiara's uterus is weak and although she is pregnant, it will be difficult for her to maintain her pregnancy.
Arman is seen spending time outdoors, due to his duties as the owner of one of the top companies in the capital.
Arman actually never beat a child, the presence or absence of a child, Arman still loves Kiara with all his heart.
But not for Kiara, because she felt she could not make Arman happy, Kiara looks very frustrated with what has happened to her, Kiara instead deliberately made her relationship with Arman feel distant.
Kiara hopes Arman will want to polygamy to just get children, because Arman is the only son of sophia and Vishnu who is quite famous in this city.
Kiara felt that she was far from perfect, so Kiara tried to persuade Arman to marry another woman to get a child to continue the lineage of the Arman family.
...***...
Arman is seen sitting on the sofa enjoying a cup of coffee, then Kiara approaches Arman.
" Dear. I want to talk to you."
Kiara started the conversation.
"What do you want to say, baby.." Ask Arman.
" I want you to get married again!" Answer Kiara.
" Dear. I've told you that I won't marry more than once.okay!" Arman to Kiara.
" But I want you to marry me again, baby!" Force Kiara again.
" Dear Kiara... I will not marry again, and just save your crazy idea!" Reply Arman again.
" I'm the same mommy and papi you baby. . looks of sadness in their eyes, because they can't have grandchildren yet." Kiara begins to get frustrated with Arman's attitude.
"I will no longer be. There is no child .. I will be loyal to you at any time.if necessary until death pick me up Kiara.." Arman once again.
Seeing the husband's strength in maintaining his heart, Kiara felt very flattered, but the sadness was also felt, because she would not be able to give a grandchild to both Arman's parents.
Sad feelings mixed haru Kiara felt, because she knew that the husband loved her very much.
On the other hand Kiara wants to make Arman's parents happy and on the other hand too,
he felt sad when Arman married again.
Kiara looks thinner than before, because she barely touches the rice at all, because it is too stressful with the pressures of life that she is now living.
Arman loved his wife very much, which is why he did not bother Kiara's request that he was too stupid.
Arman painstakingly reminds Kiara not to think too much about the child, and instead tells Kiara to take care of her health.
...***...
That day Arman got word that his subsidiary in Singapore was having serious problems, and required him to jump directly to deal with the problem, so as not to get more chaotic later.
Arman seemed to be preparing to go to Singapore for business, and Kiara had previously prepared the items her husband would bring there.
" Please be careful ... Hope the business there is smooth and you also quickly go home! ". Kiara Pinta
" Yes, thank you for always being there for me, and one thing you should know... I love you so much Kiara...". Sahut Arman's.
Kiara then sends her beloved husband to the front of the house, and Kiara kisses the back of her husband's hand.
Armanpun no less romantic, He hugged the wife and then kissed her forehead.
The car that Arman was riding in shot to the airport, because he had to get there quickly, so as not to miss the plane.
It has been a week that Arman has been in Singapore and today Arman is going home to meet his beloved wife.
It seems that Arman brought many souvenirs from the Lion country to his wife.
Kiara plans to pick up Arman at the airport because Arman's plane will arrive at 15:00 WIB.
Kiara then rushed to the airport to be the first to see her husband.
...***...
Half an hour later, when Arman arrived at the airport, Kiara looked very panicked and agitated.
Kiara is still faithfully waiting for Arman, until she is willing to stand for hours at the arrival gate at the airport.
It's been a long time, but Arman hasn't been there.
anxiety seemed to be lodged in his mind.
he looks paced waiting for Arman to come.
Kiara looks at the watch that already showed at 17:00 WIB, but Arman has not been seen either.
Then Kiara met the information center station at the airport, and asked about the delay of the plane that was on the husband.
Seen people were passing by in their respective panic, Kiara was so astonished because not usually all airport officers were busy.
"Mbak.. excuse me I want to ask the plane majoring in Singapore why the balloon arrived yes mbak...?Kiara asked one of the airport information staff.
" Sorry mother in advance, the plane from Singapore that was supposed to arrive at 15:00 WIB, was not visible on the radar.... and it's been confirmed that the plane was in an accident and all the rescue teams are on their way to TKP..." Answer one of the staff.
Like a rumble that grabbed Kiara's heart, and left nothing else.
Kiara staggered and fell unconscious at once.
then he was taken to the medical center at the airport, and there he got treatment.
After about 30 minutes inside, Kiara began to wake up and immediately Kiara cried.
She could not believe what had happened to her husband.
With all her strength still remaining, Kiara left the airport to return home.
Kiara screamed hysterically after arriving at the residence of the mother, Nadia who saw Kiara suddenly crying then asked with the child.
" Dear... Why are you, son..? Nadia asked her son.
" Mas Arman ma....... " Akiara replied with a sobbing sound that was becoming more and more.
" Dear... You calm down first yes.. said the same mom, what happened to your husband son?" Ask Nadia again.
" is ....Arman crash ma... his plane crashed and has not found his body ma..."
Kiara replied that she seemed devastated by the events that took the life of her husband, Arman.
Nadia tried to make her son strong, and she was always by Kiara's side, without leaving Kiara for a second.
Kiara and Nadia got word that some of the victims of the ill-fated plane had been successfully evacuated.
Kiara accompanied by Nadia then rushed to the hospital, to ascertain whether Arman was among the victims who had been found.
Kiara was seen in the mortuary of the victims of the plane that crashed, he observed one by one the bodies in the morgue.
He stopped and recognized the ring that was wearing one of the bodies in front of him, and sure enough it was Arman's body.
As a result of the burning of the fuselage, the identity of the victims is difficult to identify.
" Mas Arman..... "Shouted kiara, who was later seen fainting again unconscious.
Seeing that such a terrible thing had befallen her daughter-in-law, Nadia could not help but cry.
Nadia's crying broke with Kiara who was unconscious for more than an hour, she was then rushed to the ER for treatment.
Nadia did not for a second leave the child who has now struggled from her slump.
...***...
After it was confirmed that the body was Arman's body, the hospital then prepared his body to be returned and then buried.
The sound of sobbing was heard everywhere, all who watched the funeral procession of the late Arman looked sad and did not believe that Arman was dead.
Kiara cried so much, and hugged the still wet husband's navel.
Everyone who witnessed the incident, felt very sorry for the calamity that had befallen Kiara and her extended family Arman.
Arman's parents are no less hit as well as felt by Kiara, seen to strengthen the son-in-law, to try to make the departure of his son, Arman.
" Daughter. You have to be sincere... Arman was calm at his side, Pray he always son. So that Arman can be calm facing Allah SWT." Sofia Arman's mother.
Kiara was increasingly unable to stem her cries, and she was seen hugging her in-laws.
The blue atmosphere enveloped Arman's funeral, and all the mourners were seen leaving the cemetery, one by one they had returned, leaving only Kiara and Arman's extended family.
...***...
A part of her soul has gone along with the death of her Husband, Arman.
Kiara was seen staring at the ceiling of her room which was only illuminated by the reflection of light from outside her house, which entered her room through the cracks of the ventilation.
It's been almost a week since Arman's departure, Kiara hasn't touched any food. His body looks very thin and like it is not specialized.
Kiara's beautiful face which is usually decorated with a smile that makes the heart feel peaceful when the smile is sweet on her face, now only like the face of a corpse that looks very pale and appalling.
Nadia was very sad to see the child just like the puppet did not look alive anymore.
Kiara's body was clearly still beside her, but Kiara's soul was somewhere in existence.
As if he had lost half of himself, Kiara now looked more like a Zombie.
Not wanting to see her son continue like that, Nadia took the initiative to invite Kiara to live in Bandung, where Eyang and Opa Kiara lived before they died.
Their house is still maintained by a housekeeper and gardener, who is indeed hired by Nadia, to keep the house her parents left.
He accidentally does not sell the house, because the house has many memories for Nadia and also Kiara.
Initially Kiara had refused the invitation of the mother, but finally she agreed to go to their house in Bandung.
Nadia hopes the atmosphere there can make Kiara cheerful again like before.
Because Nadia knows how valuable the house is for Kiara and herself.
Nadia plans to stay in Bandung longer than usual, usually she and Kiara go there just for a vacation, and they usually stay there for only a few days.
If if living in Bandung can make Kiara become calmer, then Nadia is not reluctant to settle there for a long time.
Nadia is not worried about her business that if she leaves, will be bankrupt, because for her happiness Kiara is more important than anything.
