
Ayra could only obey when Aiden treated her like a sick person. He had a fever, not paralyzed. But Aiden even forbade him from getting off the top of the bed, other than to the bathroom.
"Master, I just have a normal fever. Not paralyzed. Why not get out of bed"
"Just shut up, you're a sick man"
Apasi, what pain? Just a normal fever.
"My master...."
"Can't you just don't call me that. In the past, you've been used to talking non-formally to me"
Ayra just silently heard it, indeed she had actually started to get comfortable with their new call and non-formal talk with her husband. However, it seemed like she was too confident to wish that she could be forever like that with her husband. However, Ayra still has to accept the fact that she is just a paid wife who cannot have any rights over her husband, even with the bay in her womb.
"Sir, what am I really?"
Aiden looked at Ayra in confusion. What do you mean by Ayra's question. Aiden really does not understand, or maybe because he is a man who is less sensitive to women's feelings.
"You're my wife"
Ayra lowered her head, her hands clinging to each other on her lap. "I'm a paid wife to Master, so can I have any rights over Master?"
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Aiden looked at his wife who was so depressed. Yes, Aiden knows that this marriage has made Ayra included in the story of Aiden and Saqila. He has to be in a dilemma. "I'm sorry Ay, because I've kept you in this mess. Be patient Ay, I will try to give my best to you and Saqila"
Ayra was just silent, she indeed only needed to wait for fate to take her where. This life was a choice, and this was the life path he had chosen. So Ayra just needs to go through it without demanding much, like she's just a paid wife. There was no need to ask for more, because every time he wished then reality would bring him more pain than what he thought.
Ayra exhaled to calm herself down a bit. Then she looked up and looked at her husband with a sweet smile, a smile that was just to cover up any sadness that she was pensive about. "No papa sir, I understand my position. Please don't give me too much hope. Don't make me expect more of you, sir, because I know that in the end it will be the same. Nothing will change"
Aiden held both of Ayra's hands, he kissed the back of her hands several times. "Ay, give me some time. I too am in a difficult dilemma. I can't choose between the two of you"
Saqila is his wife and first love. While Ayra is the future mother of her child, the girl she marries on a covenant. But, as time went by the girl managed to make Aiden's heart waver. Everything she did was just to make her marriage peaceful. No more noise due to child problems. However, it turns out that everything is even more complicated after Aiden's heart changes. When Aiden's heart wavers.
Ayra smiled, she removed her hand from Aiden's grasp and gently stroked Aiden's shoulder. "Here, there's been too much burden. So don't add to your burden thinking of me. Let everything go according to God's destiny. Let's go as usual"
Ayra will return on the initial agreement. Sticking to that deal. If he had to leave Aiden after the baby was born. Let fate answer everything.
"But Baby..." Aiden felt increasingly unable to control his feelings. Just this time there was someone who understood the burden that Aiden had been carrying himself. Before, there was no. They just gave it all to Aiden. Pressuring him to be perfect in anything. Including taking care of his family's large company.
"Don't force you too much, we're just ordinary people. Let God arrange it"
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"Ayra is sick, for a few days I will sleep with her. Understand"
Saqila looked at Aiden, her heart not willing with it. But he can't continue to be selfish. In fact Saqila only fought in vain, he realized that Aiden's heart was no longer just his. Saqila is just trying to lie to her heart, she is just convincing herself that Aiden still loves her so much and only to her. But, in fact, it's not. Her heart still knew that her husband's heart was no longer hers.
"Whatever, anyways I have business out of town for these three days" Saqila melengos left Aiden who had not finished talking to her. Aiden immediately chased after his wife and held her hand.
"Why is Sa? You said you accepted all of this. But why are you doing this now?"
Saqila threw Aiden's hand in her hand. "Ikhlas you said? Just think Aiden, since when is there a willing wife in honey? I was just trying to be sincere because you said this was only until Ayra gave birth. But the more I get here, the more you notice Ayra than I do"
"So you're jealous of that?"
"Obviously I'm jealous. You're my husband!" saqila shouted
"Sa, calm yourself. Don't keep making me dizzy" Aiden ruffled his hair in frustration.
"Yes, I'll calm down. But please keep your promise to leave Ayra after the child is born"
Saqila went to her room, went inside the room and closed the door loudly. Aiden rubbed a rough face with all this. Leaving Ayra? He did not want to, his heart refused. Aiden was unwilling to leave the woman who had made him this comfortable.
"I can't leave him, I love him"
On the other hand, there was Ayra leaning against the door of the closed room. He heard clearly the husband and wife quarrel. His heart was still tight to hear it. Ayra has become the girl who corrupts other people's households. Ayra has destroyed the harmony of Aiden and Saqila. Her tears were dripping and flowing down her cheeks. His hand held his stomach and he slid to the floor.
"I'm sorry Mother Nak, Mother should have left you. Don't hate Mother yes"
Ayra's decision has been taken, just a few months to wait for the baby in the womb to be born. Let Ayra give up. Let Ayra give happiness to this fractured family. Ayra does not want to continue to be the source of problems between Aiden and Saqila. Ayra just wants to make herself useful to the person who has helped herself and her mother. If it wasn't for Aiden, maybe I'd still be working hard to pay for college.
"Good in your stomach until you are born. Forgive me, this is the best decision. Let Mother not feel guilty for having become a messengers of the harmony of those who have been good to Mother"
That's how Ayra invites her son to talk, hopefully her son can feel the sincerity of her affection. Let her understand that her mother was forced to choose this path for the good of everyone. Let her give up.
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