
Amanda really can't control her mind, though,he tried to go down the stairs and walk to the kitchen after that he opened the refrigerator and ate cucumbers in the closet.Amnada sat on the dining chair and leaned his head on the chair and calmed his mind.
"Mrs what happened? Does the lady need anything?" Melati asked, the new waiter working in their house.
"No need, please let me work."Amanda answered, opening her eyes, she kept trying to calm her mind.
"Relax Amanda, calm everything will be fine, this life will go on even if Aditia really leaves you." Amanda said she went back to drinking water in front of her.
Amanda had done nothing all day, even she had the housekeeper take care of her mother-in-law, not because she disrespected her anymore but she felt exhausted.
Amanda waited for Aditia until late at night but, she had not returned, everyone was asleep and the house was very quiet Amanda could not be closed in thinking about everything.
"Mas....I have to how, if I have to sincerely let go of you, why are you so good at covering up these lies." Amanda said she suddenly had tears back down.Amanda waited until dawn Aditia really did not come home tonight, even the man had dared not go home.
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Already this week Aditia did not go home, Amanda has really resigned maybe this is the best way for them to separate.
Before Amanda decides on her wish she goes back to investigating the woman who had already snatched her husband from her this time she is determined to catch them wet.
Amanda again waited for Aditia in the cafe sebrang office owned by her husband, she waited until her husband out of the office and it's true that it's still very day her husband was out of his office.
With Amanda shaking following her husband's car, fortunately at this time the road is not jammed maybe because it is still working hours so the road looks lonely.The body of Amanda is very shaky and her heart pounding imagining she met the woman of her husband's affair.
Aditia's car entered a simple housing, she was quite astonished to see this scene, what the woman was chasing from her husband, she said, while he just lives in a slum housing like this if Aditia wants it possible to buy even apartment she might be able to.Amanda continues to follow Aditia's car, he deliberately left far away so that Aditia does not suspect him,today he's leasing Avanza's car, because he doesn't want to fail again.
From a distance she saw her husband's car stopped at the end of the house, Amanda immediately accelerated the speed of her car she wanted what kind of woman had taken her husband.
Amanda opened the windshield, she saw Aditia waiting at the door, she was so shocked when she saw someone she seemed to recognize, she did not have time to see the woman's face because they both went straight in.
"From behind him like Salsa, it's impossible, it can't be Salsa, it can't happen." Amanda said, her heart was pounding, she closed the windshield again and cried in the car.
"Destroyed....My household has been destroyed, ten years of living a household life is now all ruined." Amanda said she kept crying, wanting her to enter the house but her heart could not accept all this reality.
Amanda took some pictures of her husband's cheating house she wanted Aditia to be honest and not evasive again when she showed Poto it later.After that she chose to leave the housing and return home, she said,her heart was not ready if she had to catch her husband with another woman and she chose silence.
Amanda sat on the edge of the bed, she re-imagined the woman who was with her husband, she felt the woman was very similar to Salsa but she was not sure.
"Salsa is impossible, oke I'll see Salsa tomorrow, I want to make sure of all this and I want to see who that woman is." Amanda.
Late in the afternoon, as Amanda and Renata were about to have dinner, her husband's car suddenly entered her trunk.
"Ma...Where have you been all this time, why not go home?" Asked Renata, Amanda took a heavy breath she actually did not want Renata to know about their problems but it was useless to cover it up as well because in the end maybe their marriage could not be saved anymore.
Aditia went inside the house, she approached the two of them as if there were no problems between the two of them.
"Darling, you're eating, have you learned?" Aditia asked Renata a little lazy to answer her papa questions she also knew that her papa now is not her old papa anymore.
"Ma...Renata went in first yes, Renata is still a lot of work." Renata said, he left his mom and dad and ignored his papa questions.
Aditia let out a long sigh, she also got up from her seat and went to her mother's room, she was worried Amanda ignored her mother since she was no longer like she used to be.Aditia opened the door of her mother's room, he saw his mother watching the soap opera.
"Ma...Have you eaten?" aditia asked, he sat on the edge of the bed staring at the face of his aging mother.
Her mother also looked indifferent to her, Addiia became upset because everyone no longer cared about her, she then moved from her mother's bed and chose to leave her mother.
When he had not reached the door his mother spoke and rebuked him.
"Once again mama tell you, many of you will be disappointed in this house, you only care about your lust for a moment, you will continue to support Amanda, you are outrageous Aditia, you will continue to support Amanda,I didn't think you'd crush your mother's hopes." Said Mama, her voice looks hoarse maybe holding back the cry in front of Aditia.
Aditia came out of her mother's room and closed the door again.After that she entered Amanda's room unfortunately she did not find Amanda in her room.
Aditia changes her clothes, and then she rushes to sleep she doesn't want to bother Amanda anymore,their relationship is getting more fractured he realized all that because of his own work and to end everything he has not been able.Addia felt he did not have to leave Salsa but to divorce Amanda he did not dare imagine.
"Whatever happens I don't want to be divorced with amanda, there's no way I'm leaving Amanda and my daughter, but to leave Salsa I can't bear to let alone Salsa now being pregnant with my child."
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