
"how dare you propose to my son! what do you have?! you have nothing! you are not equal to my son! your family is not like my family! my son is educated! whereas you? High School is not over! my son is also out of school! understand religion! my son should be with ustadz, kyai not you thugs! you have no treasure either! you are my son! to the point that he wants to be with you! of love? eat the love! " mr. Andriana got up from his chair and went into the room, once pausing for a while as his son spoke
"ayahhhh... hiks. father..he is not that bad father, Farhan has been converted, he wants to change father... "
"have to let your father calm himself, for son Farhan should want Farhan to go home first, later if the situation has improved I'm telling you again"
"yes ma'am I say goodbye, za... you do not cry, true what your father said I am not comparable to you, I do not deserve to be by your side, assalamu'alaikum"
"wa'alaikum hail warahmatullah... "
"Farhan.. don't go.. hiks... "
"we'll talk later if your father has calmed down, in fact, I'm also disappointed why you want to be the same rich thug he is, out there there are still many better men, more educated, more educated, also more understanding of religion than him, there are still many men who want to be your priest, why do you choose him son... why, you are a woman who is alim should have a level more than her, look at mother son, look. For your mother is like Fatimah who should get a figure like Ali... choose a lover who will accompany your afterlife, son.not only the world, but also the afterlife.
"heuuuu... hiks.
love him. I'm sure I can change him ma'am. I'm sure he can change ma'am. hiks... "
..... did I wrongly want to live with him? isn't he both your creatures, too, is he? is not in Islam also not looking at the degrees, right? am I wrong to take him on a better road? what is my wrong path? am I a bad boy now? I love Your one servant, O God, I want to be with him on the path that You are on. I love him, I love him....
instantly my gaze melted and blackened....
the night I woke up, I thought back to the incident this afternoon, what time is this astagfirullah? how long have I fainted? I missed the maghrib prayer! astagfirullah.I immediately took ablution water for prayer isya and changed the prayer maghrib, there I again sat down limp considering the events of the afternoon, my tears did not stop flowing, I wipe, I wipe, but instead wet my white face and flood it....
"God, I love him, I am sure he can change, I am sure he can be Your better servant, unite me with his O Allah, and my parents are also my family, I. I love her.... unite me with him, O Allah aamiin.. hiks.... heu... heu..
(Farhan where are you going? do not go there farhan in the dark, here I am, here hold my hand, I will take you to the light path, to the path that He diridhoi, we will both go to his paradise Farhan, we will both go to his paradise, you don't go there, not Farhan, here just like me...
but Farhan just turned his head he didn't say a word, he just stared at the path he was about to take without a single hint of light illuminating him, he was about to step! yes he will start his journey with one step of his foot...
Farhannnn.... DON'TNNNNN!!!)