Miracles,
Why should I?

Jymin did not understand.

Jymin was very confused by Aileen's change in attitude after she asked about Aileen's feelings for her. Aileen does not answer the appropriate questions, Aileen even wants to go to Mother's house. Aileen's change is very dramatic, Aileen's impression is indifferent and indifferent. As if Aileen was creating a great wall between them, Aileen did not want to be nearby. Undeniably, Jymin was not angry but Jymin thought this was a little fun, causing his own anxiety with the cold war that Aileen created.

Jymin had considered. Give permission or not to Aileen. But if Jymin prevents Aileen from going to Mother's house. It is certain that Aileen will be even more angry and upset with him. After giving permission, Aileen instead wanted to go in the escort only. But Jymin forced herself to go with Aileen, Jymin did not want anything to happen to Aileen. Jymin said it, right? Jymin will always protect Aileen.

Jymin looked at Aileen's back, walking behind Aileen while watching. Jymin did not want to muddy the atmosphere, so Jymin let Aileen calm down first by being alone so that Aileen's mind was clearer. Jymin didn't ask Aileen exactly why. Jymin just followed what Aileen was doing, as if there was a great sense of prestige making each other quiet.

Jymin realized that every step of their journey to Mother's house, there was a slight change in the place of her existence. This housing is a little closed, when in fact Jymin was using a car. But looking at the narrow alley, did not allow the car to enter. So they had to walk. Not far, just a few meters.

They kept quiet, silent. There is no harm in anyone wanting to open their voice. Aileen who instead avoids the gaze of Jymin, while Jymin still continues to pay attention to Aileen until they arrive at the door of Mother's house.

After the door opened, Mother Aileen smiled at the arrival of Aileen and Jymin. Aileen immediately ran into her room, without saying anything to say hello to her mother.

It's not usually Aileen like that.

Mother Aileen and Jymin were simultaneously staring at Aileen who was running, until they were made to jerk slightly as Aileen closed the door of her room brutally and heard a loud locking sound. There was no intention from the two, to rush after Aileen. They think Aileen needs to be alone. Mother Aileen—Birai, turning to the tall figure in front of her, Jymin immediately felt uneasy as she looked at the confused gaze of her in-laws.

“What's up? Why with Aileen, is there a problem.”

Birai spoke anxiously but still with a soft voice, because Birai certainly appreciated Jymin, his daughter-in-law.

Jymin exhaled slowly, still trying to calm down. A little awkward atmosphere created with his in-laws. Perhaps this is the effect of Jymin who rarely met Mother Aileen. “Nothing Mother, we're fine. Aileen is a little sensitive these few days.” Jymin explained slowly. Jymin alone was confused by Aileen's attitude like that. Aileen mood is very easy to change.

Birai smiled faintly at her daughter-in-law's explanation. Although they rarely meet, Birai knows exactly how Jymin behaves. Jymin was an understanding and gentle man, so Birai had not the slightest negative thoughts about her daughter-in-law. Birai looked at Jymin's bead, clearly visible in the twinkle of the eye, if Jymin was so in love with Aileen. “Pardon Aileen's still-childish nature. Mother is not out of thought with the child, her childhood attitude is still not changed. Oh, yes Mother is very surprised by your arrival. Aileen didn't tell Mommy just yet. ”

Birai closed the main door after letting Jymin in. Jymin looked at Birai with an uneasy smile. “Sorry Mother. Jymin these few days are busy once.”

Jymin walked awkwardly following Mother Aileen, it seemed like her direction would be on the kitchen table. Birai drew her warm smile as she turned to look at Jymin who was following her from behind. Thinking of melting the atmosphere a little awkward, Birai then diverted the conversation.

“Have lunch? Mommy just finished cooking. Let's eat first, you like fried rice right, son?”

Jymin had a conversation as soon as she heard that word. Of course, what Mother Aileen said was one of her favorite foods. However, Jymin who felt bad, Jymin immediately refused.

“No, Thank you. Jy--.”

“Hey, don't hesitate like that. Rarely do you go to Mother's house. Mommy wants to talk a lot with this daughter-in-law of Mommy.” Birai interjected with a smile and slightly raised eyebrows.

So nervous. How not, Jymin is not very familiar with the Aileen family. They had only met a few times, it could even be counted with fingers. This was also the first time, Jymin had eaten together. Since marrying Aileen, Jymin just stopped by for a while without doing anything, Jymin immediately moved Aileen to her house. Of course, Jymin was a little surprised by Birai who knew her favorite food. Did Aileen say that? I don't know.

Incidentally, Birai cooks quite a lot. Because before the arrival of Jymin and Aileen. Arach—his husband called him and said he was coming home from the US, Arach had finished his work there. Waiting for her husband to come home, Birai invited her to eat together and chat.

“Aileen how?”

Jymin asked as it felt bad to sit in front of a table full of dishes without knowing how Aileen was doing now. Jymin was still standing beside the chair, staring at Birai who was preparing her favorite food into the plate.

Birai only smiled sincerely, while looking at Jymin who was still confused. Birai put food and drinks near Jymin. Birai sat in a chair directly opposite Jymin. Birai looked up, then chuckled a little.

“Why is it still standing? Come sit down and eat. This is special for you. Don't think about Aileen, surely Aileen will go on a hunger strike this time. Aileen was like that, if something were to bother her then surely the child had no appetite for anything. It will improve again.”

Jymin smiled awkwardly hearing that, half-heartedly. Jymin occupied her seat and looked for the most comfortable position. The awkwardness between her in-laws is increasingly apparent. Jymin nodded faintly, as Birai told her to eat immediately, even giving her a spoon. Jymin received the spoon with an uneasy heart, it seemed like Jymin had to come here often, so that this awkwardness did not kill him. His space seemed to be very limited.

Jymin immediately tried to taste the food of Mother Aileen. It's yummy! Jymin had never tasted such good food. Usually, Jymin would buy food outside if he was hungry. Even though Aileen was at home, Jymin never told Aileen to cook or just eat together, Jymin always avoided if the meal would arrive. I don't know, Jymin doesn't feel right. Aileen was not worried, even Aileen had never asked him, had eaten or not. Jymin never felt that Aileen did not care about him or was angry, she thought she really deserved such treatment.

Jymin stopped her chewing, then hesitantly looked up at Birai who was still watching her with a smile. Looking at that face, Jymin became guilty. Wasn't Birai angry with her? After what he had done to Aileen. Why does everything feel fine, even Birai treats it gently. Jymin took a slow breath. “Mother, Jymin apologize. Jymin had not been able to please Aileen. Jymin is failing to be a husband. Sorry Mother, Jymin made so many mistakes.”

Mother Aileen threw her pure smile. As a parent, Birai could not interfere in the household affairs of his son, Birai thought they were both adults. So it was necessary, they solved the problem well. “Mother is only worried about your household, you have split up. Mother does not want to interfere with your problems. Aileen never told Mother. Aileen just said miss Mother and stay here. Mother thinks Aileen is only a few days away and you'll pick up Aileen here. But after seeing Aileen who was crying in her room. Mother has guessed you have a problem.”

Birai paused his words, taking a deep breath while looking at Jymin who was so serious about hearing his explanation. “Mother's message, solve that problem with adults yes Son. Mommy is happy to see you guys back together.”

Jymin was so unable to describe the atmosphere created. Jymin could feel how sad Birai was with her son. It's all his fault, Jymin started it. Jymin made a big mistake on Aileen, Jymin knew, she deserved to be hated by Aileen. Despite a thousand apologies, Jymin thought Aileen would not be able to forgive him. “Aileen is the only one on the side of Jymin, Mommy. Jymin will protect and guard Aileen no matter what. Jymin will fix this problem. Mother, don't hate Jymin well.”

***

Jymin still tried more than three times. Jymin let out a tired breath, Jymin thought Aileen would not open the door for him. Jymin finally gave up. Jymin glimpsed at the long enough sofa beside her, did she have to sleep on that sofa tonight? Ah, Jymin seems to have to sleep there. Jymin with lethargic steps walked towards the sofa. Hopefully, Mother Aileen did not see him sleeping outside. Jymin did not want to, Mother Aileen thought strangely again.

On the other hand, in the room. Aileen covered her ears, preventing Jymin's voice from being heard. Aileen further closed her body with a blanket, even her body was completely covered with a thick blanket. Slowly, Aileen removed her hand from the ear. Aileen did not understand herself. Aileen can't love Jymin anymore, there's something so disturbing. Aileen hesitates to love Jymin again. Aileen didn't want to hurt anyone. Aileen could not help her fear so much. Aileen was confused, she did not dare to tell anyone. Aileen didn't want to see the people closest to her worry. Aileen was determined, only she could feel.

Aileen flicked away the blanket covering her body, when she heard the ringing of her mobile phone vibrating on the nightstand. Aileen turned to the phone, then reached for the phone. When the phone screen opened, Aileen found a message with a familiar number. Someone who was so dear to Aileen, as her brother.

[Do you understand enough of what I'm saying?]

Aileen was silent reading the message. Aileen had no intention of retaliating. I don't know, now Aileen still looks doubtful about what Seo said about Jymin. Doubt, should I believe it or not? Unbeknownst to Jymin, Aileen calls Seo a lot. Although Seo initially contacted. As a result of Jymin's actions towards her, Aileen's wiggle room is no longer free, meeting Seo alone is difficult.

Aileen's lips spontaneously let out a sigh while holding onto her stomach. Pain, his stomach hurts so much. This must have been caused, Aileen had not eaten anything since. Even Aileen did not say hello to her mother, but Aileen was so missed by her Mother. Slowly, Aileen got up from her bed, walking in slow steps towards the door while holding onto her aching stomach. Aileen confirmed for a moment that Jymin was not at her door. Aileen breathed a sigh of relief, Jymin's voice was gone.

Aileen opened the door. His eyes immediately turned toward Jymin who was asleep curled up like a baby on the sofa. Aileen knew, it must be very cold to sleep outside like this. Moreover, heavy rain still sounded out there. Aileen was not too worried about it, her steps were immediately directed towards the kitchen. Before that, Aileen circled the entire house, looking so quiet. How not, it's midnight. Aileen drowned in the fridge, checking the contents and hoping for food. Aileen breathed a sigh of relief, it's okay if tonight Aileen just ate an apple.

Aileen picked up the apple, then closed the fridge again.

“Aileen ..”

Like being electrocuted, Aileen stiffened. When I heard Jymin's voice calling to me. Without looking back Aileen ran away from Jymin. Aileen knew, Jymin chased after her until something touched her shoulder, making Aileen surprised instead of playing. And without prediction, the apple in his hand fell and hit his big toe. Aileen spontaneously slightly bent over, holding her slightly painful leg.

Jymin, who saw that, leaned over and slipped her hands around Aileen's legs and back. Aileen squealed with that action until the reflexes held onto Jymin's neck. Jymin was riding Aileen bridal style, sitting Aileen on the edge of the dining table. Aileen restrained her screeches, and accidentally grabbed Jymin's shoulders.

Aileen's body became frozen like a statue. Seeing Jymin's serious gaze that was so domineering that it made Aileen release her hands from both of Jymin's shoulders with a look down. Aileen is currently so unable to look at Jymin.

Jymin held Aileen's hand, setting Aileen's hand in its original position. Jymin's eyes looked at Aileen so intimidating. “Why did you run when I called you?”

Aileen shook her head weakly. Aileen actually could not stand Jymin's attitude like this, Jymin's gentle demeanor was so torturing to her. Aileen was eager to let go of the hand that Jymin held so tightly, but Aileen was so powerless to rebel. Aileen tired. “I don't run.”

Jymin let out a long sigh, looking at Aileen's face that kept looking down. Like not wanting to look at him in the slightest. “If I walk towards you, you should also do it.”

Aileen closed her eyes for a moment. Aileen is eager to be free of this support. But seeing Jymin who was so locked up with Jymin's hands made Aileen unable to avoid. Slowly, Jymin's hand pushed aside Aileen's hair, covering Aileen's pretty face, until Jymin's hand moved towards Aileen's chin, making Aileen look up, looking at Jymin completely. Only him. “Hey, did I misspoke? Did I make a mistake with you? Let's say, don't confuse me like this.”

Aileen felt her heart throb, her chest was so painful that something was pressing against her breastbone that it felt like the oxygen around her was disappearing. Very tight, very hard to breathe. Aileen tried hard not to cry in front of Jymin who was looking at her asking for an explanation. Jymin could feel something strange with Aileen, even Aileen's hand that she still held caused a sensation that Jymin did not understand.

“Where does your mind go Aileen, why are your hands shaking?”

Aileen tightened her eyes for a moment, lashing out at the tightness in her heart. Unknowingly, her tears darted down her cheeks despite being all her might not to cry. “I want to live quietly. Can I be with you all the time? Can I still see you and touch you like this? Can I live any longer, Jy-min?”

Jymin's heart was immediately sliced to see Aileen who was like this. The worry hit his chest so strongly. Jymin couldn't see Aileen's sadness. What happened to Aileen?

“Why are you saying useless things? Stop thinking about anything weird, it's not going to happen. I make sure it never happens. I'll protect you Aileen, always.”

Aileen shook her head weakly, while banging on Jymin's chest. Aileen's eyes were endlessly shedding tears. “Stop pretending everything's fine. You really don't understand or pretend Jymin. What are you hiding from me?”

Aileen's punch on her chest that actually did not hurt, made Jymin immediately take the hand, grasping Aileen's fingers tightly. Aileen will only spend energy, especially Jymin knew Aileen did not eat anything earlier, Jymin became worried if Aileen would get sick. “No, I'm not hiding anything, Aileen. Sorry, I really didn't mean to hurt your feelings. Don't think too much, you can have a headache.”

“Why should I? You're making my life difficult. Being with you tormented me.”

Aileen's rambunctious words made Jymin spontaneously close her eyes while scooping up as much air supply as possible to fill her suddenly narrowed lungs. Really, it hurts so much in his heart.

“Sorry, I can't help it, which is why there's so much I want to do with you. I'm sorry, if all my treatment is a burden to you. I'll do whatever I can, I try what's on your mind it'll never happen.”

Aileen still continued to shake weakly. He can't. Aileen did not believe Jymin's words. It would even make matters even bigger, Aileen would not hurt anyone just because of it. Aileen who was limp, and not powered make Aileen finally fall asleep in Jymin's chest. Jymin exhaled her breath, Jymin's hand moved gently stroking Aileen's head. Was it because of this that Aileen's attitude changed to him, Aileen felt such an excessive fear. This is why, Jymin shouldn't have dragged Aileen into his troubles.

“I'm sorry for making you cry Aileen, I'm sorry.”

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