me and my foster niece
candidness

Tightness in the chest when stepping home from the mall at this time. So I forgot that my goal was to go to the mall to buy into my office supplies. I ask permission to Mr. Heru to go home early today because I can not face the reality at this time.

" Assalamualaikum sir Heru." Call me

" Waalaikumsalam buk Tya.."

" I'm sorry sir mukin today I came home rather quickly because there is an urgent need at home. sorry in advance sir...? My word

" Yes not what buk Tya. understand the first day of mucin work needs adjustment at home. I understand it." said Mr. Heru.

" Thank you sir..." My vow

" Both buk Tya." reply Heru sir.

The journey from the mall to home only spent about 35 minutes using the car at a fairly fast speed because the heart was too sick . I got home to Reno who was playing with Inah in the tv room . I hugged Reno comfortably to relieve the tightness in the chest.

" Mother's been reworked?" Reno Speech

"Happy... Mother came home quickly today because she missed her mother's child. "i put Reno's nose on with a smile..

" Make me to the room first yes bik. tipped Renonya. "my word to bik Inah who again took the toy Reno in the toy box..

"Yes buk please nak Reno is good to play here because it was just ready to eat was buk. "said bik Inah.

" Good la bik thanks ya. "my word.

While stepping into my room and opening the door of my room threw my body into a king-size mattress where it mingled with my husband. My disappointment keeps my tears from rising out of my eyes until I cry. Let me cry today.. I will not leave these tears for tomorrow because it is in vain my tears flow only for the betrayal of my husband.

I didn't feel like I was asleep until 7pm when I woke up to a knock on the door in my room..

Tok..

I opened the door and I saw Rizal standing in front of the door of the room that I accidentally locked from the inside because no one wanted to see my current condition..

" Why don't you welcome the deck to work?" Mas Rizal said to me

" I'm sorry I overslept earlier. "answer me sniffly.

" Tu then mas say need to work.this example you have forgotten to welcome mas home from work. "his protest on me.

" Oo." I said briefly..

I deliberately answered carefully so that he knew at this time I was not wanting to talk to him.

" Why are you decking? Just the first time your work has been like this mas.." asked mas Rizal

" What do you know when you don't tell me?" Her word

" I want honesty" I said

" What do you mean deck? What honesty do you want, right?"  Said Rizal to me

" Who is he....?" My word

" Who's deck? Who do you mean deck?" His words were somewhat doubtful

" What did I see at the mall this afternoon? Who her? ".. my lick to him

" Which deck when to go to the mall? Wrongly see the person you mukin deck. mas in the office this afternoon deck. "his words nervously.

" Already la mas do not you have to lie to me mas, I've seen all her..who is she? To be honest, mas..

I hold back my emotions because if I force to get angry, these tears are dripping back.I don't want to let out these tears again..

"In diaa Mira dek. mas friends. "me her..

" Mira...? A friend..? Mesra kali ya mas Klu friends join hands like that..?" Push me..

" Mm... Actually he's my lover deck. " said mas Rizal.

Degh finally admitted his betrayal to me. My chest tightness when he recognized the woman as his lover.. but the truth is I still have to hold all my emotions for my son Reno... SB Reno was a kid and had to have a father..

" What is mas...? Your lover? So I am what are you mas..? Why do you have to be like this? What is my fault mas...???. we have 4 years of household and have children but why mas? Whyyy???

" I'm sorry mas khilaf deck .. mas won't see her again deck. mas promise..." Pinta..

" It's easy mas. mas talk khilaf .. but for now I see if it's true that I didn't meet the woman.. if you get caught meeting that woman, make no mistake, I'm a mas.." threaten me..

"Yes dek. mas promise." Rizal promised me.

Drrrttt drrttt drrttt I heard Rizal's cell phone sound but not in his lift. I went to the kitchen to fill my middle stomach because I belom dinner.I saw Reno was asleep and buk Inah was in her room. I ate rice and side dishes cooked in Inah's book while looking after Reno this morning.. mas Rizal came to the kitchen to eat me see he has cleaned his body and I remain silent a thousand languages. let him take his own needs.. I was too lazy to eat food as usual. Ready I eat me directly to the room while sitting on the edge of the mattress opening my laptop. Tomorrow I have to meet the first client in my current project. I studied every word and remembered the number of numbers I was going to bargain with my client tomorrow. Rizal's mobile phone rang on my bedside nightstand.I lyrics on the phone screen mas Rizal there is the name "Mira" hufftt heartache I see the phone.. want to think I throw the phone from the height of the top of Monas, Klu can with the phone and who have a cell phone all you want me to throw from the top of Monas..

Rizal's glasses kept ringing making me dizzy and not concentrating on studying the documents on my laptop. Rizal finally went into the room nervously took his phone that rang continuously..

" Why don't you pick up your phone?? Ringing constantly dizzy I hear it so I can not work my work from earlier.." ucapa I ketus.

" I'm sorry the deck will lift. mas out first the deck." he said.