May My Soul be You
Part 89 Regret
It was as if the little girl was lying weakly on the hospital bed...
Even without makeup on her face, she even looks so beautiful!
Natural, that is my wife.
Sorry dear, I failed to take care of you and baby 😢
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"Honey" stroking his wife's cheeks and glazed eyes²...
"Yes, why so sad? I'm fine² only mas"
"I'm sorry dear, it's all a mistake mas" tears began to flow down her cheeks...
"Why mas? what's the matter exactly? I'm fine² right, and our son how mas??" start to get confused and panic...
"Yuna calm down, don't think too much" said Mama...
"But my son-in-law is fine², right ma? mas?? answer me"
"I'm sorry, you miscarried dear" my husband said...
"No.. It can't be mas, you're lying right??" tears can no longer be held...
"It's true baby, I've failed to take care of you" full of regrets...
"I failed to take care of my son, I was careless.I'm not a good mama candidate" continued to blame himself...
"Dear, don't blame yourself that way. Mas yqng wrong, mas failed to take care of our wife and future children"
"Mas, our son..baby is no longer in my stomach" cried as soon as possible...
"Relax baby, don't be like this." getting hit.
"Mas, our son" hiks....
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The regret continues...
The two married couples continue to blame themselves each²..
Tears keep coming out, non-stop²
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"Mas, are you mad at me?" eyes are still puffy...
"Hey, you should be the one who is angry at this mas of yours, because you can't be a good papa candidate"
"But mas, if I'm more careful² surely this will not happen" gloomy face...
"Here dear, this is all God's will" cup.a warm kiss landed on the little girl's forehead...
"I'm afraid you're disappointed in me mas" looks so sad...
"Honey, this is all set the same above. the child is a deposit, maybe God feels we have not deserved to keep the title so God took it first" trying to calm down even though it is in fact oversized...
"Yes, I'll try to do better"
"Dear, yes, you have rested"
"Yes" began to smile...
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They also rested in the room, now Yuna was asleep in the arms of her husband...
As ordinary people, we just need time to accept all of this...
In the end, it is better than continuing to fall in sorrow and regret.
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The clock shows at 17:24 I woke up from my sleep.
I see my husband still holding my stomach, I can't bear to wake him up.
I'm sorry dear, because² is in² I have to lose our future child. I hope you're not disappointed and not mad at me, you love you so much...Yuna spoke in her heart.
Before long, Erick woke up from his sleep...
"Hmmm, baby's up" blinked his eyes...
"It's over" smiling...
"Are you better now?" said husband...
"Yes, I've been able to accept all this reality"
"Thank God, one day God willing if the almighty willed surely we will be given another titan" smiled with relief...
"Yes, I want to go home"
"Dear, I'll call the doctor first"
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"How doc, can my wife go home?"
"May sir, and you should be more careful² Yuna" said Dr. Rican...
"Yes my doc will be more careful²" I said politely...
"Good ma'am, then I'm sorry"
"Ehm doc.." half yelling...
"Yes mom, can I help you?"
"Hmm can I have another doc?" hopefully the answer is "can"
"According to medical you can contain again, but it all depends on the creator" explained Dr. Rican...
"All right doc, thank you" I said briefly...
"Sama² buk" left the room.
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"Mas, I wish I could get pregnant again huh"
"Yes dear, the most important thing is you have to take care of your health" said mas Erick gently...
"Yes mas"
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Finally my husband and I went home to my mother, Ratih, at 18:20 we arrived home.
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