
Maira looked at the man in front of her, the woman was waiting for a definite answer from her husband . While the husband was just silent never answered .
Until finally the husband approached her and hugged her while crying .
" I'm sorry ..sorry I can't take care of you ..sorry .." said Zaidan shed tears . Maira could feel her shoulders wet with tears .
" Where is my baby ..." lirih maira still does not understand what Zaidan is talking about.
" Ikhlas kan dear ..ikhlas kan he went ..." said Zaidan let go of his embrace and looked at the face of maira in .
" It's my fault .." lirih maira held back tears and then the woman threw away her face and turned her back on Zaidan . The woman's heart ached to accept the harsh reality she was unable to accept .
" dear .." lirih Zaidan was sad to see the wife who was so sad to say nothing .
" I want to be alone mas ..." said Maira in a trembling voice ...
Without saying anything Zaidan went to leave maira alone he knew the wife needed time...
" I'm sorry my mommy is not a good mom . Mother is unable to take care of you .. careless mother ..dumb mother ..If the mother did not run earlier maybe you still remain in the mother's womb ...forgive me for making you go before you see this world ...."
" Every day mother always imagine your face ..many hands your face looks like mother but now the wishful thinking will not be realized because of the carelessness of mother .Forgive me son I'm sorry mom ..". said maira in the middle of her crying . The woman was really sorry if she hadn't run away then maybe she could still hear her son calling her mother .
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Meanwhile, Zaina and Zaila had just arrived at the hospital and headed straight for the room where Maira was being treated . But before they saw the condition of Maira Zaila first faced with the condition of the brother who looked very frustrated .
The man's hair looked messy, while his face was lowered, both of the man's hands were holding his head .
Zaila sighed then walked over to her beloved sister .
" Br ..." Sapa Zaila made Zaidan turn his gaze to look at Zaila .
Zaidan just smiled bitterly he did not want to look sad in front of his beloved sister.
" Gpp's sister, right .?" asked Zaila worried about seeing the condition of her sister .
" Why are you here the same as who ?" ask Zaidan who still does not know the whereabouts of Zain.
" Mas .." greeting zai who made zaidan immediately gave a look of dislike to the man who just greeted him .
" What's Loe doing here ?" ask Zaidan ketus .
" Go ...loe has no right to know the state of my wife . because of the loe that has caused my son to go for his long time . Loe has no right here pura to worry about the situation of Maira ...Because in fact, the loe that has hurt Maira . " cried Zaidan clutching the collar of Zain's clothes.
" Sepasin kak this is not the fault of Mas zain ...Maira fell because of her slippery floor . "say Zaila defended her husband's hand the girl held the hand of Zaidan who clutched the collar of zain's shirt.
" What is not wrong zain .. it is clear that Maira fell because of her pursuit . " zaidan said emotionally but the man obeyed Zaila's words and released his grip on the collar of zain's shirt.
" If you think like that, maybe I am the most guilty because Maira's brother is experiencing all this because it helps me solve my problems and mas zain. I asked her to help me. "lirih zaila lowered her head feeling guilty for making Maira experience this .
" No deck ... This is wrong Mas .. This problem starts from mas . so if there are people who deserve to be wrong, right is mas deck you do not have anything wrong so do not blame yourself . "said Zain sad eyes look at Zaidan with regret . Zaidan who got that look could only throw his face away .
" Mas .. May I see Maira for a moment, I want to know the circumstances . " said zain asking permission zaidan .
" Maira wants to be alone ..but if you want to see her come in please her .He was devastated . "saidan said his sad eyes staring straight at the hospital park that looked deserted .
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And this is where he ..zain looked at someone who was turning his back on the door of someone who was currently lying facing the window in front of him with a blank look.
" Maira ..." soft zain pangil .
Maira knew who called her that Iq memorized very well with a voice that she had often heard since she was a child . But the woman did not want to return her body to face the man in because the woman's heart was still very injured for the loss of the baby that she wanted her presence .
" excuse me, Ra ..mas, who is guilty of what happened to you . "said zain walked up to Maira and stroked her sister's shoulder .
" Forget it ...What is important is that the child is not why napa even though my child is a victim of egoism mas . Maira wants to be alone mas ..so Please leave maira alone .And the matter of forgiving honestly Maira has not been able to forgive ...Maira needs time for that." said Maira sudu .
"Is it that hard for you to forgive me Ra ..?" ask Zain
" Maira had been waiting for her presence mas ..even maira had imagined her . Maira wants to hug her . Heard her calling maira mother but ..now all it will just be wishful thinking .. and mas know what the cause is ....So do not force maira to forgive mas now because ..it is not easy for maira to do that . Maira will forgive mas ...But Maira needs time ..So maira please come out ...and do not appear before maira before maira forgive mas , because every time Maira see the face of Mas ...guilt also arises . Maira was very hurt about it . " said Maira in the midst of her crying .
zain glazed through the glass heard the word that came out of his sister's mouth . The man's heart was wounded by the words that his sister said . But he also could not scold his sister because after all his sister was the most injured among everyone .
" If so Mas go ra ...and may you get well soon ..be it physical or your heart ." said Zain died Maira herself .
Maira who heard the steps of someone who began to stay away from her immediately turned her body and looked at her brother's back .
" I'm sorry Maira mas .. sorry because Maira has not been able to forgive Mas . "lirih Maira