MARRYING DOWN THE BED?
15. Straighten Up Mistakes

Not yet, Evita still doesn't want to finish...

"Then why did bang Hari still choose me who was clearly judged as skewed by them and bang Hari had heard that from them?

Just busying myself with my own world? Busy myself with my own world. I just found out. I've never heard of it."

Realizing this was so risky that he could pull back, I hope I don't have to make Evita that way or turn me around.

But indeed I already felt the need to start now, offending this to Evita.

Because I want him to 'intrope' in this thing. So that later this could be useful for him in determining how to take a step after he went through a new relationship actually with me.

That's exactly what I have in mind...

As for the inside he asked that last question earlier, it actually made this girl's expression seem more firm and fragile.

That's because I just made him implied offended to hear the discussion that I immediately revealed like that before him. And now this girl seems to be so heavy-handed because of it.

So obviously I am on Evita's question at once more to explain out what she needs to know, again, about my current feelings or thoughts towards her, about her,

"That's just a judgment, Evita. It has nothing to do with how I feel about you.

I like you, I like Sapphira too, Lydia.but my love and interest in you is not at all following or based on what other people say or judge you.

I'm not careless in choosing you. Considering and deciding not to make a choice with you to Sapphira or any other woman, I took with me my responsibilities to your late sister, my children, my parents.

So, eliminate that, if indeed in your perception you think I ignore their judgments. Purely in my choosing you I follow my heart. And of course also follow that new belief. My belief in you that I will be able to do it, live my second marriage, be with you as my new companion."

Confidence that I sorted on the pattern of falling in love at first sight: 1x meet if it is directly like, yes like.

1x see Evita if indeed I immediately feel confident towards him, okay sure.

For a moment Evita was silent to digest, pondering.

Next choose to silence.

He glanced towards it, at some small children were about to play kites that had entered the entrance gate of the park where we were currently.

The field is still in the RPTRA Playground, the park is not far from our hotel. This is a public park quite spacious and when we first came was lonely.

Evita who proposed to chat here, refused my proposal to speak at one of the cafes around the hotel. Then I myself chose a place for us to sit around, on a set of bench tables made of concrete cement both the rectangular table and the stool, too, 4 Long-sided stands facing the table.

Seriously dividing the attention with her head turned to avoid my existence, this girl noticed lingering towards the boys playing there.

60 Seconds to 2 minutes and so on, a long pause that I deliberately let alone while I occasionally look at what he saw, more see him across my seat.

Till,

"How many activities that I follow and keep me busy every time is actually commented negatively. And it's not just a judgment without quotes. It contains a critic element. Harsh criticism. Spicy criticism veiled.

Butwhy? Why should I be commented on like that?

Ever since I was a teenager, the world knows very well that I have been active. Until now it is still, joining in this activity - it is, this club - it is, social activities in and out of the work environment...

Food Day, Sport Day, Bazzar, charities, alma mater organizations, community seminars, community outreach, this, that, volunteer every once in a while. I've been instead busy myself being weird-aneeh!"

Maybe from the anger that he had pendam it was that triggered Evita suddenly then voiced, more heard as a line of nagging sentences.

Because in talking, he still turned his head to look at the little boys on the field there.

But okay, understand... In my heart I nodded. So it seems. Evita has a strong reason why she has been so withdrawn from the family and that reason has been revealed clearly now.

I can understand now, immediately awakened to the error.

I have indeed all this time even participated in tasting Evita's skew, judging the same as what their other judgment words, now like it has been met with the bright spot.

Clarity is an explanation like enlightenment, directly from the person.

And it turns out I was all this time? Just a mistake. Overvalue it seems.

Then how to correct your mistake, Primary Day?

What do you have to do?

Resetting my thinking.

But first I have to treat Evita's lapse. Resetting his feelings. It's not wrong to comfort this girl at least with me moving up and up...

Evita automatically returned attention to me as soon as she saw me standing from the bench, swinging 2 long steps just in front of him and, not to be surprised he was a little surprised to receive the presence of the breath sitting me on the side of his seat.

Obstructing the view from earlier this girl to the middle of the field there.obstructed by the proximity of my face that turned to face her face turned her head.

The first time the two sat side by side like this with the sides of the hips and thighs almost met, a soft fragrance of Evita perfume that immediately filled my smell, neither I nor Evita for a moment looked at each other with close eyes without wanting to make a sound.

The two locked eyes.

Under the sight of my eyes I could catch a movement as if Evita's lips were about to form a smile. I looked down and found nothing. Finally, while raising my eyes again, I chose to first review the smile before Evita.

"It looks like me and the others should apologize to you... Representing them, will you forgive me and them for the skewed presumption on you all along that even I did?"

Unmindful can no longer hold the shape of the lips that were already wanted to be shown, Evita also returned my smile.

"Bang Hari too?" The question was plain-pitched as innocent as her inattentive look at me.

Threshold melts. Thank goodness Evita gave a good response even though I felt she was still impressed bad mood.

I nodded gently, "I am too. Be honest. Same with them."

"Ohh... Yeah, that's okay." Response meansreally.

"Not what? Sure?"

"Yes. Just forget it."

"You hurt to be called that?"

"Little bit. I am not intentionally distancing myself from my family. Maybe this is a call of the heart, I really like to busy myself out there, in every one of my activities. Even if I spend a lot of time that should be free time, I'm always happy to do that and really enjoy it."

"I understand now."

"I'm sorry that I'm actually disappointing Hari because all this time I was impressed to never want to familiarize myself with my brother, like my sister Lydia and Sapphira to my brother. If this one, I'll realize it."

"Absolutely not disappointing. Instead Evita, you were very effective. Charming and charming. Daan, I want to be honest again, I have to admit this presumptuously. Because you are so charming and enchanting. Have you..."