
Confused is certain, and rest assured. That not only Zico has ever experienced that. Yes, love two people at the same time, someone must have felt it. Differences, though, some follow their heart to try to bind their new loved ones so that they emerge as treachery or seek all means to remove the new taste and cultivate the long-present sense of being faded.
"Kalo lo still love him, fight! not even looking for a replacement"
"Lo says love is with her, but if you're even khyianatin she kek gini"
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"Fuckin' Arrggghhh, I don't betray Kia" cried Zico frustrated.
"Gue still loves him, but he's the one who always ignores me"
Feeling neglected without knowing what kind of effort Kia received herself, which even just a few days known. To gain Kia's trust isn't easy at the moment, but either if she was present while Ares was still around, maybe the story would be different.
.
.
Forgetting the person we love the most is not easy, nor is his passing something we expect. No one wants to be abandoned by the person they love.
"Indonesia I'm back" said a girl who was none other than Kia, she was on a plane.
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After traveling for hours, Kia had now arrived at the Wijaya family residence.
"Ah dear mama actually misses you son" Aza welcomed her beloved daughter with a warm embrace.
"Adek also misses Mama" Kia replies to the embrace of the Mama is no less tight.
Before long the view turned to the beautiful woman who was beside her mother.
"Mommy, Adek misses mommy" Kia turns into the arms of the mommy.
"Mommy is also kangen love you" Revani, who is the wife of Affandra embraced Kia no less tightly.
That's how they let go of longing, and let Kia rest.
...*******...
Along the way to the house of her loved ones, Kia just looked out of the window of her car.
This time he was not allowed to go alone, but instead was ushered in by his personal driver. The driver was directly selected by Ares.
A few minutes later, the car stopped around the cemetery.
"Eh yes Mang. Mamang just wait here just let Kia go alone" reply Kia.
"Well, non" replied Mang Dayat.
.
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"Assalamualaikum, dear" said Kia.
Back when Ares was still around, Kia very rarely called Ares 'honey. Unlike Ares who almost every second called him 'honey.
"How are you?"
"You're good, aren't you?"
"I'm sorry I just came back" Kia stroked the gravestone.
"I miss you so much. If you were still around, it would be fitting for me to graduate tomorrow you are present, right?"
"That's the college of our dreams first, and I graduated with the best grades"
"Why aren't you here, I just wanted to say thank you"
"I know, you don't like it the most when I say thank you, do you? but I'm still gonna say that"
Kia took a long breath.
"Darling, thank you for ever being in my life. Thank you for always being there for me, thank you for always being the reason for me to smile, thank you for teaching me how it feels to love and be loved, too, thank you for making me know what is the name of dating, thank you for love with me until you close your eyes....
"Thank you for everything you've ever done for me, and I'm sorry I haven't been able to pay for it yet but you're gone. I'm sorry I was the last person to know you were sick, baby"
No tears came out of the girl's eyes.
But believe me, when in saying that sentence actually his chest felt very tight .
However, he was trying to control his heart so as not to be as fragile as before. Two years he arranged his heart so as not to be fragile, two years and a tried to make Ares as his encouragement not his weakness.
But, four years after the departure of Ares, he is still not able to erase everything about Ares.
.....
To be continue