Love Me

Love Me
Episode 155's


On the way to his house the doctor axel did not stop shedding his tears. Lying if the handsome man does not feel lost will the departure of his daughter. Lie if the man is not sad and crying. Because seikhlas and whatever she accepts, the axel doctor remains an ordinary human who will cry if he loses the person he loves so much.


“Yes lord..” Doctor axel's murmur reduced the speed of his car.


Suddenly the shadow of a mortal smile loomed over him. Not wanting anything bad to happen, the axel doctor stopped his car on the side of the road that was quite quiet.


Doctor axel sighed. Everything feels so heavy. Doctor Axel wants fani to always be with him. But on the other hand the axel doctor did not want his daughter to continue to feel pain. Fani has suffered enough because of her illness. And fani has also suffered enough to expect affection from his biological mother.


“Nak.. Forgive papah.. Papah can't be happy with you.” Doctor axel cried.


Now the suffering of the human has disappeared. But along with that, Axel's doctor felt half of his life was gone. Doctor Axel also felt failed because he did not manage to cure his daughter until finally had to give up the situation.


“Yes god.. Give the most beautiful place to the daughter of the servant of God.. Servant loves him very much. Servant loves him very much. Forgive me for not making him happy. Forgive me for not being able to take good care of him.” Lirih doctor axel sobbed.


Doctor Axel held his breath with both eyes closed then exhaled violently. If time could be repeated again axel doctor will surely confess who he was to the mortal from the beginning. That way the little girl will definitely not expect the love of Leo who is not her biological parents.


Doctor axel smiled in his tears. Fani is not as selfish as Angel. And doctor axel sure if only fani has a long life fani would be as good as jeny. A woman who with all her humility wants to recognize the human being as her child.


“So my papah doctor?”


Fani's enthusiastic speech when the axel doctor admitted who he was back ringing in the ears of the axel doctor. The little girl's sweet smile even came back overshadowing doctor axel's vision. Fani was so happy to hear it. Fani is not angry nor is she rebelling. The little girl received the axel with joy. Even Fani immediately act spoiled and pour out all his heart like a child in general to the papah.


The tears of doctor axel were getting more and more flowing considering that moment. Moment where fani knows who exactly doctor axel in the rest of his life.


Doctor axel wiped his tears. Fani is his power. Fani is also the spirit of his life. Fani is his greatest hope. But now God has taken the money from him. And God has also ended a very painful world life for his little girl.


“God.. I know this is the best.”


Doctor Axel doesn't want to be mad at anyone. He was sure what happened was fate. As hard as he tried but if God does not want healing mani doctor axel can not do anything. But the one that the handsome doctor was sure of, God loved his daughter.


The axel doctor held his breath again and then exhaled slowly. The handsome doctor tried to hold everything back. Holding back everything that made her feel hate was also disappointed. One who is convinced at the moment. Fani will be happy in the bosom of the creator. The girl was innocent, the girl was also a good and obedient child. God must have loved him so much that he took it off the lap of doctor Axel.


“I cannot be weak.. I have to be strong.” Doctor axel's murmur.


Again the doctor breathed. The handsome man then smiled and wiped away the tears that had soaked his cheeks. Her daughter was free from her pain. And his daughter was also already happy with her eternal life on the side of god.


Elsewhere in the residence of tomy and jeny. The atmosphere of grief is still very felt in that magnificent house. The yellow flag mounted on the black towering high gate made the jeny continue to stand on the side of the door at home staring at him.


“Sayang.” Tomy hugs his friendly body from behind.


Tomy knew what his wife was thinking. Because actually what the woman felt was also being felt by tomy. They both lost the same amount of money. The little girls they had already considered like their own children.


“Why not sleep hem?” Ask soft tomy.


“By.. Fani was the same day as me.. She was still smiling when I was dancing.. He also still speaks smoothly when I praise.” Jeny said with a trembling voice.


Tomy nodded her head. His wound tightened on the shaky, wavy body of the jeny that was holding back his cries.


“He still smiles the same I by.. She even still smoothly calls me mamah.”


Tommy's tears came back. His body shook too. Fani's departure is very arrived. The girl even looked so healthy when asking to play salonan salon with Jeny.


“Dia.. He's still... Oh my... Hiks hyks.. Fans..”


Jeny's crying broke. The woman could not help her sadness. The woman also could not act ordinary as if nothing had happened. Jeny had known the little girl for a long time. Jeny also loved him as much as her own daughter.


“I know baby.. But we have to be sincere.. We must accept the destiny line that God has set.. We can't do anything. God loves him more.” Lirih tomy kissed his wife's shaky shoulders.


Jeny crying sobbing. The woman never thought that God would be so quick to take the money from her.


“Don't be like this dear... Fani will be sad to see you like this.. You knew? maybe now fani is still here. He's looking at his greatest mama. And he'll be sad if you're sad.. Ikhlaskan.. Fani will no longer suffer.”


Jeny nodded her head. The woman released a hug tomy then twisted her body and hugged her husband tightly.


“I beg sir let me in. Let me check on my son.”


The noise from the direction of the gate made jeny let go of his opener. The woman turned her head and found a middle-aged man who was holding his son who was sleeping on his back.


“Pak I'm sorry... But at this time the doctor Jeny is grieving and can not accept patients.” Said the security guard who refused to open the gate.


Hearing what the security guard said the middle-aged man was crying. He kept begging to be able to meet with Jeny and check the state of the child on his back.


“Sayang..” Call tomy slowly.


“I have to check that little boy.” Jeny said as she wiped her tears.


Tomy shook his head. His condition was very unlikely to allow Jeny to accept a patient at this time.


“Honey but.”


“By.. The boy needs help. Let me check it.” Jeny looked at tomy.


Tomy. His wife is a very good woman. Jeny is very light-handed helping a fellow under any circumstances.


“Pak security guard open the gate and let the gaffer enter !”