LOVE IS NOT LIKE
Chapter 14's

Prilly immediately approached her brother's bed followed by Ali behind her. Ali invited Prilly to sit down because there was only one bench.  Ali chose to stand next to Prilly.

  Because of the effects of sleeping pills are still strong, Prilla fell asleep again.  He looks peaceful in his sleep. It looks like I don't feel anything. Prilly returned to look at the condition of her brother.  She held her brother's hand, stroked and kissed him repeatedly.

  Not much different than Prilly.  Alipun was sad to see the situation of his candidate who lay weak. Oxygen masks and various medical equipment are still stuck in his tiny body.  She looked beautiful and peaceful in her sleep, though with a bandage wrapped around her beautiful hair.

  Ali could only look on with pity at Prilly who continued to shed tears without a sound.  Heart slashed.  Looking at this kind of Prilly, it was like seeing Prilla stripping away.  Wanting it he hugged to just calm her so that her heart did not also dissolve in the cry.

"sister, this is me.  Brother has to heal.  I will be back sister marriage.  This is Ali's brother has come to you brother" said Prilly with a trembling tone to hold his sobbing. Ali just listened and smiled bitterly.

"i promise you, if you wake up I'll eat lollipops" Prilly said with a small chuckle .

"oh yes, I will still have a promise with my sister, if I'm married I will be a good wife for my husband.  If brother does not recover2 later brother can not see me if it has become a dream wife." cerocos Prilly with a small puckishness that indicates pain and fragility.

Prilly was still faithfully observing her brother's face. Gently stroked the back of her brother's hand.  Her pretty face looks like there are stripes because it rubs against the asphalt.

"wake brother? "prolly said with hope. Tears stopped flowing.

Greeting his brother for a long time, did not his father say that his brother was already human.

  Ali was silent .  He then took a tissue to give to Prilly.  Prilly accepted it with a faint smile.

Prilly was getting tired of waiting for her brother to wake up, she chose to put her face between the folds of her hands. Crying back.

Prilla who had just regained consciousness opened her eyes when she heard the sound of her beloved sister greeting her eardrum. His head still felt dizzy and heavy, but his consciousness was still perfect.

Ali who realized Prilla was aware seemed very happy. Ali patted Prilly on the shoulder. Prilly who saw her brother kissed immediately to be happy. He wiped the rest of his tears, he did not want his brother to see him grieve.

"do not move a lot first brother" said prilly while stroking the tip of his brother's head. His sister could only remain silent because she was blocked by an oxygen mask.

Realized her brother wanted to talk and was about to remove the oxygen mask. Prilly forbids her, but her brother refuses, and Prilly helps her.

Now it was clear that her brother's pale face was visible. But it does not diminish its beauty. Her beautiful smile was engraved staring at Prilly and Ali. Ali and Prilly replied with a gentle smile

"A..pa do you want mee... obey one request brother? "Ask Prilla with a little stammering. Ali and Prilly were silent for a moment, they looked at each other.

"whatever I will do, as long as you are healed" Ali replied in a tone full of sincerity, while approaching and stroking Prilla's forehead wrapped in bandages. His eyes look glassy.

Prilly who saw Alipun nodded towards Prilla. Tears came back, she was not good at hiding her sadness, especially in front of her brother.

"do not strip off" said Prilla weak  .Prilly and Ali immediately wiped away the tears and chuckled lightly at Prilla's words. 

Actually Prilly himself was surprised, reaching his brother could be so soon siuman, even though the accident experienced by his brother was quite severe.But Prilly did not think too much about it, he considered this a miracle and help from God for his brother.

"sister wants you to get married" Prilla said very clearly.

Degs...

Ali and Prilly froze silently at the word her brother had just said. They didn't think Prilla would ask for what Ali and Prilly themselves thought was impossible.

  The feeling of calm they had just felt turned into a raging feeling in the hearts of Ali and Prilly. They didn't expect to be faced with something like this. Very strange.

How could Ali marry Prilly, while Ali loves Prilla?

Prilly too

He could not marry Ali because he had a man of his own choice.

For a few moments the room that had just been filled with happiness, vanished was replaced with tension.

"I want to go out first brother" said Prilly who immediately walked out with a face that is difficult to interpret. She was still shocked to hear her brother's words.

Prilla who already understands the nature of her sister can only resign and can not resist. While Ali was still silent saying nothing.He shook his head slowly, kneeling his forehead. Trying to digest the word that just made him become silent without twitching.  He then sat in the chair that Prilly had just used.  He's still quiet. He supports his head with both hands.  Ali looked at Prilla. I don't understand where Prilla's thinking is going right now.

"are you serious? "ask Ali opening the conversation.

"does my face show that I'm joking? "Ask ila while looking at Ali softly.

"do you not love me? "ask Ali without turning her gaze to Prilla

Prilla smiled for a moment.

"you know mas? I have never been close to any man. And you, are the first and last man to make me feel the gurgle that always makes me offend how to calm him down. You are the only man besides papa who makes me feel comfortable . Because of you too I feel a different longing." Prilla said slowly. A drop of her tears rolled out of her eyes. 

Ali who saw it instantly wiped Prilla's tears with her thumb. Ali heard a tone of sincerity in every word Prilla said. He doesn't know what else to comment.

"then why are you doing this?" asked Ali with trembling lips. Her tears washed her cheeks. He could no longer pretend to be strong against the girl who made his life colorful lately. The girl who stunned him with her sweet smile and simplicity.

He looked up at the ceiling of the room that smelled of antiseptic.  Meant that Prilla did not see her eyes that must have been very red.

"Mas, I just feel like my life is coming soon" said Prilla resignedly.

Ali stared straight at him.

"the matter of life and death is entirely in the hands of God, I know you understand it better" ali said in a firm tone. Prilla who heard it just smiled knot.

"mas, do you believe that love comes because you get used to it? "Ali nodded immediately.

"please, I want you to marry my sister. Because I believe that you can take care of her beyond me and my parents." Prilla said with a melt of her tears as she looked at Ali inside.

Ali was still silent and struggling with his heart and logic.

"I beg you mas. " Pinta Prilla's.

Ali's still flinching. His heart and logic still speak of love for Prilla. He himself could not lie that he loved this girl so much in front of him. But he himself could not bear if he did not obey Prilla's will. But will he be able to live his household later?  This is really beyond her expectations. Her shadow is building a beautiful household with Prilla, Just Prilla. Not the other one. Even if it's Prilla's own twin.

"Mas." said Prilla with hope holding Ali's hand for the first time.

Ali breathed a heavy sigh. Trying to untangle a little bit of his chest.

"well, I'll marry her. " Ali finally agreed even though his heart was still unable to accept everything.

"don't ever remember me again when you were with Prilly. Look at Prilly as Prilly, not as Prilla. Love Prilly as Prilly not as Prilla. I'm sincere mas. Thank you for giving me such a beautiful color in my life. I know, you are a wise man. I'm sure you can be a good priest to your wife and son2" Prilla said in tears.

Ali who was not strong immediately wiped Prilla's tears with her thumb with a very heart2, the color of Prilla's face was full of wounds.

"insyaallah La, "reply Ali softly. Even though his heart was half dead screaming against it all.

"do you mind mas?  I really don't want to force you, because if you're forced it's not just hurting you but my sister" Prilla said, holding Ali's face for a moment. Ali was shocked to receive an elusan from Prilla.

"I object" muttered Ali in his heart.However he would not be able to talk like that to Prilla who is now in a weakened condition.

Ali thought for a moment, trying to reconsider all the repercussions if he accepted this. In his mind the negative impact is too much nested rather than positive. He's afraid he can't accept Prilly.  But his love for Prilla makes it not until the heart sees his loved ones sad if Ali rejects him. Say he is now a liar for lying to Prilla, but for now Prilla's happiness is the most important thing for him.  The hope is that he can accept this sincerely, and can love Prilly like a wife. I don't know when Ali arrived no matter what. Because Prilla is now in his main interest.

"Aren't you the one who asked me that love comes from getting used to it, and I agreed. Pray that I can "reply Ali. He shifted the direction to not look at Prilla's sad face.

"i know, it's not easy for me

especially Prilly.  But I promised myself I would have this marriage without any coercion. I'll try to start everything from scratch. I will try to love all that is in Prilly as Prilly, not as anyone else." Ali added.as much as possible reassuring Prilla, even though his heart was very different from what he had just said. Prilla who heard that smiled with satisfaction.

  Prilly apparently heard Ali's last words. Whether he should be happy or sad he doesn't know. He then walked closer and took a position opposite Ali.

  Prilla who saw her sister reappear smiled gently.

"what's your decision deck? "asked Prilla while holding her sister's cheek. No pleasantries.

Prilly turned to him and then to Ali who was looking down. Prilly slowly adjusted her breathing. Reassure him about his decision.

"god willing I take it" Prilly said, trying to give her best smile. Prilla smiled happily.

Ali, who heard Prilly's reply, remained silent and made no comment. He himself does not know, why Prilly received it.

"be a good wife yes dek, you already promise the same sister" Prilla said softly while chuckling though still weak, trying to dilute this tense atmosphere.

"insyaallh kak" answered prilly while gently kissing her brother's forehead.

  The bad feeling still lingered in Prilly's heart and mind. I don't know what feeling, he himself does not know, which must be a sense of uneasiness that he had felt earlier did not also disappear.

Shouldn't he be happy because without guessing his brother can quickly roar, even his brother can speak fluently. Soon he dismissed all bad thoughts. Hopefully after this everything will be fine2 only.

"does our parents know?" Tanya Ali broke the silence

"already, they are preparing for your wedding" Prilla said.

"meaning brother? "Ask Prilly astonished, so did Ali.

"sister wants you to get married today. Brother wants to see sister brother get married" Prilla said.

Ali and Prilly's eyes fiddled for a moment. They looked at each other in disbelief at Prilla's strange-sounding request. They are both accepting of being tense and worse yet they are getting married today?  Prilly and Ali blank's thoughts instantly.

"Please promise you won't leave each other. Promise me you will always be together2 face all the likes and sorrows" Prilla said while looking at Prilly and Ali alternately.  Ali and Prilly are back.

"we promise" Ali and Prilly replied in unison.

Prilly, who realized her brother's condition was getting weaker, panicked.

"already, brother rest first. Don't talk too much. Brother is still weak yet totally unstable" Prilly said as she put back the oxygen mask and covered Prilla to the chest.

Before long, Prilla fell asleep again in her sleep.

Ali and Prillypun went straight out of the room. Papa Rizal and Mama Uly are still loyal sitting in the waiting chair. They're approaching.

"how? "ask mama uly not convoluted.

"insyaallah aunt, "answered Ali who was taken by Prilly

"thank you son" said Papa Rizal and Mama Uly to Ali and Prilly. Hugged them both.

Ali and Prilly just resigned. There's no way they're gonna let Prilla down. People they both love and love. They have to sacrifice feelings for each other.

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  Everything has gathered. Both Ali and Prilly's families are complete. Witnesses from both sides are ready. The gentleman who will marry Ali and Prilly is also there.

The dowry that Prilly requested was only a set of prayer tools.

Prilly tidied up her hair, smeared a little powder on her face, and pink lipstick to keep it from looking pale. But alas, it could not disguise the look of sadness on his face.

 Prilly did not think that he would marry under these circumstances.This marriage was never on his mind at all. But anyway, it should go through this all with sincerity. He promised Kakanya. This time he should be an adult. He should be able to lower his ego.

  Same with Prilly.  Ali didn't think it would be like this either. The delusion of a joyful marriage disappears. But he knew he couldn't blame anyone. Inevitably he had to sincerely accept this fate. Wasn't this his own decision?, despite being tucked away in a compulsion that he didn't show Prilla.

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   Ali and Prilly are together. Their facial expressions were completely illegible. Happiness certainly does not emanate spurs. They were just trying to keep a smile in front of Prilla.

Prilla only realized a few minutes ago. His eyes seem to be getting dimmer. His face looks very weak. His breathing was not as regular as before. Prilly noticed her sister's pretty face .seulas a gentle smile was etched on her face as Prilly rubbed the back of her hand. No tears came out of Prilla's beautiful eyes. Prilla believes her decision was right.

Prilly who saw her brother getting weaker could only scream without a sound. He held back his tears, he didn't want his brother to be sad. It felt like he just disappeared from the presence of his brother at this time, running as far as possible so that his brother could no longer hear and see his dikes and tears. But it's impossible. She is now here, sitting with a man who will be her husband. A man who only a few hours ago he met.Hopefully hopefully the decision he took was right.

  At the same time, Alipun felt that way. He really can't see Prilla's condition getting weaker. His eyes are getting dimmer. His heart seemed to be torn apart2 saw Prilla like this. He's only known Prilla for a while, he's afraid of losing Prilla.

"Mas, I just feel like my life isn't much longer"

  Prilla's words again ringed in her head, making her chest tight.  Honestly, he still loves Prilla. Although he knew, soon he would marry his sister.

"can it begin? "ask the gentleman who broke Ali and Prilly's mind.

Ali and Prilly looked at each other. Trying to convince the heart that everything must be good2 only. Ali nodded slowly at Prilly. Prilly nodded back.

"Can sir" replied Ali steadily

 After that the ijab qobul event began and Prilly's father himself married.

"WELL"

A drop of Prilly's tears came out. Realizing that she is now the wife of Ali Syarief. Someone who was supposed to be her sister-in-law, but now became her husband.

  After putting on the ring, Prilly kissed Ali's hand as a sign of filial piety. Ali kissed Prilly softly.

  There was a speck of happiness when Ali kissed her, was it because her brother was happy? . Prilly then looked at her sister. The radiance of happiness emanated clearly on the face that looked pale and weak. Prilly then approached and kissed his beloved sister's forehead with tears.

His sister pulled him closer to whisper something.Prillpun followed.

"Thank you, be a good wife" Prilla said in a weak tone but still heard clearly in Prilly's ear. Prilly smiled and nodded then kissed her brother's forehead again with tears still coming out.

   Just tell Prilly, Mommy Resi, mama Uly and papa Rizal in this room. Kaia, Dani and fikri permission to go home first because the fikri is very fussy. So did the others, who were witnesses of their marriage.

  Prilly is still faithfully sitting next to her brother who is back to sleep soundly. Ali got out of the permit to find food.

  "Mother sure, you can live this all" said Missi gently while hugging Prilly. Prilly returned the hug of her mother-in-law. His eyes were back in tears .

"thank you mother" said Prilly softly.

"Don't be sad. Everything that has happened is God's destiny that we must live with sincerity" said the mother of Resi while stroking Prilly's two chubby cheeks and wiping her tears.

Prilly smilingly nodded and took turns wiping the tears that came out of her in-laws' eyes.

  Papa Rizal and Mama Uly who saw him also smiled but also full of pain.Praying that the household of his son can be harmonious even though they know, this is all based on compulsion.

  I heard Prilly's cell phone. Prilly immediately picked up and read a message from her lover. His eyes were again glazed over. It was his time, inevitably he had to do this.

"i'm waiting at the hospital's back yard"

Prilly immediately typed in a reply

"i'll be there soon".

After typing a reply he sucked to meet his lover. She kissed her brother's forehead long enough and observed his brother's peaceful face.

"i'm out for a minute huh"Pamit Prilly told her parents and in-laws, and passed.

When he opened door , Ali was also about to enter, Prilly was a bit surprised.

  He raised his head and looked at Ali who had a flat face.

"Aa. I'll let you out for a while" Prilly said nervously in surprise.

"don't eat first? "say Ali while showing the parcel he was carrying

"then, mas, "

"yes it is, lati2" said Ali who was taken in by Prilly.

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  A man in a black shirt was sitting alone on a hospital park bench.  A red rose and a beautiful ring held firmly in her hand.  Eyes closed. Trying to lift up his raging mind. And also his heart that roared violently because of pain.

  He pinched the base of his nose slowly.  Praying that everything he heard a moment ago was a nightmare. Pray that the woman he loves is not fully owned by anyone else.

  Tight chest. He really did not expect to experience this.

"I'm sorry. "the voice he knew so well took his mind off.

"i know, this is not your will" the man said flatly. Without looking at the source of the sound.

Prilly was shocked to hear the man's words. He then walked up to her and sat next to her at a distance that was not too close.

"Where do you know? "Ask Prilly while glancing at him.

Prilly couldn't bear to see his face, the sadness was clearly sculpted on his handsome face. Is this so bad that he hurt this man?  Ask Prilly in my heart.

Flashback off

The man walked quickly down the hospital hallways.  Looking for the room where her sister was treated.

He planned a little surprise for his girlfriend. Hoping with his little surprise his lover will be a little comforted. Because he knew, his lover was very easy to strip, especially when it comes to his family.

  He really misses his girlfriend's face. It has been a year that they are LDR.an and only communicate through cellphone. But that doesn't diminish their trust in each other. Keep in mind they are good 2 even though sometimes there are small problems that interfere, but they can solve it.

He and his girlfriend met because they were beaten by their friends. At first they were embarrassed but the longer they got closer and finally made up.

   He quickened his pace, and after finding the room he was about to enter.  But he broke it because the atmosphere inside was very crowded. Curious he tried to see and listen to the aftermath of his conversation from the gap of the door that was not closed perfectly. An unpleasant feeling entered his heart and mind, especially when he saw his lover sitting and standing with men.he continued to see and listen.

  Her body was numb as the father of her lover clearly and loudly uttered the hijab on behalf of Prilly Anastasya

His body seemed to have no bones. His body shook violently. He didn't expect it to be like this. His heart ached like it was rained upon by thousands of deadly spears. As soon as he shed a tear, he felt very weak.

Without thinking for a long time he immediately rushed to find a place to calm his heart and mind, after which he would discuss this matter carefully with his lover. He knows, this is not the will of his lover"

FlashbackOn

Prilly could no longer say what2 heard that explanation. His tongue feels ugly.

"i know, you had to do this too. But don't make that compulsion make you a bad wife, be a good wife to your husband" said the man flat but full of sincerity but also full of guilt

Prilly grew sobbing at his words. Prilly remained silent.

"maybe it's not for you" said the man, revealing a ring in his hand with a bitter smile.

Prilly's getting sobbing. He did not expect that this man would propose to him.

"i intended to give you a little surprise, as a sign that I am serious to you, as well as an entertainer so that you do not get too late in grief because of the calamity that befell your twin"  the man is sad.

Prilly remained silent. His heart said that this was a big surprise that was very painful. Honestly, he still loves her. But he knew that right now he belonged to someone else.

"I won't blame you or your husband or your brother. Because for me this is a destiny that I have to accept freely" he said while taking a slow breath. But it sounds very heavy.

  Prilly's forehead is flinched. His eyebrows look intertwined.

"How do you know about my husband and my brother's relationship?" Ask Prilly curiously.

"it doesn't matter. Be a devoted wife to your husband, I know your husband is a good and responsible man. Forget if we ever kept each other's taste. Assume that all never happened. I'm sure your husband will give me happiness that no one has ever given me." In my heart, he can only scream without a sound. His mouth and heart went together.

Looking at the crying Prillya, I want the man to hug Prilly. He grabbed her and calmed her down. But it's not possible. Prilly now belongs to someone else. Someone else he didn't expect would have the woman he loved.

"don't strip. Forget your love for me.  I sincerely you are with him. Because I know, the man who became your husband is a good man.I will try sincerely, good bye Prill. Our relationship is quite up here. Pray that I can be fine 2 without you. Thank you for all the feelings you have ever given.Be a devoted wife to your husband. I'm saying goodbye" again.  The man said a word that was out of sync with his heart with a smile. A gentle smile that contained pain was also a pain that was unimaginable before.

Then he left Prilly because he did not want to get sicker.

As it passed, the man pulled his tears back. Strive to sincerely accept a fate that is very heartbreaking.

"sorry I'm kevin, thank you" Prilly said softly in her talk. Yeah, the guy who's been Prilly's boyfriend is Kevin. The friend of the person who has now become the Prilly Sumi, Ali.

Prilly doesn't know if she should be happy or sad. He did not expect Kevin to behave like that, which made him not have to say things that he really did not want to say. But he was also very sick when kevin said a word that he really never wanted to hear. He loves Kevin, but Prilly realizes he belongs to someone else. She was guided by parents with religious teachings, so inevitably she also had to start accepting Ali as her husband. He had promised his brother.

He pulled himself up for a moment at the park. Wiping away the tears on his face. After being calm enough he rushed back to his brother's room.

  She walked quickly, her heart demanding her to immediately return to her brother's nursery. I don't know, suddenly a bad feeling was fond of the cells in his body.

"awww"a Prilly speckled in pain from a fall.

Kesleo's feet. He saw the heels of his shoes were broken. whereas this shoe he just bought a few days ago with a famous brand why is it easy to break?  Prilly in my heart.

He immediately threw the shoes into the trash and walked barefooted with some training. He did not care about the strange looks people had on him.

    An uneasy feeling again2 again engulfed his heart. But this time it's different. Suddenly his tears came back without command. He cursed himself who was very easy to take off. He tried to walk even faster, trying to ignore the pain in his ankle .

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