Love In My Bow
Wardah's return to the Witnesses

Wardah is now allowed to be outpatient. He must keep his stamina in order to improve. So that nothing came back to make him fall unconscious in a public place again. Izdi looked at his wife with love. Izdi's family has been home since yesterday because they have to return to activities.

As they passed through the hospital corridor. Seen from a distance mama and papa wardah walked closer. Wardah still has her best smile. They hugged their daughter.

" Wardah forgive us, don't visit you at all" her mother said regretfully. Wardah just smiled scanning staring at the face of the papa. He still looked down in front of his beloved daughter.

Wardahpun reached his papa's hand.

" Pa, nothing is impossible in this world. Wardah's presence isn't bad luck to papa. It could be that the arrival of Wardah in the world is one of the blessings that God gives. Do not regret any decision because Wardah still loves papa and Mama," he said gently. The father hugged his daughter. Yusuf missed Wardah's patience. He cried in front of his daughter because he felt he failed to educate the other daughter.

" I'm sorry papa son, papa may be successful in running the company but papa failed to be a good father for you. Always be happy with Izdi he is a good young man and loves you very much" replied the father in front of Wardah. He felt back to find a father figure in Yusuf sir.

" Sister where's pa?" ask wardah. Yusuf pointed to the window near the hallway. Fatimah seemed to be looking at the streets.not the effects of suicide that imprint on her but the impact of deep regret that makes her what she is today. Wardahpun approached his brother, izdi who forbade but Wardah prevented him. She wanted to be with her sister for a while before she came home.

" Sister, how is he?" ask Wardah.

" OK, who are you?" ask him like a person who does not recognize his only sister. Wardah began to put up a sorry mimic and tears began to pool.

" This is Wardah, brother, did you miss your sister?" ask wardah again. Fatimah just nodded lightly. Without warning Wardahpun hugged his brother.

" Get well, I love you. Believe that there is nothing better than the destiny that God has determined. Don't regret everything. Let the regret come out of your heart cavity, brother," said Wardah. Her tears began to drip uncontrollably. Fatimah hugged him tightly.

" Thank you deck, I hope you remember soon. I'm sorry you've forgotten you and everyone" she said, hugging Wardah. Wardah semaki tightens her arms. He was first called by his brother how happy the wardah was at this time.

" Sister, I miss you so much. Always happy. Wardah just pray that you find a better soul mate than before" said wardah who makes fatimah smile.

" Thank you deck. Aamiin," he replied as he broke his embrace.

" Wards home, brother? Wardah is ill at the moment. Tomorrow - tomorrow if the wardah is better insyaallah will visit again," he told his brother. Fatimah nodded as she smiled her beautiful smile. The beautiful sister made the wardah cry for a number of times. But this time different hand Fatimah wipe his sister's tears.

" Be careful ! don't cry deck brother is fine. Go your husband's waiting!" exclaim Fatimah with her distinctive voice. But this time the distinctive voice softened and became meek. Wardah was shocked when she didn't remember izdi at all. She is a very important person in her brother's life and she forgets him.

" I love you, sister" said Wardah.

" love you more dear," she replied with a smile.

after chatting with his brother wardah approached his parents. say goodbye because they have to rest immediately.

" Pa, Ma wardah go home first. Hopefully my brother soon improved," said wardah.

" Aamiin thank you son. Hopefully you will improve soon. Be careful on the road!" exclaim them at wardah. Wardah just nodded to approve her parents' words.

" yes, my father" he answered briefly.

Their departure also leaves a bitter taste. Cannot choose or support. It's unimaginable that it would end like this. His daughter should be happy now. Fatimah who is still in this condition because of a regret without limit in her heart. Wardah is in a difficult position. But there is nothing that makes everything bad because of the qadha and the qodar of Allah.

" Allahu Akbar, forgive the servant of Allah. Couldn't be a good priest to my family" the father looked at the wardah who had gone away and saw the fatimah sitting in a wheelchair facing the window.

Fatimah's pointless gaze he remembered nothing. All is not left one bit. The memories behind me were dark. In the future, I don't know what to do.

" If I could stop time, I would stop it now. Life is bland with no memory left" he said alone.

On the way home...

" Hey, why shut up?" ask wardah. Izdi smiled as his wife began to notice him.

" It seems silent?" ask izdi back with a small smile. Wardah nodded innocently.

" Yes," he answered while staring at izdi. Izdi then grabbed his wife's hand while dipping it.

" Mas was focused, but I thought about this conversation my dear had with her brother earlier. Very worried but did not dare to ask," he said while grinning because it looks strange an izdi who in fact is quiet so strange if it is like this.

" So, you don't remember anyone right now. Even my sister does not know," said wardah seriously while looking at the streets. Spontan izdi braked his car suddenly because he was shocked by the news conveyed by his wife.

" What? Why is that a wardah. He only committed suicide why the fall even lost his memory. Isn't it weird?" ask izdi to investigate.

" Wardah was also surprised because he had not been able to see the clarity. It's just that the attitude of the sister was very different," replied the wardah explaining.

Izdipun hugged his wife because she was shocked and braked suddenly. So, he felt guilty at this moment. Wardah only smiled as her husband reacted. But the wardah mrmakluminya because they have been in a relationship for a long time.

" I'm sorry, honey, it was a sudden brake. Does anyone hurt?" tanya izdi saw her intention to get there to here. Wardah wants to laugh.

" Mas wardah no papa really, do not need to be there here and there dong. Ntar is nothing" said wardah with a small laugh. Izdi who heard so breathed out the nose of the wardah. Since the hospital, his wife began to joke.

" All right, let's go home for the night!" izdi on wardah.

The journey from the hospital to the night left a deluge in the hearts of wardahs and their parents but not for izdi. He did not believe in Fatimah. Worrying about the next lie. But in the past when with izdi the girl was very good there was no way she could lie on the limits of humanity.

" Let's be right and get well as ever," Izdi's mind as he turned toward the wardah who was already sound asleep.