Love For Youra, The Ice Princess
Chapter 8: The Dilemma

Finally I returned to Jakarta, Robert promised he would settle back in Jakarta with me.

"Let's stay at home, the office business let me handle it. Rafael will be here looking after you as long as I'm in the office.."

"Why don't you just stay here and Rafael in the office.."

"There's a shareholder meeting I have to attend and it also has to do with a branch office in France. Rafael doesn't know the details yet. This report is my responsibility."

"Yes." I replied in an annoyed tone.

"Don't be upset that way, if you're healthy you can go to the office with me. Or we could have lunch together."

"REally..."

"Yes... But not today. Tomorrow. You rest today. Understand."

"Yes..." Robert could have his head pressed, he might have fled again to France if I did not obey his orders. All I want is for him to be by my side.

Boredom caught me. Since arriving from Korea yesterday to today I have not told Lee Hyun Bin.

What I have to do, my relationship with Robert hasn't improved to be a couple. We kissed at the hospital. But it was no longer done back. He did not reveal his heart either. So our relationship just got close again, hasn't changed.

My feelings for Lee Hyun Bin have not changed either, but still, hehehe's boyfriend.

"Annyeong.busssy?"WhatsApp to Lee Hyun Bin.

"Hi baby girl, a bit but I still can message you."

"What do you do?"

"I'm at shoot location. In a break. How about you? What do you do?"

"At home, just take a rest"

"Wooowww you're not bussy?that was a great news. When I message you always bussy or me in bussy."

"Yeah.yeah. Feel guilty about that..."

"When you have business trip to here again?"

"I don't know when, I will tell when I know"

Actually there is no need to wait for anyone's approval for me to go to Korea but Lee Hyun Bin did not know that, from the first time we met he only knew that I was Robert's assistant.

"Can you request to your boss to move here."

"Why?"

"Baby girl, I hate this long distance relationship."

"Be patient's.."

"Huaaahhh I hate this situation baby girl..please come to here again, you know I do in love with you."

"I Will think about..."

"Mmmuuuaaaccchh love you baby girl. Gonna back to bussy, keep in touch"

"Ok.bye for now."

That's the dilemma I'm experiencing right now. I actually know how I feel about Lee Hyun Bin. I like him but I don't love him. It's different from how I felt about Robert.

Lee Hyun Bin asked me to move to Korea, which meant that he wanted to improve relations. He wants more and I know that I can't. I wanted to break up with him but how to keep him from getting hurt.

Nelly Furtado's Try chants resonated in the room, ringing my phone, I read the name on the screen, Robert.

"Yes.."

" Why didn't I read why?"

"Sorry again in the bathroom."Lied to me

"So you were online..."

Beeehhh.

"Hehehe was with Healer"

"Still in touch? when did you break up"

"Oh..must be?"

"Forget it. Have you had lunch?"

"Yet..."

"Come to the office and ask Rafael to come"

"You'll say tomorrow..."

"Why don't you start obeying..."

"Hey isn't the boss me..."

"You're sick, my body's taking over"

"Reason.."

"Iisshh mo eat together no.."

"Yes I'm walking now..."

"Good.I'll call Rafael.."

"OK..."

Tumben really streets in the capital is not too jammed even though it is lunch hour. Usually famous for the traffic especially at lunchtime.

Finally I arrived at Dreams company located in the golden triangle area of Jakarta economy. I took the elevator to my room on the top floor.

"Where.." asked Robert via WhatsApp messenger.

"Lift.otw"

"Hurry up.i need your help"

I frowned reading that last message. What was? Tumben really needs help.

"Hi Nat.." I said to Natasya

"Eh you here? Robert said you're not well yet.."

"Hmmm little... Robert?"

"Ah.yaah better you enter immediately Non. He needs to be saved, there's a demon queen inside." Natasha.

"Who...?"ask me wonder.

"So.eh lw mo drink what?"

"Cafe Latte's..." I answered while opening the door to my office. I saw a woman, sitting on the side of the desk, holding Robert's arm. Seeing me enter made her surprised and immediately pulled her hand and stood next to Robert.

"Who are you. How dare you enter the Director's room without knocking first." His impact. Neither do I nor does Robert respond to the answer. Like this woman doesn't know who I am, and she's also chasing Robert.

"It's important." I replied as I approached Robert.

"Hey girl didn't your parents teach you ethics?"

"What about you? My disrespect is just not knocking on the door. Unlike you.. Did your parents teach you to do business with the body?" I glared at Robert asking for an explanation.

"Be quiet, you two." exclaimed Robert firmly.

"Tok..but.tok..." The sound of knocking on the door blew away the tense atmosphere in the room. Natasha came in and brought me a cup of coffee.

"Cafe Latte you Non. Ahh yes there was a call from Mr. Lutfi Hasan."

"Say I'll call her back" I said, sipping my coffee. The woman looked at my actions and frowned asking inwardly about me. Robert stood up and stepped towards the sofa. I brought my cafe Latte and sat down at work replacing Robert.

"Robert do you still not follow up on that woman's brazen behavior?" Ask the seductress.

"Lucy we'll study the cooperation proposal with your company. Later I'll give you the news"

"No need.." Cut me

"You mean." asked Robert.

"Mother Lucy you better bring back your cooperation proposal. Without your company we can still do this project." I said while throwing the cooperation proposal file.

"Bad... How dare you..! Robert what the fuck is this." Shouted Lucy.

"Look, you're not the one who made the decision." Shouts again.

"Oh yeah..." I said coldly

"I'll tell you yes, whenever I want I can freeze your company." I said again.

"Ciiihh.you're not the head of the Dreams company. Robert...." Her seduction while wriggling in Robert's arm. Robert was actually caught off guard by the condition. He did want to work with Lucy's company because the profit factor obtained is quite large, but Youra Wilson as his boss has refused so he will release the cooperation.

"Braaaka..." I kicked my desk.

"Get out of my room now.I told you I'm not interested in working with your company.. OUT.."screaming me.

"How dare you." cried Lucy.

"You're nobody in this place. Robert's the head of the Dreams company and I'm his future fiance." Connect again.

Robert glared at Lucy's bullshit.

"Lucy.."sober her. It can no longer be tolerated. I walked towards Lucy. I grabbed her by the hair dragging her out of my room and I threw her out.

"GET OUT OF HERE." I YELLED.

"Ohhahhh.." Lucy fell outside my room. All the employees around me saw what I was doing.

"You.you.."horse.

"What...!! look, lady, before you step into a company you should figure out who's the head of that company. Robert is the director here. But I'm Youra Wilson, the founder and CEO of Dreams. Understand you..." My screams of anger really exploded.

I saw Lucy trembling at my explanation.

"And Robert is not your fiancee.." I said, returning to my room.

"Braaaka..." I slammed the door behind me.

"Rafael.. take Miss Lucy out." Said Robert. Robert followed me.

"You promised to get engaged to her?"much

"No we just had dinner together at the beginning of the meeting while in France." He grabbed my coffee cup and sipped it.

"Why are you drinking?"

"Well.." he replied indifferently.

"Then why did he claim that you were his fiancee..Have you guys ever..."

"Let's eat me hungry."cut Robert while pulling my hand. We step towards the door. Suddenly he stopped and turned his body and looked at me.

"Somebody forgot to do it."

"The plane is swollen." he whispered

"We better go now. before I do anything else to you." he said, distancing himself but his hand clasped my finger. I looked at him, asking him what he meant.

"You're a deadly opium." she said with a smile.

We left the room hand in hand. Makes my employees look at it.

"Nat cancel all meetings this afternoon. And cancel the cooperation with Lucy's company."Robert ordered by ignoring the gaze of Natasha's probing eyes, and Natasha also looked at me asking for an explanation, I just shrugged my shoulders. We left the office and headed to the restaurant for lunch.

"What do you want to eat?"he said as he opened the menu.

"You can be yourself?" My God, Robert glared at my words.

"Youra. don't tease me."

"Ciiihh rigid mister who can not joke..." I said while pouting.

"Don't be angry.later beautiful."he said.

"Beeehhhh is like a doomsday mo..."

"What has ah..mo eaten?"

"Soto Betawi's..."

"OK..." Robert called the waiter and ordered food for them.

"Youra... about cooperation with Lucy's company, serious to stop?"

"Yes..."

"The reason? Is it because she said that we were engaged?"search Robert.

A waiter came with our ordered drinks.

"No.." I said as I drank my orange Juice.

"So because of what? This project is quite profitable for the company."

"He doesn't recognize me. How can I work with someone like that. No preparation, no attention, no care, I'm very at risk."

"Hmmmm.."heard Robert's reply like that I was very upset.

"You seem to disagree? Or maybe she's really your fiancee." I said pissed. Beehh is very lazy. My lunch mood's overflowing out of nowhere.

"You jealous? Wh why? You're with Lee Hyun Bin?."

"Robert why did you kiss me and it wasn't just 1 time." Robert looked at me, there was doubt in answering my question.

"Eat fast, you must hurry home and rest." He switched our conversation.

"Robert.."soon me.

"Eat Youra, I'll explain.."

I also stopped asking. Robert obviously had feelings for me but I don't know what was the reason he held himself back from expressing his heart and establishing a relationship with me.

After eating, he drove me back to the apartment.

"Get in and get some rest, I gotta get back to the office. Rafael is upstairs."

"Yes..."

"Don't think negatively."

I set my foot toward the door of my apartment's main lobby. Is Robert just teasing me, or is all his treatment just therapeutic so that I don't drag on again in those dark times?

Could it be that the best thing was just this, staying in a relationship with Lee Hyun Bin and ignoring my feelings towards Robert, the most important thing was that he was by my side, what it was like.

I put my body on my bed. I fell asleep soon.

Youra Wilson, your question turns me off. I want more but you're still with Lee Hyun Bin, and Marco forbids me, but if I stay away, I'm afraid the events in Seoul will happen again. You're still vulnerable.

"Rafael how is he?"her phone

"Sleep in his room."

"Make sure he takes his medicine. I'm coming night."

"OK..."

Time showed at 9:00 p.m., apparently I missed my dinner.

"Rafael.."Call me, I look around the living room, the family like her no sign of Raphael.

"Aahhh most in his room"in me.

I opened my fridge looking for something to eat. There were only fruits and eggs and milk. I made fruit salad and omlet a strange combination.

"hihihi let it be for yourself."Gumanku's. I was too engrossed to make my meal so as not to notice Robert's arrival. A hug surprised me.

"Aaahhh." I turned my body to the person who was holding me.

"You.. make a surprise. What if I hang on?"I said as she pushed her body away from me

"What did you do?"

"Salad and omlet."

"Enoughly enough? You'll eat a lot of it.."

"About... You eat a lot."

"Let's be a little cute..." Answer's cuek

"I'm not connecting"

"I have ordered Chinese food, then accept it. Take a shower first."

"Yes..."

Robert and I live together in this apartment and Rafael and the security team are in another block but still 1 floor. On this floor there are only 2 houses. Both are mine.

There are several members of the security team in 1 upper and lower floors. Robert and my brother Jack are working with the apartment security team to keep me safe.

It feels like a house prisoner.

I enjoyed the fruit salad I made while watching Oprah Winfrey.

Before long the bell rang. That must be the delivery order Robert meant.

"Let me.." said Robert when he saw me get up from the couch. She only wears shorts, bare-chested and a towel coiled around her neck. Robert walked towards the door, the smell of his bath soap tempting me. He looks masculine. I admit he is handsome.

"What's wrong? Yes yes yes I am handsome.."

"Narcissistic cheek.."

"Hahahaha.nih your food, I ordered Yun Chow fried rice, buffalo wings, Padang shrimp sauce, your favorite Fuyunghai and fried Capcay" he put the Chinese food on the table and went to his room.

I opened all the food.

"Yes, there are many ampyuun..."

"Have eaten a lot of complaints... Ntar also run out.eat you a lot." He said as he dropped himself to sit next to me. We ate while watching TV.

"Robert..."

"Hmmm...why less?"

"Iiishhh... The rice is mostly.."

"Here.."he said, thrusting his rice box, I gave him half my rice.

"Well, what would you eat if everything was given to me."

"That's.that's." point me in the direction of the other food.

"Hmmmm.ok eat"

"Wings buffalo is not that spicy." I said

"His heart is spicy.."

"Eh you want a beer? " I said standing up.

"Do we still have Soju?"

"Let's see." I opened the beverage storage cabinet,

I got Soju and I got some beer from the fridge and 2 glasses.

"More..."

Robert took a beer and poured it in a glass and he put it on Soju.

"You can't take water.sana.."

"Eh what the hell..."

"Forgot that you have to take medicine?"

"Again, I will."I said as I rode my own drink and straightened up before Robert took it.

"Aahhh is full." I said.

I saw Robert sticking out his leg and sipping his drink.

Beeehhh he's really handsome. I remember him coming from Italy. Italian men are famous..

"Don't worry like that, I told you I was handsome"

"Ciiihh Healer is more than you" I replied of origin. Suddenly he approached me.

"That's true Lucy is also prettier than you" she whispered.

"Ciiihh what the hell." I pushed his chest that field then I rose to tidy up our food marks.

"There's a fiancee with her." I'm upset.

I moved the leftovers into the dining room, and kept them in the fridge.

"Hahahaha.are you jealous?"

"Jiaaaahhhh is not the same level of jealousy as ondel-ondel. We are either..." I was silent about what I wanted to explain. I am angry but I have no right to be jealous. Because my relationship with Robert is only a coworker. I vent my frustration by throwing garbage into the garbage bin in the kitchen.

"I'm sorry.." whispered Robert while hugging me from behind. I try to escape from her embrace.

"Just be quiet for a minute, let it be like this."His love, he put his forehead on my shoulder and pulled my body to him.

"Youra...I have to what about you?"

I honestly don't have a definite answer either. Even though I fell in love with Robert, I still have a relationship with Lee Hyun Bin and I have no power to break off the relationship. Because Lee Hyun Bin is a good man. I slowly let go of myself and walked towards my bedroom, leaving Robert glued and silent in a dilemma.

There was a sense of sadness in Robert's heart along with an unbearable longing.

"Damn.." she said as she ruffled her hair.