LOVE FOR FOUR SOLDIERS
ACTION SAFIRA

The month of May 2019.

It seems, everything is back to normal. Achmad has already met Safira. Achmad points out all the evidence that led Sapphira to be the poisoner of Me. Initially, Safira continued to argue so that Achmad ignited emotions. Fortunately, Achmad followed Papa's advice to stop suppressing Sapphira. My relationship with Wenny is more intimate and Achmad seems happy. Wenny seemed to want me to be Achmad's companion, though he did not show it blatantly. I like Wenny because he's a polite kid and keeps the boundaries. Never been so friendly. His relationship with Farid is without clarity. Me and Wenny are similar. Love to pull. But, actually, I didn't mean that. I love, uh, so much Achmad. But many obstacles arose between us. Religious differences are the first obstacle. The second obstacle is papa. I can't bear to humiliate you because your daughter is married to her aide. The third obstacle is that I want to continue school first. I want to know how proud I am to continue my studies through merit scholarships such as the LPDP regular scholarship. If I can be honest then it is the second obstacle and the third obstacle that causes Me not to be ready to accept Achmad as a companion to life. Oh yes, the relationship of papa and brother Arvida is getting closer, but this time I see that papa sincerely wants brother Arvida as his wife while brother Arvida is just like ogah-ogahan. They look friendly every time they meet, but they rarely meet. Somehow it seems like sister Arvida too seems so busy whenever papa wants to meet. I always pray that my observations be proven wrong . I want Brother Arvida as my stepmother. Arvida's sister is thirty-one years and three months away, while Achmad was thirty-one last April. This year, Achmad plans to study for his first degree. He reasoned that this year enough money to finance his college because he did not marry Sapphira and if Wira penetrated the state university then he would be more confident to continue school. I told papa about Achmad's thinking . Papa called Achmad and scolded him. Papa asked Achmad to go to college this year without considering where he was going because he was planning to pay for Achmad.

"Sorry, yes, Mad because I told papa. I want you to go to college this year."

"Yes, Lia. I'm thanking you!"

"Acad .... Don't feel insulted by the way I complained to papa!"

Achmad nodded. His eyes were pounded onto the phone screen. I approached Achmad and kissed his lips. Achmad showed his displeasure.

"Respect me, Lia!"

I did not heed his request because I understood how to subdue him. Wenny once leaked it accidentally.

"Mas Achmad, make Lia a fried noodle!"

Achmad immediately difficult to hold a smile. She'll definitely kiss my cheek then cook my request food. Achmad expects me to call him a mas. He doesn't like it if I just call his name especially if I use I-elo. Achmad wants me to be spoiled for him. Of course, I'm happy to be pampered. Unfortunately, every time I want to be spoiled, circumstances require Me to be tough if I want to survive normally without taking drugs from a psychiatrist. Even though I have Schizophrenia, I was able to live a normal life without even once consulting a psychiatrist. However, I do not encourage Schizophrenics to follow in the footsteps of I who have never been to a psychiatrist. Dosage-appropriate anti-depressant drugs are very necessary even for patients with the lightest psychiatric disorders.

"Wenny, I'm sorry for making two big mistakes."

"I tried to wear Natalia and tried to play with fire by liking Achmad mas and Gatot mas."

"I thank you because you and Achmad did not tell Gatot about this and did not report to the police."

"Please give me a chance to explain to you, Wen!"

"Mas Achmad has closed the door, Wen!"

Wenny read the five messages Safira sent, but he decided not to reply. Safina died a week ago from breast cancer that affected more than eighty percent of her organs. Wenny had met Safina three times. Wenny is sorry for Safina's departure. That is also one of the reasons why Wenny and Achmad decided not to extend the issue even though Achmad, Bambang, and especially Natalia had been humiliated. Wenny is convinced that Safira has a mental disorder. He did not believe that Sapphira's actions were merely due to vengeance. The grudge against Natalia is only a trigger for the emergence of Sapphira's psychiatric disorder due to her past trauma.

"I have been destroyed by Safina and you and Achmad are also hostile to Me."

"I'm no longer useful I'm alive."

"Goodbye to Achmad!"

"Goodbye Wenny!"

Wenny choked to read all the latest messages from Safira.

"Astaghfirullah, by Safira. What does it mean to say goodbye? I got worried. I don't feel good."

"Safira, what do you mean by saying goodbye to me and Achmad?"

"Don't be reckless, Ma'am! Appreciate our lives, Ma'am!"

Safira smiled raising the corner of her lips. Wenny replied to her message this time! Wenny called Safira constantly. Safira was deliberately not ignoring.

"Let's see who's actually smarter between the two of us, Wenny!"

Wenny paced uneasily in the campus corridor. He considered what he should do. Finally, Wenny moved quickly. He headed for UI station using yellow bus. Luckily, the yellow bus stopped opposite the psychology faculty so the next destination went straight to the UI station before later returning to the pool at the dorm. As soon as he arrived, Wenny immediately got off and crossed into the UI station. Wenny picked a train ticket for Depok station. Today, Safira is in the house that Safina bought at a complex in Pancoran, Depok.

"Mbak Sapphira ... Safira Mbak ... Safira Ma'am ...!"

Wenny repeatedly called out the name Safira. The absence of answers made Wenny recklessly enter. The front door was not locked. Wenny's suspicion was raised because the front door was deliberately left open, but Wenny ignored his heart. It was also thought by Wenny to invite the RT chairman to accompany him to check on Safina's house, but Wenny undoes his intention.

"Fear, Safira did nothing. Later, I had the effect of humiliating Safira to many people."

Though, Wenny could reason that he was worried that there were criminals sneaking in because Sapphira was alone in the house. This time Wenny acted recklessly not applying caution.