
Aisha glanced at the calendar on her desk. The 15th of September. He sighed softly,
then turn his attention to the pile of newly returned books today.
He had to return all the books to their respective shelves. But he felt
not powered. Today he should feel excited. Today his thesis has been in Acc and it is just waiting for the Exam.
This is all because of yesterday's incident, when he saw photos of Hana on Rayhan's laptop.
until now his mind still runs to and fro
.
“Truly this makes me crazy” murmured while ruffling his hair that is still messy
***
Today Rayhan left very early to the office because he had to pick up clients from Malaysia at the airport. When entering the office building so large rayhan saw a woman dressed Neat with a hairstyle in a straight outlet just like that.
“Hana?” he said after he looked carefully at the woman at the door
edifice.
Rayhan walked closer and closer and at that moment Hana saw him.
“Ray do you have time today?” hana asked as soon as Rayhan had been in her presence
.
“Let's talk in my room, it's not nice to see a lot of people here” Rayhan then walked ahead of the former
.
[Office Room]
Rayhan just continued to play his laptop at a table while he continued to stare at her with an expressionless look.
“Can you stop your work? Just briefly” said Hana who then sat on a sofa not far from the work desk Rayhan
.
“Talk I'll hear it”
“I'll be back to Paris.” Hana looks at Rayhan for a moment then continues her words “ And maybe I'll get married there”
Rayhan who heard that immediately stopped his hand from just now fiddling at his laptop.
He looked at Hana for a moment “ do you approve her?” rayhan asked a little hesitating
“Depends Your answer” hana stares fixedly at the idol of the heart as if in his heart conveying a code that his self still loves him more than
whatever
.
“what do you mean?” rayhan slowly got up from his seat and turned to the sofa in front of Hana
.
“I came here to ask you this, should I go back there and marry a man I don't know?” Hana asked expectantly for Rayhan's reply
“ It's up to you, the one undergoing marriage is you so the only one who knows the answer is you Han”
“no Ray, I need your answer” Hana approached Rayhan who was sitting in
in front of her
He then sat prostrating himself before Rayhan while holding his hand and
started to grasp it as if he could not release rayhan just like that.
“ even if the world hates me I can't let go of this hand, I can't let Ray” Hana drown her face in the hands between
himself and rayhan
.
Truly this was something that was difficult for Rayhan he wanted to be apart from this woman
but his heart is still so hard to do.
Rayhan was silent
“Ray is loving you wrong? I just can't do it really”
Hana continued to cry in front of Rayhan, he then got up and sat down next to Rayhan who was just staring.
Hana continued banging rayhan's arms and chest while crying.
“Let's tell me Ray, tell me that you'll take me away and we
will live happily”
Rayhan catches Hana's hand as she continues to be hit
“This is wrong,” Rayhan tried to resuscitate Hana from her despair
“we won't be happy in that way Han, I love you so much that even I might never love any woman again but I can't just leave Aisha, what about my parents and
her parents? We're going to hurt a lot of people” he said
“Then can you watch me get hurt?” hana looked down into Rayhan's eyes
“hana..” has not finished speaking Hana has cut the word rayhan with a surprising sentence
“Then Marry me and Divorce Aisha”
“I can't do his” Rayhan directly stand up from the front hana then walk towards the window by massaging his forehead
“Why can't it? You guys don't love each other
“But Mama never approved of us Han, and again I can't divorce Aisha for this short time, what people will say later” Rayhan tried to explain to hana about his complicated problems that he had to face.
“So you care more about Him than me? That fast you divert your heart” said Hana
“It's not about me caring about her or defending her. I just don't want it all
his becoming more and more complicated”
Rayhan approached Hana who was standing at the end of the Sofa.
He then hugged her and whispered “I really love Mu Hana but from now on let's make this our destiny that can not be together, he said, I might hurt you and Aisha if we continue like this”
There is sadness in Rayhan when it has to mengikhlasan everything for himself
and Hana
Hana Hannah returned the hug. His embrace grew tighter and deeper along with his unrelenting cries..
***
On the other hand Aisha who came home from the library took the time to come to Rayhan's office.
I don't know why today she misses her husband so much after the little fight that happened yesterday.
“Aisha” greet a man who just got out of the elevator
“kak reval, Kok is here his word today would like to lecture at faculty” asked Hana
“actually so but Mr prof. Today who will enter his own teaching, he said he misses his students so much so I did not replace him” answered him while looking left right is not careless
“ah like that’ Aisha was a little surprised by the behavior of the reval that glanced there
come here “What's up, brother? Seems like he's looking for someone” asked his astonishment
“Oh it's okay I'm just looking for someone who will send this file”
reval who lied while smiling wryly
“aduh can be critical, it seems Hana is still in Rayhan's room, what if
on their wedding day they repeat themselves and Aisha sees her if
ride now” murmured her in heart
Earlier when he was going to meet Rayhan in his room, Reval accidentally saw the boss walking with Hana into the workspace Rayhan. So he
lower his intention to meet Rayhan and now when down he meets
with Aisha.
“oh yes is brother Rayhan in his room now?” aisha asked suddenly amidst Reval's confusion.
“dia no kok” reval answer her reflexively
“oh gosh what am I saying now? Really stupid I can't even
lying” said Reval in a self-inflicted heart
“then I excuse you brother, I want to go to Rayhan's room first” Aisha then pass through Reval which is just silent.
“Wait for me to join” Reval running small and open the elevator that is almost closed.