Love Brings Wounds
Episode 69

"why?"

johan put his head on my thighs and his body shook

"johann"

I stroked his head so he would be calmer

"sorry ... I never becus take care of you mb.... I can never keep my promise to mb to take care of mb.... I failed mb sorry ..hiks"

there was a faint sound coming out of his mouth

"why johan, why did you get to kayak gini, why should you feel guilty for everything that happened to me .. Oh my god thank you for sending someone so good to me , thank you for sending him to me to say my grievance "

in my heart my hands incessantly stroked Johan's head to play his hair and let him cry on my lap, letting him incline himself first

" sorry mb sorry .. I'm really sorry "

the word kept coming out of his mouth until I unconsciously also shed tears, why is it so painful to see Johan like this?

"johan look at me, you're not wrong this is not all your fault, you've taken good care of me don't blame yourself for what happened with me ....johan stop crying I beg you to be sick when I see you cry .. calm down okay I'm fine "

after I said that Johan saw my eyes moist and watery look so funny not to forget the wounds on some of his faces

I wiped Johan's tears stroking his cheeks

"where's the kitchen and the p3k box?" then he pointed towards the kitchen

I rushed to fetch clean water, clean laps and also a p3k box, I approached Johan who was still sitting on the sofa with his head down and tears still dripping

dipping a rag into the water to clean Johan's wound before I treat him

" you remember ..you often told me to be strong you told me not to bow down and tp head now look at your own bowing ....johan do you know I'm lucky to have a friend like you, a friend who can protect me, a friend who can know my power, a friend who is always there ...I'm really grateful god sent you to me..johan listen I'm good if later I go I hope you don't papa ,I hope you can be with someone much better than me, I hope you can be friends....."

CUPS

I glared in shock and disbelief as I felt a chewy object landing on my lips, so he kissed me kissed my lips short but gave a good impression ...I don't know for sure my heart can't be controlled because this is my first kiss (FIRST) and Johan did it

he keeps his head away, staring at me

" i won't look far from mb or something like mb , color I just want mb who is near me.just mb " johan held my hand to kiss her short

" honestly I like mb when we first met when it was consolidated at that time , mb inget mb yag give me a tremendous impression in myself mb ,mb made me fall in love just by looking mb ...mb would mb be my girlfriend?"

my heart raced very rhythmically

(your heart is still safe, don't take it off, I don't want to die now?)

" i beg you, I promise I'll make mb happy in my way "