Long Destiny Love RISA
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"Why sleep soundly" said he as they finished their dinner

"Hmm" answered Risa, she was very lazy to answer the question of the mother, Lisa moved from her seat to go to her room.

"Risa"Call Risa's grandmother before Risa steps her foot.

Risa turned her face wrinkled like saying what was wrong, seeing her grandson who was cold Grandma Risa just sighed heavily, she knew Risa now had a volatile mood.

"grandmother wants to talk, come to the family room" the grandmother asked Risa, Risa who heard only stepping her feet towards the family room without answering.

"What's the matter"Ask was worried right away, after his grandmother sat down followed everyone.

"when you want to get married, you're not young anymore, what are you really looking forward to" asked the grandmother

"Risa is not ready nek, may be physically risa as ready, but inwardly risa is not ready, there are still many scratches wounds that have not improved" said Risaisa as it is.

"Grandmother knows but until when" said the grandmother.

"If you are not a candidate then the grandmother has prepared it for you, the grandmother wants to see you there is a companion when the grandmother is no longer there,your grandfather and brother approached grandma in their dream saying they were sad with you who always stuck in the past, it was enough Risa, you should not be selfish, grandmother saw your brother who was tormented in the dream, and you are sad,he's guilty when you're always traumatized by your past, he cries, grandma is no more when death picks you up, who will take care of you"said grandma Risa at length her chest up and down her hunting breath, tears began to fall.

Risa sees her grandmother feeling guilty should she make her grandmother happy in old age but what she does makes her grandmother sad.

"Risa will try to find her own future husband, Risa does not want to be betrothed and sorry nek risa always makes grandmother sad" said Risa he moved from her seat and ran to her room above.

Once in the room, Lisa locked the door she wanted to be alone, she went to the bathroom fluttering with her body shaking in tears without taking off her clothes, she wanted to scream but was afraid to be heard, Risa was just crying in silence, he sat on the floor, his body wet, he did not feel cold or anything, which felt just a strange feeling of discomfort.

An hour in the bathroom Risa came out with a towel wrapped around her body, walked towards the closet and picked up the sleeping clothes that she felt comfortable.

He looked up at the sky of the room, he felt empty, nothing felt, began to close his eyes, but could not fall asleep, lately he was very difficult to sleep, taking the medicine from the nightstand drawer and taking it, a few minutes already taking the medicine Risa became sleepy she fell asleep.

....

the moon has changed in place of the dawn that began to appear, although timid but sure.

Making a girl who was still closing her eyes move uneasily to avoid her rays.

Risa got up from her sleep, still closing her eyes moved to stretch the stiff muscles due to sleep.

start opening your eyes and moving down from the bed, walk towards the bathroom and start doing her morning activities. After finishing with the affairs of the room, go out, down the date cross paths with the waiter who will go up, up,

"For the lady"Who the waiter was friendly answered a nod

"Grandma's up bi"Tanya Risa

"Not yet miss, the madam has not been out of the room from earlier "answered the maid.

Risa's forehead is wrinkled, wonder why her grandmother has not woken up usually her grandmother is in the back garden breathing fresh air in the morning.

"The lady is big like she's not well after dinner tonight, miss," she said, again seeing the lady in astonishment.

Risa rounded her eyes she walked hastily towards her grandmother's room, opened the door and began to step her feet.

Risa approached her grandmother who was still sleeping under the blanket, called her grandmother but there was no response from the concerned, began to hold the forehead of the grandmother, which was unusually cold,in search of the hands of the grandmother is also the same cold even though it is not so pronounced.

Starting to panic, the shadow of people leaving from him began to imagine in the way the pulse of the grandmother with eyes that had runny and exhaled relief but still look worried because the pulse is weakened.

Called by the waiter and told to call an ambulance she clutched the grandmother hoping nothing would happen, just the crying and regret she did.

Now that Risa had been in front of the ER she was just pacing back and forth like an iron,he only prayed from his mouth that kept his kamit and his tears that did not stop him like Dejavu with this state that distinguished only he was not covered in blood.

From the front, one person called out to him with the same face as his.

"Rafa, Riks grandma dafa, congratulations grandma daf" said Risa who saw that rafa who called her.

"Repeat Risa grandma will be good, don't cry your head can hurt Risa"Rafa said clenched tightly to Risa's vibrating body.

"Your shutt is strong, don't crybaby later ngak beautiful again"Buke d

rafa, she knows in this way dafa can silence risa, risa does not like to be considered as a child, although in fact Risa still often behave childishly.

And true Risa immediately fell silent, she was eager to push dafa and nailed him but in her speech because the rafa's decoction can make her calm.

After Risa did not cry rafa stretched her embrace and pulled Risa to sit on the waiting chair.

"You've contacted aunt and om"Ask rafa at risa, risa shook her head.

"I had no thought of contacting them I panicked and no one I called" said Risa

Rafa nodded in understanding because he himself knew because the doctor of Risa's family was his friend.

"You've had breakfast, look at your ilngus you're sick" asked Rafa as he cleared his nose with a handkerchief in his pocket and also earlier he felt his body was a little hot.

"You took another bath with cold water in the middle of the night" asked Rafa,dafa knows if Risa is depressed then she will flutter her body with cold water for hours and even there until she fainted made him.Risa just silently did not agree or refute Rafa's remarks.how could he lie with a psychic doctor nya.

Rafa is a psychiatrist who works at this hospital.he met Risa during the marriage of Aza and Dafa he saw Risa just silent and smiling with empty eyes without life.

Rafa begins to ask who Risa is to Rafa, Dafa who knows Risa's story from the aza tells Rafa, who tells Rafa,making Rafa shocked by the story he had also experienced it the difference his lover who died because of his rescue.

At that time Rafa was like Risa was even worse, but his parents took him to a psychiatrist and Alhamdulillah he recovered from his trauma, he became a psychiatrist because of this experience wanted to help people.

Rafa also suggests that Risa be brought to a psychiatrist and she recommends herself, because she wants to be closer to Risa, either because she feels the same fate or she is interested in Risa.

...

Rafa who saw Risa only silently knew the answer, which was true.

"You're still taking sleeping pills" asked Rafa again but Risa was silent.

Rafa just sighed

"I called aunty first, you are calm" said Rafa again.answered a nod by Risa.

After Rafa called mama risa and also papa aza he again sat next to Risa, he saw risa holding her head.

"You are dizzy, you better sleep first, and before that you are checked first, lest you lack fluids, if necessary you have to use infusion so as not to limp" said Rafa worried.

Risa belated she was just dizzy but told that - it was like a severe pain.

"Don't look at me like that I don't want you to be sick either" Rafa said quickly upon seeing the irritated expression.

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