
Ardian could only be silent facing the closed door in front of him. Various feelings raged on his chest. He was angry at himself for making a big mistake that could lead to losing his beloved friend. He fucked his friend who was drunk. He raped his best friend. Aargh... Ardian could only grab her hair in annoyance. He could only punch through the wall that limited him to Erina. You stupid elo! G! B****n! Ardian repeatedly cursed himself. He fell on the floor. He could have opened the door of the apartment because he knew the password but it could be ascertained Erina would rampage.
Ardian was finally able to sit leaning against the door. She knew it was not impossible that Erina would break up her friendship and hate herself for life.
"Woy bro, elo why?" ask Gustav who just arrived with Starla. His hand held a paper bag containing the clothes that Ardian asked for.
"Di, elo why? Why sit here? Why not sit inside? Elo and Erina fight? Why do you look like this? Where's your shirt?" Starla bombards with a series of questions.
"Please baby, let Ardian get dressed first." Gustav attempted to calm his curious looking wife.
"Well, aren't you curious?" Starla stays kepo.
"Current anyway. But if we insist on it later he doesn't even want a story."
"I went inside, didn't I?" Starla was about to hit the bell but was arrested by Ardian.
"Don't. Let Erina alone," stop Ardian. He knew Erina was currently in no condition to meet anyone else.
"Lho, what's up? You guys really fighting?" ask Starla again.
"Let's go to the coffee shop below. I'm sure Ardian needs coffee and breakfast." Gustav takes Starla and Ardian down.
"Gue can't leave him alone. I'm worried she's reckless."
"How close? When will you be sitting here? If you want to spend time here, mingan elo eat first. Elo needs energy to face Erin."
"Yes Di. Eat first. Later after eating, you can come back here again" persuaded Starla.
Suddenly Gustav's phone rang.
"Erin" Gustav said after reading the name that appeared on his phone screen. "Yes, hello Rin."
"Bring brother lo home. I don't want to see him."
"But Rin, he said he didn't want to leave Elo alone."
"Send him home or I call the cops." The phone just disconnected.
Gustav looked at his cell phone and looked at Ardian in wonder.
"Di, Erin told me to take you home. If you refuse, he'll call the police."
"Police? There's a problem with taking the police all over. Elo apain the Erin?" ask Starla suspiciously.
"Later the language. Let's go down first. I don't want any police to come and arrest us. Let's go down!" bring Gustav.
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Erina was sitting limp on the sofa. He still could not believe what had happened to him. God, why am I so fucking shit? Is my sin so great that God continues to punish me? Do I not deserve to be happy? God, I'm not asking for much. I just want to be happy like everyone else.
Suddenly the phone rang. The name Daffa appeared on the screen. Erina just stared at her phone for a few moments then she pressed the red icon. He did not want to talk to Daffa. Even if necessary he will block the man's number. Soon the phone went off. The same name appears. Erina is silenting her phone. He really didn't want to have any more contact with that guy. Because of Daffa he again experienced disappointment which resulted in the loss of the most valuable property he had guarded so far.
Erina opened a list of outgoing calls from her phone. The last two calls he made were calls to Ardian. Apparently, he contacted the man himself. But how did he find me? Did I ask him to come get me? Aaargh.. you're so stupid Erina! it means to yourself. But why would Ardian do that to me? Until now he still felt pain in the core of his body. Did he do that intentionally? Am I the one who lured him so that Ardian could fuck me? Erina tried hard to remember the incident last night but she failed. Erina finally gave up.
Erina doesn't know how to deal with what happened to her. All he knew was that he was very disappointed and angry with Ardian. If only he wanted to feel like he was cursing God. But he realized it was all free and he could not do it. Should I ask Ardian what happened? But how do I know if he's telling the truth or not? What if I turned out to be the one who fished it. Aaaargh... What should I do?
Suddenly his eyes stared at the notification that appeared on his phone. Mommy's writing appears. Erina realized she had not informed Yuna of her existence. In a hurry he shifted the green icon on the screen of his phone.
"Yes mom."
"Are you okay honey?"
"I'm okay mom. Sorry I forgot to tell you that I slept in my apartment." I slept with Ardian, his inner.
"Yesterday mommy asked Ardian to find you after mommy couldn't reach your phone. Where were you last night?"
"Mom, I'm not a little girl anymore. I'm an adult woman."
"I know that. But still I'm worried."
"Don't worry mom. I can take care of myself. Are you forget that I can do karate?" Erina forced a laugh to calm her feelings. But I failed to keep my honor, mom. I wanted Erina to complain about it, but she couldn't.
"You fought with Daffa?" yuna asked carefully. As a mother Yuna could feel that something was wrong had happened to Erina.
"I will tell you later. What's important now is that mommy already knows that Erin's okay."
"Just come home dear."
"I will mom, but not now. I need to take a rest."
"You're really okay, right? Do you need mommy to go there?"
"Not for mom. I'm just fine. Erin wants to ask mommy for help. Please mommy tell Mr. Rahmat send Erin's car to the apartment. Erin needs time to think alone."
"Where are you going? Let Grace take you. Do I need to ask for Daffa to take you? Or Ardian?" The two creatures I currently do not want to meet, Erina scolded in my heart.
"Don't mom! Mommy don't tell them Erin wants to go somewhere. Erin needs her own time to think." Erina refused.
"Please tell mommy where are you going or do you want mommy to go?"
"Not for mom. I'll be okay. I just need some time to think."
"Rin, you have me and daddy. We'll be here anytime you need us. Remember that honey."
"Okay mom's. Thanks for your love. Sorry, if I let you down."
Hearing Erina's words, Yuna grew more and more convinced that something had happened to her only daughter. But he knew Erina would be increasingly shut down if urged to tell a story. The most appropriate way was to continue monitoring this daughter from afar.
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