Kiara "Hurt Is My Life"
Introductions

Hii.....My name is Kiara.Lidya Kiara Wati, My life has gone to the age of 18 years, which means I am no longer called a child.I am also nicknamed CEDAR(CEwe CaDAR) it is because I always use a veil wherever I go,using a veil is my own will not force from my parents or teachers, because I veiled I always underestimated the boys even the girls of school, people say"She was the most different Cewe from the rest"a little disappointed to hear that anyway, but I wore a sincere veil because of the above, not because I wanted to be praised or blasphemed

When I was a Kindergarten, I lived in a boarding school, from Kindergarten to SD, so naturally I like to wear a veil, that's because of the habits that I do in the school.

I work in one of the Band groups that are quite famous on Youtube, we have also represented Indonesia in the best Band contest in Asia, even though we only got 3rd champion, ' he said ,but we are proud because it is the result of our hard work, besides that I am a kindergarten teacher who is not too far from my home.

I became a Kindergarten teacher because I wanted to continue the career of Mother, and also I became a writer of the Novel because I wanted to continue the career of a Father, which I can also master both, and I also want to be able to master both,besides, I also have a hobby of imagination, and a high level of patience, so I am ready to feel what other teachers feel when students are disobedient, mischievous, crybaby, etc.

In addition, I also have a hobby that can be said to be very liked by men, well that is playing games.

Because of the game I can add a little income from the amount of results I worked before, there is nothing easy, of the many tournaments I participated in, I only won 6 times, I only ever won 6 times,and now I'm the only Esport player to wear a veil.....

I entered Esport because my friend who was called Regi Prasmana, he had long followed the Esport, he had invited me to base their camp and play with them,and the result is that they say that my game level has reached the gods, meaning that I am a little expert in playing the game, Regi is also one of the top players in my region, just that he does not really introduce his face,because every tournament he always wears a mask with a jacket, so people only know that "if there is a man make a black jacket, then nickname his back Regiogame, just hit it"hhhh that's what I've heard from the fans.Then little by little I won the game, the founder of Esport recruited me without a test, without anything, of course I was very surprised,"time can any girl make a veil can be a pro player Esport??"

With her decent income, I was able to support a little sister whom I already considered to be my own child

Although the game became a hobby of my prayer, salary, almsgiving, and other worship I never left, as my gratitude to the Almighty God who has given me the opportunity to improve myself,and become the adult that we are today.

Usually I always miss my Mother's Father, when we practice band together, school meetings, even when the tournament goes on I still remember my Mother's face.

But...

Who would have thought when I was 12 years old I got a lot of abuse from school friends, bullied just because our generation lost in the competition to make masterpieces.

It's all the past that holds me back, and because of that dark past, it can make me strong in the face of every small or big problem, it's true that God is the best scenario maker.