
I really don't understand what's going on with me, though, ever since that ridiculous incident on the basketball court there is a strange feeling that keeps running around and absolutely does not want to go from my heart. I am happy when I see him, especially if he has a smile or laugh (though I realize his smile and laughter are not for me). When this self deket same him I feel that my heart beats faster than usual and somehow there is a sense of worry and also anxiety when he is not in my deck.
And the most ridiculous thing is that I have a new hobby in my life, lately when I come to school I will not go straight into the classroom rich usually but I will hang out first in the stall of the mother while constantly observing the front gate of my school and when I squirm the guy I was waiting for came to my new school I got out on my bike and got into school.
I was so grateful when Okti ma'am gave me and he was a punishment that could make me spend precious time with him (even though it was just clean rubbish around the school or just clean up the bathroom)
In the past (before the incident on the basketball court)he was the only girl I liked the most, I liked, when I meet him he can be sure there is a material for a fight and somehow I think there is something less if I am the same he is not brantem
For now I don't know what makes me really fall in love with him? In my eyes she is a unique girl she is different from other girls, she is also a tomboyish girl, who never brought a package book or a notebook from home (because all his books he put under his desk), whose work is almost every day late to come to school and it seems she pants dapet first rank as the most frequent student in and out of the BK room.
I really do like it because again yesterday I spent time with him, he said, at first I thought yesterday that he would not go to school because it was already at half-eight in the morning and he had not even pointed at his idol trunk. Finally, I was forced to get out of the mother's shop and as I expected that day, Okti was hanging out in front of the school gate
While having duties that love the same Okti, me and Keisya occasionally chat (even though it is just a matter of punishment). Without me guessing Keisya suddenly discussed the matter of Rachel and out of nowhere, Keisya concluded that I and Rachel were bound in a relationship.
I wonder why Keisya thinks so. Though I never once thought of Rachel, I often walk and eat with Rachel but it's all I sell because I feel bad about Rachel. And for the first time I feel uncomfortable when someone thinks that me and Rachel are bound in a relationship.
As much as I can, as I can, I explained all the truth but again Keisya did not believe in my words even he also perfected my advice so that I could not hurt Rachel's heart because in the eyes of Keisya Rachel is a good girl and also beautiful.
Because Keisya looks not to believe, without any preparation I dare myself to make a real feeling that I have been pendem. I guess he'll believe it when I tell him the truth but it turns out I was wrong, he's laughing when I'm honest with everything I'm afraid of. Without feeling bossy again he advised me so that I keep my relationship with Rachel even he also said if the feeling I have is really he still will not accept me on the grounds of him don't want to be a destroyer of other people's relationships. I'm not going to give up, I'll prove it to Keisya if I don't have any relationship with Rachel and I will also prove if I really love Keisya