
What I once held as complicated as anything I would not pay off. And especially to you, only to you I want to be more selfish.
Ardan is still always following the car carrying Alisia and Reyhan to stop right in front of Alisia's yard.
He knew exactly what the house was, a simple house that two years ago was always his best sight. It is filled with all the warmth and smiles of affection.
There is a scene that always makes Ardan indirectly envious of Alisia in a good sense.
He was envious of the affection that was poured out and that Alisia received. The mother father with a warm smile welcomed Alisia's arrival, two of his sisters were playing ball toss and a teenage boy sitting near his mother was busy typing something behind his laptop screen seriously.
Roli Ramansyah a teenage boy familiarly called Roli, Ardan of course knows it. He was indeed the brave brother in charge, once fearlessly searching for where exactly Alisia was.
Putting aside all the riled up she endured just to find her brother. And Ardan remembered very well how much he was hated by the Alisian brother.
“if until you touch it even a little I will make sure your life in exchange even the tip of the hair I will look for you to the end of the world though” Alisia's sister speech that is still ringing in her ear, he said, with a thick look of hate in view that was immediately fixed on Ardan.
Ardan was sure even his senses he appeared now, his position would never change for Alisia let alone his brother. Those memories and the gazes of the Alisia brothers were both real in his memories.
And simultaneously Ardan very, very hate alien beings who are beside Alisia. There Reyhan also followed down and greeted all the Alisia family.
Experiencing Alisia's parents one by one who was reciprocated with a warm embrace from Alisia's own father.
From a distance Ardan looked at them and it made his hand clenched tightly. On one hand he wants to be Reyhan for now and on the other he seems to want to pull Reyhan and wrap him up to disappear completely from his sight.
He himself is not out of thought. An Ardan wanted far away just to be a stalker who clearly lacked nothing, but only for a girl who makes him always look for reasons that are clearly made-up and as good as Ardan tries to express it it still never goes according to his plan.
This is where he looks from a distance at the harmony that he should be playing. Reyhan's maximum knot smile showed and reply to the awkward smile Alisia gave.
They should be shy lovebirds and that makes Ardan's eyes heat up. He couldn't accept the situation. A warm conversation that even he could not do directly.
Actually what happened in the past is not entirely wrong Ardan. But what he does is inversely proportional to the assumptions he gets.
He used to think it was the best thing he did as he wanted. But all that he maximizes is compared to what he wants to create.
And the backup was always able to make Ardan interested at that time. Almost every time he finished his break by scapegoating his father made various excuses if he had to visit him.
Ardan tried as if accidentally always turning the path further with his friends, he was bored with the road they used to pass. Though the road that is said to be ordinary is the path that is actually the most correct choice between other paths.
The path that is now the third time in a row in that week is the furthest, his friends certainly feel strange with his best friend. But there are different ones that they are starting to read.
Ardan seemed to find a new world, that's what they caught. The new path and the new goal is actually what happened. And to prove that they obey Ardan's wishes.
Returning from the canteen and this was the fifth week of the second day Ardan was caught without evasion. The school cafeteria does always make sipapan among them feel homesick, in addition to affordable and connections that they have choices that support taste are also available. But other they've obviously been others also want Ardan.
The smile that had always turned his world upside down was pointing at him and without him realizing it returned the smile of the female student who was waving her right hand.
In Ardan's imagination it was for him and he unconsciously muttered “cantik” and it could not be separated from the hearing of his four best friends who followed gawking in amazement.
“kak Rey” is the first sentence that makes Ardan realized as if forcibly withdrawn again both of which must make his four friends mock him “so this is your new father yes Ar gorgeous” said his friends compact interspersed with their crisp laughter.
Ardan who was suddenly carried away by the atmosphere replied exasperatedly “your silence, it has nothing to do with anything. We will actually be in his room” obviously goes first.
“Padahal every time we will go there and get to the door you always make excuses for strange reasons so since we every lunch here only yesterday we met him and it was not important meager” denied a friend while pulling Ardan's shoulder.
And coupled with the majors silat his tongue “dia beautiful Ar” god who successfully made Ardan's head heated up “don't you follow looking at him” while looking back at the students gray uniforms that Ardan eyes are smiling very charming. “effect Ardan defeated the sunlight beaming so deh”
“stay smile and happy I am not in your world even just a shadow. But that smile I hope you still have it as complicated as anything that happens Alisia-ku” his sword in heart while stepping away and squinting a sign of dislike to his Alisia interlocutor who waved away Alisia herself.
I don't know why I really don't like that one kid, the murmurs aren't clear..
Hayyyy man-our friends meet again..
Let's play a role in the world I created. Ambiguous imagination is held back. Sorry his erratic ups are all because of his uncalled mood. I'm with you ⁇ ️
Warm regards 💗💗Prints Andini💗💗😇🙏