Iddah
Chapter 7

After the Isa prayer we gathered in the living room to dhikir together. Just me, the children and the family of Pakdhe Loso. Usually in our village if someone dies, then the night Mr - the father of one RT will come to know the term. But tonight no neighbors came, only Mas Karyo and Yu Sri. It's nothing, because the government forbids people to hold events - events that gather people, especially at home there are families from outside the city.

I see children reading dhikr. My tears kept flowing in between my dhikr. "Yes Allah... You see our children. Forgive your sins - Win your sins, O Allah. Place them in your paradise heaven"

"Asalaamu 'alaikum....!"

I looked towards the door...

"Vaaikumussalaam... Oh Allah Ma'am Joen... Alhamdulillaah is coming..."

"Yes Bu Tina. sorry yes.. can not be long - long ... This is a little snack of the same mineral water for friends dzikir so as not to sleepy... may Mr. Win husnul khotimah yes ma'am.. who is strong yes bu Tina for children - sorry again... it can't be long she said.. "

"Walah.k even bother - bothered genengan ki... Thank you very much nobu Yoen. please if there is a deliberate mistake Win or do not please forgive yes ma'am..."

"Yes Ms. Tina is forgiven... Ms. Tina who sincerely accompanied the children yes.., business of business later we finish after Bu Tina has calmer yes. I say no..."

"Sign up, ma'am, thank you so much again."

"Same - ma'am, Assalamu'alaikum..."

We continued dhikr until ten p.m. I saw the kids look tired. They immediately lay in their respective places, Pakdhe Loso had even slept from earlier. Probably exhausted. Mas Karyo and Yu Sri also returned home. Budhe Ndari had also been lying down but I saw that he had not slept. I immediately closed the doors and windows. Then following lying next to the Ndari budhe. Well ... tonight no one sleeps in the room. Everyone sleeps in the middle room like on a holiday.

It's been twelve in the night, but I haven't been able to sleep. I saw everyone was sleeping well. I took the water of ablution. I decided to pray so that my heart would be calmer.

"It's the first night without you mas Win, calm there ya mas. I promise will take care and accompany the children. O Allah forgive all sins Win and place Win in Your paradise, O God.... And open the path of fortune for me to be able to support children - children.make them children - children who are sholih and sholihah who always love the same parents. Give them fluency in their growth, education and fortune. Give our family healthy, long life barokah, aamiin..."

After the prayer, my heart became calmer. I laid my body down next to Budhe Ndari. The atmosphere of the night was very quiet. I closed my eyes hoping to fall asleep, but couldn't sleep. I thought back while closing my eyes. Suddenly someone hugged me, I was a little surprised...

"Well, can't you sleep?"

"It may be. it will sleep. You even admire it...."

"Yes let's go to bed buk, it's already this malem... "

"Yes..here is not the donkey..."