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As soon as the room arrived, Panji just kept quiet and it left Rena astonished. He did not expect. The banner simply led him to his bed. After that, Panji turned around intending to leave.
"Mas, it wasn't me. I am not .... "
"I knew. I already know your relationship. No need to cover or open it" said Panji slowly.
"Mas ... " Rena's face was pale. His lips trembled following his hand.
"You don't go out of the room just yet as long as Papa's still angry. I'll go to work first." Panji picked up his tote bag and walked towards the door.
Rena got up from her seat and walked towards Panji. "I'm sorry, Mom." Rena dropped her knee next to Panji's leg. Rena pleads.
The banner looked on without expression. He was not angry, especially sad. I don't know what he felt. Rena can't read it.
"Stand, Rena. Don't embarrass me. I never even begged you to forgive me for what I did with Dhea." Stooped pennant. He held onto both shoulders of Rena and then he guided her to her feet.
"Why aren't you angry?" Rena bowed, not daring to look her husband in the eye.
"I was wrong too. If I can make you happy and love you wholeheartedly, maybe you will not seek happiness with other men out there," Panji replied either insinuations or true confessions.
"Don't do it, Mum. Since when do you know?" Tears of Rena. He regretted his actions in the past. "Why didn't you say you knew?"
"Your worth will hurt until I say. I choose to try to love and pay more attention to you. Getting you pregnant is my way of preventing you from seeing that guy again." The banner gripped Rena's shoulder.
"I'm sorry."
"But why are you still seeing her when you're pregnant?" ask Panji who stopped for a moment, "the accident ... You're done seeing him, right?"
Rena's ears suddenly attacked rumbling out of nowhere. It turns out Panji knows everything. Panji knows his affair with Haris. But why would Panji prefer silence? Panji really blames himself or is it because he doesn't care?
"No, Mas. It's really just a congratulatory note because I'm pregnant."
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"You're not running to Dhea, are you?" Rena lost control. He said whatever was in his head. Sometimes he says it without thinking.
"Why is it Dhea? You don't feel guilty for her at all?"
"You're still thinking about it, Mom,"
"I thought how deeply your words stuck in his heart. While you are not yet aware that you are not much different from what you said to Dhea. The three of us are both selfless and lowly, Re. Don't hate her so much."
"But you hate me, Mom."
"When did I say I hated you? What is, you show too much of your love for me. You are too kind, too understanding, even too forgiving to me. Wh why? You're afraid I'll change once you know your secret with Haris?"
"I'm sincere, Mom."
"That's why I never hated you. It's just that if you ask for love from me, it can't be as instant as you expect."
"We've known each other for two years, three years married. It's no longer instant. How much longer will it take?" Rena is ready to argue.
"From the time my children knew Dhea, seven years we were dating, five years we were apart. That feeling still exists."
"Cuukkkuuppp!" rena shouted as if he could not bear to hear what Panji said. Just yesterday Rena was a little moved because Dhea sent someone who wanted to help carry her child. However, now Panji's words make Rena's hatred come back to the surface.
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