I'm Without The Womb
Love or Sympathy

Yaris parked his car at a club owned by his friend. This was not his habit, but circumstances made him want to look for something to make his mind calmer.

"Hi, bro! what wind is there?" Yaris shook his friend's hand and immediately took a sitting position in front of the bar table.

"I'm so light, and don't ask me what's wrong!" yaris said in a flat voice.

"Ok, I know what you're looking for."

A small glass of the drink landed in front of Yaris, with one sip of Yaris finishing the drink and he continued to suck on the orange. Being a separate entertainment for him to enjoy the sensation of drinks presented by the bartender. This is what Yaris calls impingement. Alcohol is one of the most powerful ways to make things better. Did ya?

Seeing Yaris at the club was a rare occurrence, otherwise he would not have set foot in that place. Yaris who looked like a new person in that place, of course invited the eyes of the one night stand peddlers who were already prevalent there.

"Hey, handsomes! join me tonight?" the scantily dressed lady whispered in Yaris' ear, making her shudder slightly. The ninth glass that Yaris sipped did indeed make him dawdle, but he had yet to lose consciousness completely. His body's resistance to alcohol is excellent.

He did not respond in the slightest to the woman's words, but as he continued to be tempted by Yaris' reaction made his friend chuckle a little. Yaris stomps at the woman's hand, grabs her nape, and Yaris's rude kiss strikes the woman one night, ********no pause, no pause, bit him and gave no room for the woman to just take in oxygen. After a few seconds of Yaris stopping his action and pushing the woman's body which still looks dull, Yaris brought her face closer to the woman's ears and.."stay away from me!" the words came out of her pink lips. The woman left Yaris with an annoyed face.

"Wo wo wo, there is more stress" said his friend who sat across the bar table.

"Shut up!" yaris said with a voice that had started to get drunk. With minimal awareness Yaris reached into his suit pocket trying to pick up a cell phone. He found Reyhan's contact and tried to contact him.

Call out... Reyhan

"Cats, Yaris!"

Not yet had time to reply to Reyhan's greeting across from Yaris bowed on the table, now he had completely lost consciousness. His friend just shook his head.

"Yaris, where are you? Hello!" Reyhan sounded worried because he only heard a noise.

"Chelle, Rey! it's me Boby, pick me up this lo ni, he's screwed, I wait!

***

That night Ralin woke up, either because of what, his eyes felt difficult to shut again, maybe because all day he fell asleep the effects of drugs and drugs that he was taking have now disappeared. His throat was dry, he tried to reach for the bottle of drink that was on the bedside nightstand, but failed. His body is still difficult to move, 12 hours after the operation later he had to learn to move the body up to his feet, maybe even have to learn to stand and walk tomorrow morning.

'Everybody's been sleeping, and maybe wake them up, Arya and Mega must be the achievement of taking care of me all day.'

Ralin decided to return to his initial position, pulled the blanket that had been exposed and again lay facing his gaze to the ceiling of the room. He suddenly recalled the sentence that Yaris whispered to him before entering the operating room.

Is it true that what the man said, God, can't be, I can't waver, if there's time we talk I'll reject it, should.

Especially if he knows my situation, Lord, please take care of this heart. Stay frozen, stay cold, no love for a frozen heart.

***

"Auuu my head." Yaris woke up with his head still hurting. In the play back his memory of last night's incident, "ah, Rey! Thank goodness."

She was quite grateful not to end up in bed with a one night stand woman.

As he was about to get off the bed, he saw a small note on his bedside nightstand.

'Drink this ****, awaas lo nyusahin me again.'

Yaris smiled at the note his friend left behind. Get the drug and immediately take it.

The plan is today he will go to the office and after that meet Ralin. Either sympathy or love let him live first.

An hour after arriving at the office Yaris busy with a myriad of work that yesterday was delayed. In a few minutes he has to attend a monthly meeting with his employees.

The door of Yaris's room opened, at the sight of a middle-aged man in a neat suit entering his room, not forgetting the stick as a road aid that always faithfully accompanied him. Mr. Sa'id, Yaris' father who now has a slightly lame path due to an accident 3 years ago.

"Father would like to thank you for returning the donation for the home, papa hope something like this doesn't happen again."

Yaris just quietly listened to his father, wanting to feel like he asked about what happened 3 years ago, the accident his father had experienced, and what his father knew about Ralin. But his mouth was silent, there was a stone there, maybe this was not the right time.

"Yaris knows, Pa. It's not gonna happen again."

"You asked you to come home for dinner, he wanted us to hang out tonight."

"Yaris try." said Yaris. I don't know why he still refuses to talk to his father.

"Then Papa, go home first."

"Well, do you know Ralin? volunteer parlors that Yaris makes a hard time donating?" yaris' father fell silent, his face remained flat, but his father's silence made Yaris even more certain that his father knew something.

"Papa don't need a story now, we'll talk about it next time, sooner or later you'll have to tell it all to Yaris."

Yaris' father did not comment, he just continued his steps towards the door without looking at Yaris.

"Hhuuuuffft."

***

"Eat first yes Lin, let lo cepet go home, bosen know I'm here, the nurse who takes care of you all girls, there's no nurse guy who came here ngurus lo."

"His son a male nurse, I asked a female nurse who took care of me, no intention really you so temen."

"Aaa open your mouth wide, app, pinter! Lin I need to wash my eyes, doctor Reyhan already have a boyfriend belom yes, may I ask the Yaris."

"No, I'm the one who's sick with the silver lining." - Roda Ralin.

"Belom was also found out, I'm heartbroken you also bother, God may Reyhan's doctor single, aamiiin."

"Is there anything I do'ain single?"

In that instant Mega and Ralin stopped their conversation, Mega blushed shyly trying to hide her face. The sudden arrival of doctor Reyhan managed to make Mega's face reddened. Ralin smiled amusedly at his best friend who began to misbehave.

"He heard the sound of his prayer outside."

"What's the time doc?" timpal Ralin's.

"Seriously." Reyhan replied convincingly.

"Thankful you know if the doctor is horrified, my friend has the same marriage ideals as the doctor," said Ralin who greeted Mega by giving his hand code in a cross. "So Ega, no need to bother to Yaris, just now to his man, already have a boyfriend belom doc? My list is." Ralin increasingly aggressively teasing Mega, "less good if I've been a deputy lo nanya Rey doctor."

"Well, lo Lin's bad." said Mega while enduring the embarrassment.

"I am still single."

"So my friend has a chance dong dok?"

"It can be arranged, the important thing is that the patient is healed first" said Reyhan doctor who then looked at Mega while blinking one eye.

Don't be asked how embarrassed Mega is, it feels like his heart goes down to the hull, his head falls to the floor.

Fucking ralin, it hurts again too.

"Great is the patient, already able to sit, can be left-right tilt too right?"

"Can dong dok, I'm already ser.." Ralin sentence stopped, "meaning I want to leave the hospital, so I can work again doc," continued Ralin, maybe Reyhan's doctor already knows the situation but Ralin does not want to show his experience first.

After Rehan's doctor passed from the room, Mega could breathe a sigh of relief. Ever since Reyhan's doctor came in, he's been very dead style.

"Ralin really-gener deh lo, my self-esteem was nyungsep to the deepest valley tau ga."

"Yeee said that you are seneng, know the status of Rey's doctor, now you stay waiting on a date, you should say thank you times," said Ralin.

"Yes but ga selugas that time you say, ah how the hell, your mouth wants me to use the filter."

"Bodo, I'm waiting for your transaction, watch out lo ga ngokasih ntar if it's already made!"

"Not happened yet, play ngancem aja lo, eh brother Arya kok ga look?"

"Sir Arya is back at work, I told her, it's not good I took her, I asked her to find a lot of money to continue to marry."

"Is there a candidate?"

"Dome."

"Just like boong dong."

"In my village a lot, ntar Mamak I have a duty."

"Colots really lo."

"Biarin, if you wait for brother Arya ga will be dapet-dapet, my family will not be able to succeed." Ralin stopped his sentence, again he offended himself.

Mega caught the look on Ralin's sad face. "Have you, don't talk mate again, Lin like I'm a laper, but pimengin eat burger, I stay tight, ga anything?"

Ralin just nodded in agreement to Mega's remark. "Want me to buy it too?"

"May deh."

"Ok, don't frown anymore, piisss!" Mega moved out by raising both fingers to form the letter V.

Ralin was alone in his room. Feeling tired, he finally decided to try to get out of bed to train his legs that are still stiff in order to walk.

'Bismilbornrohmanirrohim.'

When he set foot on the floor, his surgical scars still hurt, "okay, slowly Ralin, we clean up today, the hospital is the same as annoying.

Ralin took a breath first and exhaled, his right leg he took a slow step, a moment after a while, the position of Ralin was now four steps from his bed and when he was about to turn suddenly "aaa.."

"Rabelle!"

Ralin lost his balance, his body almost fell to coincide when Yaris entered his room, with Yaris swiftly running to reach Ralin's body, their position now Ralin hugged Yaris' body in order to rest.

"Aauu."

"Why did it go down while it still hurt?" yaris' voice was rather high, Yaris took the initiative to hold Ralin to return him to bed but was immediately stopped by Ralin.

"Don't, don't! I have to practice walking so I can go home, if I don't practice the stitches long dry."

"But it still hurts" said Yaris.

"You lie down and it won't heal," argued Ralin did not want to lose.

Yaris just shook his head, actually this is the inner stone head chick.

"Yes, I'm helping."

"Ga us..."

"Well, ato I'm carrying, will you?"

"What the hell."

"That's why I'm helping with his walking practice."

Ralin can only resign, willing to fight and his condition is still weak. Yaris holds Ralin, with Ralin resting on Yaris's hand.

"Danish." Ralin bit her lower lip withstanding the pain of her sewing wound.

"It hurts?" ask Yaris a little worried.

Ralin nodded.

"We go to the sofa, I want to sit down." said Ralin a little bit.

"Related?"

Ralin nodded for sure.

"hhhhuuuffft" Ralin breathed a sigh of relief once he managed to land on the sofa.

"Why do you want to practice anyway, already know no one?"

"Just because no one else is, I don't want anyone to see."

"But if you fall and I don't know how?"

"And you came here, why did you come here?"

"Yes look at you."

As soon as Ralin's face blushed, 'ga sorted this.'

"Ga need!"

"Need to" Yaris insisted

"Why should it be?"

"Your color is my girlfriend now," Yaris said lightly, without burden.

"No, I don't feel it." Ralin really did not like Yaris claiming himself as a couple. What the fuck?

"I feel it." Yaris won't lose.

"I never said I agreed."

"I never asked for your approval and I don't need to.

"Ga can."

"One: I don't accept rejection, two: you have no choice but to be with me, three: two days ago before you entered the operating room it was our official day, period," Yaris explained, exactly firm.

Yaris had decided to take responsibility for all the pain that Ralin was experiencing. Perhaps the beginning is sympathy, the affairs of the heart may follow.