Heart For Aisyah
Drop

Aisyah was eager to curse herself, because the blood that came out of her mouth was not at the right time.

Aisyah had tried to cover it up, so that Byan did not worry about her condition. But as it turned out, now Byan saw himself spitting out blood from his mouth.

Aisyah could not dodge anymore and could only shed her cries in Byan's arms.

Byan also shed his tears. Now his anxiety increasingly dominates his heart and mind.

"Darling, we have to go to the hospital right now."

Aisyah was only able to nod her head. His throat felt blocked and could not answer. Suddenly, Aisyah's body slumped and Byan grew increasingly panicked at Aisyah who had fainted.

"Darling, hang in...." Byan instantly lifted Aisyah's body and carried her out.

With feelings that greatly worried Aisyah, Byan immediately took Aisyah to the hospital and hoped that Aisyah's condition was fine. Upon arrival at the hospital, Aisyah was immediately examined.

Byan continued to pay attention to the two doctors who were examining Aisyah. Internal medicine specialists and obstetricians looked at each other. Byan did not know with the doctor's gaze, then doctor Azizah turned her gaze towards Byan.

"Could come with me," said doctor Azizah.

Byan nodded and followed Doctor Azizah from behind.

"So how's my wife?" Asked Byan who was very curious about Aisyah's state.

"Actually I've warned your wife not to continue her pregnancy, given the disease she was suffering from. But it turns out, your wife's keeping her pregnant and what I'm afraid is happening."'

"How do you do now, Doc?" Byan was really very worried about Aisyah and how stupid she was, who did not know the true condition of Aisyah, whereas every month she always accompanied Aisyah to check her content.

He thought, everything is fine. Even during this time Aisyah did not show her pain. Byan continues to curse her who is not a genius to be a husband.

"Forced to have a C-section, to save the baby." Follow doctor Azizah.

"I mean doctor? Why just save the baby, and then my wife?" Ask Byan full of questions.

"Actually this is very heavy for me to answer, because this operation could endanger both, given the condition of your wife is getting dropped." Imbuh the doctor.

"meaning? only one of my children and wife survived?"

Doctor Azizah nodded small.

Byan lowered his head and now his tears were dripping down without being prevented. Many times Byan breathed his heavy breath, his chest felt tight to hear the words of doctor Azizah.

Byan did not want to lose both. Both are equally important in his life.

"We just pray. May your wife and children be safe."

***

Before Aisyah underwent a Caesarean section, Byan continued to stare fixedly at Aisyah's face. Byan then kissed Aisyah's hand which he was holding.

Byan sobbed dejectedly, looking at Aisyah who had yet to open her eyes. Then Byan bowed his head beside Aisyah's shoulder. Byan's body shook withstanding his cries. Really, it's very hard for him.

A gentle pat on Byan's back and Byan raised his head to look at someone he loved so much that he was smiling sweetly.

"Brother...." Byan immediately kissed Aisyah's forehead deeply.

"Sister, why are you crying?"

"Because you made me cry" replied Byan while stroking Aisyah's cheek.

"Why did you cover everything from me."

"Because I don't want to make my sister worry about my condition," Aisyah replied with a sad look. Then Aisyah pulled out Byan's hand and kissed the back of her hand Byan.

"Sister, promise me. If there's anything bad about me, you have to choose my baby." Aisyah said with a quivering voice and her tears streaming down her cheeks.

Byan shook his head. He may have to choose between his wife and children. Both are equally valuable in their lives.

"I can't choose one of them. I can only want you both safe. You have to remember when we go to the beach, don't you want the three of us to go to the beach and play sand with our son."

Aisyah just smiled bitterly. He knew that his life could not last much longer and that it was just a false hope, which could not have happened.

"You must promise me that you must fight for me. I beg...."

"I don't promise, brother. I didn't promise...." Aisyah is getting sobbing. He cannot reject destiny and if God wills it, he must be ready to let go. Let go of his great love for Byan.

"I don't want to know... Anyway you have to live longer with me and age with me."

Byan now hugged Aisyah, both of whom equally shed their sorrow. Byan would never be able to lose the woman he loved so much. Byan could only hope, may there be a miracle for Aisyah.