Hate To Love's
eps 5. sad
"Not stupid, but we just put our feelings and expectations on the wrong people"
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On the way to Kehsa's house he just kept quiet he was busy with things he had in mind all mixed up so one tried to remember about the past and someone he could not remember.
"where else is this key ?" ask rendy to throw the keyhsa daydream
"ah straight only later there is a crossroad turn left trs there is a fork I go down there aja" explained brief keyhsa with a view that is still staring blankly ahead.
Rendy knew that Keyhsa was now in a bad condition so she chose to remain silent during the trip.
"it's over" said keyhsa, breaking the silence between them
"sure down here ? is your home far away ? I'm taking her from the walk
"do not need to deket if I can walk alone, max ya ride sorry also earlier ngerepotin lo lo at school" said keyhsa with a tone and a flat face
after Kehsa got off the rendy car showed a smrik smile in the rearview mirror of the car then he immediately drove his car not far running rendy had to stop his car because he had to pick up the phone from someone.
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at the door of the house Keyhsa heard a noise from outside.
"what the heck have a lot of dizzy head thoughts is still a problem" inner keyhsa as she was about to open the door of her house
"Assalamualaikum keyhsa powder.."
Praaanngg.
"Dad.." yelled keyhsa very loudly
"Dad why ? his eyes were reddened he was so tired that even now he had to endure anger and crying at the same time
"Mother ? is mom okay ? he held the hand of his mother who was accidentally hit by broken glass
"DAD ENOUGH !! with only a little remaining strength he tried to stop his father who kept shouting at his mother.
he was very depressed with his father who was easily emotionally temprament and rough he was also sad lately his family life was completely out of control
"Your mama cheated on me, papa, you know ?" her eyes widened even more red withstanding her anger and tears she did not believe in the accusations her father had said she believed that her mother was not such a person
"it's not a pity mama didn't do that to your papa.."
"there are many reasons why the man who just ran you ? married women go home with other men what if not cells... "
"father already. father has not been horrified by the explanation of mama" Kehsa is not strong enough to hold back his tears it feels like his head is about to break now he is not strong if it has to be hit with problems in droves.
"what's the explanation is clearly your mother is a cheap woman, whether you are not a father's child"
Deg keyhsa's heart felt broken into pieces the figure he was proud of, he always admired what he always called at every step someone who means so much that even Kehsa does anything to make his father happy but his father easily said that he is not his son
"What ? What did you just say ? whatever.. it's up to you two tired keys must focus on school while every day you always fight keyhsa tired father key leleh mother" immediately the cry that he desperately held finally escaped.
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The clock had already shown at 5pm that magrib keyhsa had no idea where he should go until he found a place to calm down.
"key.." call someone not far from where he is standing now a very familiar voice in his ear, he looks for the figure and he sees the man is rendy
"key what's wrong ? how do you cry why ?" rendy asked with a slightly anxious look but Keyhsa just kept quiet without answering before she saw her father's car from a distance
"lo go where gu-gue follow ya, let's spout" while running keyhsa holding rendy's hand to the car carried rendy
"hunt let's go"
"where are you going to key ?"
"already the road will come down to me where I can" rendy who does not know where to go can only obey keyhsa to drive forward his car.
on the way Kehsa kept silent and cried she often tried to hold back her cries because she felt ashamed but her tears could not stop dripping.
"key fight same bokap nyokap lo ya ?" rendy asked, breaking the silence between them, Keyhsa simply replied with a nod with no words coming out of her mouth.
"Sorry yes key effect meddling but not good in my opinion if samo blur-blur gini"
"gu - I did not run away, I cu-just want to calm myself first" he said in between sobs
"that's your bokap car, right ?"
"Hmmm.."
"gue anterin lo go home already malem also key lo where to try?"
"yes I come home now I still can't control the emotions to meet them" explained keyhsa her crying had begun to subside but her tears were still flowing on the girl's chabi cheeks.
"ah I know a good place hopefully can return the mood lo ya" said rendy enthusiastically and immediately drove his car to the destination.
"Garden ? why does this park seem foreign ? have I ever been here ? but who's the same ?" keyhsa wondered in her heart her brain was trying to twist the flashbacks of the past but the result was still the same she still did not remember anything just the vague images swirling around in her head
"I like to go to the park is very nice here, it feels calm to be able to release the burden on my shoulders for days often here ya"
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