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My name is Agille

My name is Agille Pendacsia. Now, I'm going to Kei High School on the recommendation of Alex. To be honest, I don't want to continue high school. I've been thinking about where I work. My mom agrees about it too. In fact, he told me to pursue the field of martial arts for the successor to the family dojo.

*It's been ten years since I met Alex. Different from Alex, who thinks I'm his best friend. To me he is like the wind or flowing water, taking me with the flow to enjoy the life. It means he's a valuable person to me.

I don't know what Alex was thinking, but I think I'm the one who's enjoying life now.

When I went to school, I didn't even think about making friends. Every day, I always bring a console that my dad bought at school. Unlike the other children, I never play around like a child in general. I better spend playing games.

I remember, a week after entering school, he came to ask me my name*.

"My name is Alexsio Endraino. That you?"

I'm turning. "Agil. "

"Hey, Agille. May I know, what name are you playing?"

"I don't know. But if you want, I'll bring it tomorrow. Because I have two. "

"really? if you want to. But I've never played that.."

"Just calm. And also.your way of speaking is weird."

"really? "

Since I promised, I'm excited to bring two consoles. But that day, Alex was playing with his friends. I shouldn't care who he plays with. But for some reason, like tears coming out. When he came home, he didn't talk to me.

I'm used to it myself. But on the way home, I was thinking about quitting school. Or moved.

"Gill's.. Agille!"

I was a little surprised. Alex ran away screaming.

"I'm sorry, I forgot that today will play with you. I just remembered after seeing a similar console in the store. "

"Why do you know.. "

"What? "

"Road to my house. "

"If it were, my family would have moved house near your house. I know your marg name is Pendacsia. So I guess. Hehe.. "

I thought, the next day he forgot and calmly invited me to talk like yesterday. I don't know why, I feel happy.

"You'd better go home today. Upon arrival at home, I had a schedule for karate practice. "

"At least! let me wait for you to finish! after that we will play. Consider it my apology. "

"That's it. I didn't think much of it. "

Alex pleaded with me, holding both hands together.

"I beg. At least that's all I can do. "

"I don't understand how you think. But. okay. "

"Hee." while laughing.

"But only this time. "

"What do you mean?"

"Remember it.. "

"Hey. I don't understand. "

Arriving at my house.

"Wahh. Your house is vast. "

"Come in. Before I practice, I'll have lunch. Come along. "

"Excuse me.. "

"Mothers. My friend. "

"Waahh. Just come in! Come with us for lunch. "

"Sorry interfering. "

"Hear that I feel happy. "

"Don't expect too much. I'm not like the kids generally. "

"What are you talking about, Gill. After eating, take him to play. "

"Ehh? Really, mom? "

"Sure!"

"Come in. You are free to play what. "

"Great! your room is full of game consoles. This is the first time I've seen it, and I've never played it. Looks like I'll settle down. "

"It looks like it's going to be troublesome. "

"That's not wrong trying new things. "

"Mahh?"

"Ohh? that's the usual word I said. Don't think. And. I have a request. "

"Request? what'sthat?"

"I'll accompany you to play the game. But you have to hang out with other kids. And be friends with them. "

"What the fuck? never mind. That could bother me. "

"Come on. At least you're looking for a friend other than me. "

"What do you mean?"

"So you have to look for"

"Isn't that. I'm your friend?"

"Ohh, yes. From now on you are my friend. Please help, " while extending a hand

"As long as you don't push me too much. That could bother me. "

*Since then, Alex has always come home to play games. Because of that, my training piled up in the morning. Actually I don't mind, as long as he's happy with what I'm doing. But, I made a deal with him to play with his friends. I played out of the house with him.

I started enjoying it, but there were always kids trying to keep me away from them. At first I thought it was trivial. But for some reason, for a long time they started to think of me as a boring kid. I never played with them. Likewise with Alex, while playing with others, he never commented on their treatment of me.

Until I got to grade 1 of Elementary School, most of my classmates were from the same Kindergarten as me. So their treatment remains the same.

I'm not too serious about them. Until one day*..

"Hey, Agille. Why are you still in school today?"

"Because I was told. And also.. I don't think it bothers you guys, do you? "

"You shouldn't have to go to school. Because it's just you, the atmosphere of this class becomes very boring. "

"Don't make me laugh about it. Just do what you usually do. Or even stupid things. "

"Did you say?"

I put up earphones and intend not to hear stupid words. But Alex denies all of their words. And his hand held my hand, forbidding me to wear the earphones I carried.

"Hey. y'all! can you shut up! Before bragging about Agille's life, try to correct your life first. "

"What did you say?! Alex. I honestly wanted to say this a long time ago. You from a difficult family should just be quiet.

Don't try to comment on my perfect life. Remember, your family took great pains to get you into my father's school. Mostly every two years you move house because your family can not save it

I who could not stay still, hit him in the face. And give him another punch, again, and again.

"You shouldn't have to touch someone's surname. If you want to insult me, do as much as you do because it won't affect my life. But if you touch my family name or my friends, that's where I'll beat you. "

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*Actually I told this to Fiza. He asked me, since when did I meet Alex and get so familiar with him. What Alex is like to me.

Yep. He was just a fool who thought too much about me to let others insult his name. Actually I am also a fool who thinks if I am insulted by others, it is okay as long as it is not my close relatives. Probably*..