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"Yes, Nadia is sorry to be fin," said Nadia. However, so humans must forgive each other, yes gays yes, can not be unwilling. Pamali.
"The truth is Nad," asked Rayan directly sat down who had been lying down.
"Yes, Nadia forgave Brother Kok, from the past even,"
"Lying, you must be pretending, right?"
"Try to look at Nadia's eyes" said Nadia showed her beautiful eyes towards Rayan. Rayan approached his face and Nadia's face, it's true Rayan looked at Nadia it seems that the girl really did not lie.
"No need long ish, look at him," said Nadia averted her face because j4luckily already deg-degan.
"Where? I believe in the ballom" said Nadia. Rayan nodded in confidence.
"Thank you" said Rayan.
"Thank you for forgiving me for this evil one" said Rayan again.
"Gue's so sorry about Nad, who likes to yell at you and even slaps lo--"
"Yes, Brother. Udah not discussed again, Nadia already sorry fin Kak kok, now Sister quickly healed," said Nadia cut Rayan's speech. He did not want Rayan to talk about it again, he wanted to forget it all.
"Gue does not know what else to say Naa, the point is I'm sorry," said Rayan sincerely.
"Yes, Brother. Nadia also apologized for all this because of Nadia to the extent that Brother became sick gini,"
"No, it's not your fault, it's all my fault, you're trying to kin me because you want to grant my request, right? But, now I beg you don't come in me again, I don't want to,"
"Why? How do you not want to?" asked Nadia astonished.
"That's okay, no why," said nervous Rayan.
"But if you want to talk to me again, please, it's my fault too" said Rayan forced to smile.
"Oh my God, hahaha. Yes-yes Kak, Nadia will not be talking to her sister again, Nadia promised," said Nadia.
"But Naa is right, if you want to tell me, I don't papah,"
"If Nadia doesn't want to, what?" ask Nadia smile.
Rayan smiled sweetly towards Nadia. Nadia was silent as Rayan smiled at her, she had only seen Rayan smile like that for the first time. Rayan shifted and patted her k4sur for Nadia to sit nearby.
"What?" ask Nadia.
"Here sit,"
"It's sitting down,"
"Lo sit it on b1bir ranj4ng, here it goes up!"
"Yes, what do you want to do first, brother?"
"Just go first,"
"What did you want, just say it,"
"Get up first" said Rayan. Nadia is not going to make a fuss with her husband. Rayan always refused to budge, Nadia climbed up to r4njang and sat down next to her husband.
"Why what?" tanya Nadia who has boarded r4njang.
"Here goes into the coils,"
"One blanket? Sleeping together?" tanya Nadia was shocked by Rayan's behavior.
"Yes, emm .. but, if you don't want to sleep with papa hehe,"
"Who did Nadia say she didn't want to? Yes you want to, let alone told Big Brother," said Nadia pulled a blanket and immediately lay beside Rayan.
Now they both lie down. And looking at each other, especially Nadia did not blink at all, Nadia immediately turned her back to Rayan because she was embarrassed. Rayan frowned.
"Lo why? I'm really, really,"
"Sir papah, Brother,"
"Put me again, uhh,"
Nadia ngadep Rayan back and they met again, Nadia looked down, honestly she did not want to be looked at by Rayan like that. Because, it made his heart beat fast.
"Apaan anyway, concerned mulu," said Nadia uncomfortable he felt Rayan continues to look at him.
"Still," whispered Rayan in Nadia's ear.
"From that feeling, the brother said thank you very much,"
"And I'm very s-s-"
"Yes, Brother. Equally, do not discuss it mau, Nadia has forgotten it all anyway, now Brother sleep is very late,"
"It-"
"Udah, stop! Brother don't talk anymore, if you keep talking, when will you sleep?"
Rayan was silent not to reply to Nadia's words. Because the girl told herself not to talk anymore. Rayan looked back at Nadia because their position was very close, maybe their eyebrows were almost hit and Rayan could not fall asleep, she felt sleepy.
"What?" ask Nadia.
"Silver can't really do not see Nadia kek that," said Nadia again.
"Good nigth sweete" said Rayan slowly.
"Huh?"
"No" answered Rayan.
'Kok I can be terseplosan heck, ' his inner.
Nadia immediately pulled the blanket and covered all her tubvh until the coconut ehh head. Because he also heard Rayan saying 'Good nigth sweet' Rayan's speech made his jantvng pounding ehh in the heart, uh he meant in jantvng. Although not a word.
Nadia closed her eyes slowly as well as Rayan. Slowly Rayan closed his eyes maybe because he already felt sleepy, Nadia was asleep. While Rayan belom can and suddenly Rayan followed Nadia to dreamland.
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In the daytime.
There was a veiled girl chasing after the man, she ran small and kept calling out the man's name. However, the man did not hear the man still walking as usual. The man stopped because he heard like someone was calling him. Who is that veiled girl? Nadia, and who is this man? That man is Sandi's best friend to her husband isn't he? Nadia walked over to the stopping Password.
"Sir Sandi!" shouting Nadia.
"Well, that's right, like someone called me. But who?" ask Sandi to herself hahaha. He looked back and there was Nadia.
"Hufft .. assalamu'alaikum!" said Nadia who has arrived and ngosan.
"Ehh, Nadia. Wa'alaikumssalam," said Sandi.
"Sister, Nadia wants to talk important,"
"important?"
"Yes important. That's what Nadia thinks is important. But, either according to Brother," said Nadia.
"Ohh, what do you want to say? So, curious me," said Sandi cengegesan.
"About Kak Rayan,"
"About Rayan?"
"Yes, he was going to ask anyone, which is important Kak Rayan's friend. Ehh, just now Nadia when she wants to go to the cafeteria to see Kak Sandi. So, it goes to Sandi's sister,"
"Isn't Rayan sick, Dad?"
"Yes, Rayan's sister is sick,"
"How now? Is it starting to fade?"
"Yes straight to the point hehe. How-how?"
"So there, Kak, it's hot here" said Nadia. Who was nodding by Sandi. Sandi and Nadia walk somewhere, by the way now that they are in school ya gays ya, is resting.
"So, gini Kak. What does Kak Sandi Kak Rayan think?" ask Nadia.
"I think Rayan is good Nad, not bad. But you're kind of evil, huh?" ask Sandi.
"Yes Kak, Kak Rayan if to Nadia sometimes like evil,"
"He once told me, if he was not going to love the same you will even continue to hate. Because you had accepted an arranged marriage, he hated being matched, and at that time he wanted to refuse. However, he did not want to refuse his Papa offer he never fought back, he always complied with his Papah. Even though he did not want to. So, he likes evil the same lo it. Because you accepted that match. But, I think that's impossible,"
"Impossible? Mean Brother?"
"Yes impossible, he will never love the same lo it is impossible, I am sure someday Rayan will love the same lo. Lo believe me Nad, if you already love Rayan struggle do not give up easily, I am very sure Rayan was love equally you just he is still prestige,"
"That's according to Brother. But, like Kak Rayan will not love you with Nadia, and will continue to hate" said Nadia.
"That's according to you, the man must have changed Nadia, who first hated and finally love, he was a good person even he liked the same child. But, once Rayan hates someone he has no name tegaan. But, well Rayan likes it differently. That is, in his mouth likes to talk gini. But, in the heart said that," said Sandi.
"Kayak in the novels, the first hate and the last love,"
"Kan emang there is in fact Nadia, if you really have love with Rayan struggle do not give up,"
'Kak Sandi did not know, that Kak Rayan had slapped Nadia several times. From there Nadia wants to give up, yes, although Nadia already loves Kak Rayan. But, why is it difficult and until now Nadia is still in the life of Kak Rayan, Nadia at that time asked to separate, why did Kak Rayan not answer her? Do not-do Kak Rayan do not want pis-- Not possible, Nadia do not geer, Nadia's inner Nadia.
'If, Kak Rayan can not repay Nadia's love, Nadia will give up and leave her life, maybe Nadia always fight on, Nadia should be tired Kak Rayan now it's time to repay Nadia's love. But, it looks like Kak Rayan will continue to hate Nadia, it feels like she wants to disappear from her life Nadia does not want to continue household like this, Nadia's inner closed her eyes for a moment.
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3 Days later. At night, Rayan was lying on k4sur and did not forget to play her flat object. While Nadia he just finished ironing clothes and store them in the closet. After that he approached Rayan and sat down beside her. Rayan realized that Nadia was sitting next to him, why? The one in Rayan's mind.
"What's up, Naa?" ask Rayan.
"Emm .. that, emm ... Nadia wants to take her to Big Brother" replied Nadia.
"What do you want?" rayan asked directly to sit down. And put his cell phone on the table.
"Ka-Kakak, are you in love with Nadia?" ask Nadia.
Degh's!
Rayan was confused what he had to answer to Nadia? Should he say love? What belom? Why did Nadia ask like that? Quiescent. Rayan did not answer Nadia's words. He still has the prestige of saying his feelings.
"Belom love well, brother?" nadia asked glazed over like she wanted to cry.
"Yes!" lirih Rayan's.
Nadia quickly wiped away her fallen tears, without her asking.
"Naa, don't cry dong,"
"Well, what's wrong, brother? Poor thing?"
"No, Na---"
"Neither papah, brother. If you can't love Nadia, maybe Nadia is not your taste, so it's difficult to fall in love with Nadia, and will continue to hate Nadia" said Nadia
He asked this so that he quickly knew, in fact Rayan already loved him what belom. If, the belly button she will quickly leave the life of the man before her, she wants to be like someone else loved by her husband. Rayan immediately hugged Nadia tvbuh, she brushed aside her sense of prestige. The little girl was shocked when her tubv was embraced by someone she loved.
"Gue already love you, Naa," whispered Rayan in Nadia's ear.
Nadia who heard Rayan's answer, from that second also Nadia's tears shed, she could not hold back her tears, only this time Rayan expressed her feelings and speech very soft, very soft, Nadia hid her face in d4da b1dang Rayan. He sobbed, Rayan's p3lukan grew tighter. Nadia still can't believe Rayan said it all. Rayan loves herself, that's what Nadia wanted to 'right from the first, Nadia was happy. But, he does not want much hope, he should not be geer.
"Lo has made me fall in love" said Rayan again.
"Sister Rayan don't give Nadia any more hope, Brother doesn't want to see Nadia crying, right? Nadia can't be a geer, can she, sister? Brother said it was out of pity, didn't he? Na-"
"No Nadia, no. I'm sincere, I really love you," said Rayan.
"Really?" tanya Nadia who is still in Rayan's p3lukan.
"Lo don't believe it?"
Rayan asked Nadia. However, Nadia did not reply to her husband's words, she was still a bit in disbelief, she could not immediately believe it, and she should not be geer.
"Lo still don't believe me, Nadia?" tanya Rayan tightened her hugs4n.
"Nadia believes," said Nadia smiling. He could hear clearly Rayan's j4ntung pounding.
"Do you really believe it?"
"Yes, Nadia believes it,"
"Udah did not have to cry," Rayan released her hug4n and wiped away the little girl's tears.
Nadia smiled, she was really happy. It felt like Nadia was unable to speak. Nadia felt like a dream. If, it's true this is a dream please don't wake up. Rayan wiped Nadia's tears not out of pity, but love. Is this real? Not a dream, right? If, this is real. He is very happy at last what he wants to achieve as well, yes even if it is very long, Being loved by someone we love is very fun is not it?
"Please Brother, thank you, already love Nadia," Nadia again memelvk Rayan.
"Well, why did you say thanks? I should have said thanks to you, you have withstood all my attitudes. If anyone else would be my wife. Lo strong Naa, you strong, I've slapped you too, you stay with me,"
"Yes, strong. Although every day Nadia cries, Na---"
"No, you're strong Naa, I'm sorry about you, I-I--"
"Nadia'll say don't apologize mau, don't discuss it again, Nadia hates it. Nadia please the same Brother do not discuss it again Nadia has forgotten it all, Brother must promise Nadia do not repeat it all," said Nadia staring at Rayan.
"Yes I promise," said Rayan meng3cup Nadia's forehead long ago.
Nadia's tears continued to flow, there was no stopping, she could not stop the tears, she had held back so that her tears did not come out again, but still difficult.
"Udah, don't nag at heart,"
"These tears came down Brother, don't mistake Nadia, sa--" said Nadia was cut off because Rayan m*c1vm b***nya (text in cut) Nadia closed her eyes.
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Illumination.:
"Why does Nadia forgive Rayan? Rayan is evil. Be Forgive, in the teachings of Islam, every human being is emphasized to always put forward an attitude of forgiveness for mistakes and live social relations to others well, including when there is a dispute,
Forgiving the mistakes of others can add glory to us. In life, every human being has made a mistake. However, if someone has a fault with us, forgiveness is usually a difficult thing to do.
Let alone forgiving to forget the mistakes of others to us is not easy. However, as ordinary humans we should try to be a person who can forgive someone's mistakes sincerely, willingly no matter how big the mistake. For God has promised to give us a great reward.
Allah says,
فَمَنْ عَفَا وَأَصْلَحَ فَأَجْرُهُ عَلَى اللَّهِ
“Then whosoever mema’afs doing good then his reward is upon (support) Allah.” (QS. Ash-Shura: 40)
Allah's Apostle Shallallahu ‘alaihi Waa Sallam said, "Whoever forgives when he is able to repay, then Allah will give him forgiveness on the day of trouble." (Sr Ath - Thabrani)
From now on learn to be at peace with your feelings, forgive those who have hurt you, forgive those who may have wronged you, forgive their mistakes just as you want God to forgive your mistakes,
وَلْيَعْفُوا۟ وَلْيَصْفَحُوٓا۟ ۗ أَلَا تُحِبُّونَ أَن يَغْفِرَ ٱللَّهُ لَكُمْ ۗ وَٱللَّهُ غَفُورٌ رَّحِيمٌ
“And let them forgive and be breastfed. Do you not want God to forgive your sins? And Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful. (QS. An-nur 22)."
"Many people say gini 'Lebaran sorry-sorry fan. Sorry, the enemy is still the enemy' heyy, you don't get to be that, still be a forgiving human being. And sometimes well we don't feel wrong to someone. But, still we have to apologize, fear that our speech hurt someone, and ana also apologized to you. If, oral ana hurt your heart intentionally or unintentionally," said AUTHOR.
𝗧𝗮𝗾𝗮𝗯𝗯𝗮𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗹𝗮𝗵𝘂 𝗠𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗪𝗮 𝗠𝗶𝗻𝗸𝘂𝗺
𝗕𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗸𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗮𝗵𝘂 𝗳𝗶𝗸𝘂𝗺.
(𝖲𝖾𝗆𝗈𝗀𝖺 𝖠𝗅𝗅𝖺𝗁 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝖾𝗋𝗂𝗆𝖺 𝖺𝗆𝖺𝗅𝗄𝗎 𝖽𝖺𝗇 𝖺𝗆𝖺𝗅 𝗄𝖺𝗅𝗂𝖺𝗇).
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