Friends, I Love You !

Friends, I Love You !
Get lost


Mita and Andra return to Jakarta, return to their usual routine, and return to their respective girlfriends' arms even though their hearts can no longer seem to go back to their respective girlfriends. Their hearts seemed lost, not knowing the way home to return to where they should be.


"You went back to Bandung yesterday Mit? How can you not say, anyway? As long as you're there, I can't connect with you either, I'll almost follow you if you don't come home today !" David protested when he met Mita at the college.


"Emh,, yes, it was suddenly Kak, my mother called me home, so it was not perfect with Brother, if the problem could not be contacted, I was there there there was a family gathering, so I did not pay attention, so it's not good if I'm a toy hp right, so it's been stored in the room, sister" Lies Mita at length trying to make David believe.


Somehow Mita arrived suddenly smoothly lying to David, but usually Mita was never good at lying.


"Ooo, that. Tomorrow tomorrow if there's what it says to me yes, your boyfriend is me, not Andra" David said, feeling himself useless as a lover, because everything in Mita's life is like Andra's number one and she's obviously her boyfriend is always at number two right.


"What the hell, ko said that !" Mita Protests, Mita,


"Kidding,,,,! yeah, well, I'm jealous of your cousin" David pinched Mita's nose.


***


That afternoon Mita daydreamed on the balcony staring at the orange sky, and occasionally noticed the capital's lively afternoon atmosphere due to the hours of home office.


'Where's Andra, why hasn't she come home at this hour, or maybe she's missing Lia? Cih, even though I just didn't see you for three days, they must have been two or two, annoying !' Mita muttered in her mind, her heart suddenly became upset to think and imagine that right now Andra is alone with Lia letting go of longing because for three days they separated.


"Magrib magrib don't daydream, ntar kesambet, lo !" Andra suddenly stood behind Mita who was grumbling in her heart.


"Ish, Mandra lu rich demon aja, arrived nongol do not know when to enter" said Mita who was shocked by the arrival of Andra who was not aware of arriving arrived already nearby.


"Gue already said the greeting was fitting in, you were the one who got the demon budeg, so I did not hear the greeting earlier." Andra was standing parallel beside Mita and right now they were the same looking at the beautiful afternoon sky.


No matter what their heads were thinking in silence, they were just the same looking up at the twilight sky, with a little hidden smile, and no matter who the smile was for.


***


A year has passed,


Mita thought that as time went on, she could love David and forget her feelings for Andra, but it turned out to be a big mistake. The more days, the more Mita believes that she does love Andra is not just a feeling of a friend, but Mita loves Andra as a woman who loves the opposite sex.


After weighing everything, Mita decided to be honest and express her true feelings to Andra, he doesn't care how it ends, even though the worst risk may be that Mita will lose Andra or maybe her relationship with Andra will be awkward.


But Mita has made up her mind, she does not want her feelings to continue to get lost, instead of dating David, but her heart is only for Andra. Really he did not want to cheat his own feelings, and lying also hurt David longer.


Andra was watching television that night, Mita who came out of her room gathered her guts and sat next to Andra, several times she tried to start a conversation, but unfortunately her lips were always stiff, stiff, unable to say a word, until in the end he ventured by gathering all his courage.


"What's wrong? Don't you know Tong ?" Andra's face suddenly turned pale, fear clearly reflected in Andra's eyes.


"meaning? You know what ?" Mita was confused, yet she began to express her heart, and Andra even made her confused.


"Lu really don't know? Trus wants you to talk to me, what?" Surveying Andra which even makes Mita confused.


"Just a moment, what is it about Ndra? I'm even so confused gini," Mita more curious, more,


"There's really something I want to omogin also the same Lu from yesterday, but I'm confused how to nyampeinnya to you." Andra's words even more make Mita curious.


"Please don't twitch the Ndra, what's really going on?" force Mita to be impatient.


"But promise, you don't get mad huh, duh, I'm so confused, I swear ! How do I tell you, try ?" Andra scratched the non-itchy scratch of her head.


Various thoughts entered Mita's head,


'Don't Andra also want to say the same thing as he wants to say to Andra, but he doesn't dare to tell me?' that was one of Mita's thoughts at that time, a little review smile.


"Ndra, please don't make me curious, Lu wants to tell you what the truth is" Forced Mita firmly, can't help but feel her curiosity anymore.


"Lia's pregnant... " Said Andra softly, his voice slightly choked.


"Huh,,,? Wow, merengseek Lu,, !" Mita slaps Andra on the cheek and runs to her room leaving Andra in shock with Mita's slap.


honestly, this is the first slap that you received at his lifetime, and unfortunately, who did that friend who had been really loved silent.


Mita was crying in her room, her heartache was unbearable, it felt like her world collapsed instantly upon hearing what Andra said just now, she was unable to say a word.


There is only anger, disappointment, and pain.


How not, not only did Mita say honesty about her feelings of love for Andra, she instead had to hear the harsh reality.


It was very cruel and painful for him.


Mita was so frustrated by what Andra said, as if she had lost hope. And of course Mita feels that this is the end of everything, the end of her feelings for Andra, and maybe she will also end her friendship with Andra, he is not yet strong enough to continue pretending to be his best friend, watching his loved ones become the father of the child in the birth of another woman.


'Aah,, no, no, I better get away from her life. Why is all this so cruel, God ? Or is this a punishment for me for playing with David's feelings ? Maybe this is the payoff, karma ! Because I indirectly betrayed Brother David, because I love Andra. But this is too painful !' Wail Mita in her tears.